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^^ what the other posters said.
Self-enema for sure, and ditto for being relaxed.
The first time I bottomed, I wasn't relaxed at all when she went to slide it in, it hurt a little at first, but...

I totally blew my chance with Venus last night. She had a profile up on a dating sight, and was looking for guys comfortable fucking in front of the cam. She says it would be me, her, the camera...