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Originally Posted by sheyum
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Originally Posted by RubyTS
interesting..... :popcorn
interestng how Ruby?
how do YOU feel about a guy who wants to be "dominated by a dick and treated like a bitch?
this topic is interetsing
Wel honestly during the beginning of my transition it was a HUUUGE turnoff if a guy wanted to go down on me or wanted me to fuck him. I was always a total bottom and the girls can be very critical, if a guy picks u out the crowd and says he wants ur cock, it often meant u look "hard" The girls would cackle and make comments about the "bricks" making all the "coins" Basically it meant u weren't the softest most passable girl in the bunch. It always made me feel masculine when a guy would be interested in my "boy parts" and very uncomfortable. I thought that all ts women were bottoms as boys and didn't understand why guys wanted to get fucked by ts's.
After being in this line of work for a while, i've met lots of girls who enjoy being top and tons of guys who enjoy being bottom. I was always pretty heavy on hormones at one point and the most uncomfortable feeling for me was not being able to function when the guy wanted a stiff one in his mouth. I started encounterring more and more people who wanted my cock, and it wasn't just the typical fat white old client type. There were lots of young, attractive and urban guys, even young as 16 who were into it.
I slowly became comfortable with recieving oral first, i had stopped the hormones and was functioning better. As u know, hormones not only affect the size and erectness, it also effects stimulation. I found being off hormones increased my sensitivity below, and also increased my sex drive as well as my climax. I started enjoying getting head because now it actually felt good!
After tons of double dates with melania where we would sandwich guys i would bottom she would top, i became intrigued to try topping. So i did and i actualy liked it. And since then i've been doing it more and more to the point that i sometimes crave it :twisted:
i now embrace my masculine side as well as my feminine side. But for some odd reason lets say i meet a guy off the internet and we have sex (not 4 business) and i dont hear from him again.. I feel more ashamed and used if i play the bottom (submissive) role as oppose to if i were to top, i dont really feel bad at all. I enjoy the power and control that comes with using my penis. i cant really explain it as hard as i may try.
Like Alyssa stated, theres a BIG difference between a guy who wants to please you and a cock whore. As far as disdain for guys who lust after me, i can deal with it to a certain degree and its the main reason why i escort. Lets be real, there ARE a lot of cock whores out there and they serve their purpose well when it comes to the escort business. Whats frustrating to me and a huge turn off, is a cock whore who wants to use us simply for what we are. It leaves me feeling like less of a person and more of an object. I can deal with that when money is involved (for some reason i still feel in power and not used) but a free cock whore tranny chaser going after every piece he can get his lips on is such a huge turn off.