Shemales...the beginning

[Inchains]

So, it's been 13 years since my first serious infatuation with t-girls...it started (as with many of us!) with hardcore Brazilian shemale porn , particularly blone girls with pert tits and a fat cock...I became infatuated...and after a few Joey Silvera movies I was hooked. Literally! It took about 2 mins! I remember one of my family even found a VCR in the machine one morning after a Friday night before.....nothing said, just left on top of the washing pile🙈no idea of the content! Vaniity etc😍😍😍😍

I craved it...the shemale form, I fantasised, I dreamt and I wanked...furiously....for years!

But then, one day, after years and weeks of self preservation I pushed myself, I conveniently was in east London for work and was finishing at midday, I arranged to meet (at the time) the somewhat unknown Angelina Torres's...and although I was possibly played for a first time fool (blowjob covered on both ways) it was AMAZING! Sucking her Cock whilst I had mine deep in her mouth in a 69 is something I will never forget!
I fucked her from behind in a full length mirror and then her on top, eventually Cummings inside with it wrapped...it was intense and an experience I will never forget.

I've subsequently been with a number of acquaintances, some with a number of great reviews that I will rave about (Sofia, Kalila, Magic Candy) and some that I heavily regret!


After the almost 'unveil' of myself whilst stupidly leaving my phone by the toilet and my other half finding it unlocked with this very forum open🙈....fuck knows how I managed to get out of that one! (Another story)...I can't tpull myself away! So I need some advice...what do I do? I absolutely love the sex I have with my girlfriend but I also wank continuously over the t-girls coming within literally 20 miles of my
Postcode, for fear of being 'open' or my secret unveiled...something if I, like many of you like to - Likr the thrill and the the fuck? Pedominently I'm drawny girly girls but i feel so torn to watchdGaby.......!
Apologies if this seems like a drunken rant

[gaysian71]

Hahaaaaaa, that's a great story. You know what you want to do. But you just don't know if you want to do it. That pretty much describes most of us here.