The search for the One: Part 1

This is the first time that I ever posted a story about being with a TS pre or post. I am not big on writing but felt it worthwhile to post my experiences and maybe get some feedback as well.

I'm hooked as they say. I love the nature of women with cocks as also the post ones. I have had both and can truly say that they are unique.

I don't consider myself as an expert nor do I consider my self as an experienced lover, as I like to describe my relationships with these women. I haven't tried any outside of the US so I'm limited.

First off as compared to regular women, TS's are exceptionally talented and generous once you get to know them For the most part they are open minded and not stuck up or shallow like regular girls. Other then nymphs regular girls basically sux. They are stuck up and only care for themselves. Guys know what I mean.
For example, I know Y, this latin puertorican lady mid 40's super hot, sexy olive complexion, sweet tits. Not too large tits, but enough to enjoy sucking for a long time. I sexy body to kill for. The sweetest pussy I've seen and tasted in a long time,(Except for Angie who by far has and had the best looking pussy i've ever seen, but tha't another story unto it self). Y knows that she's hot and thats one of her problems.But most guys, I think want a hot looking babe and some smarts and at times look beside the whole high maintenance that these girls exhibit.

Y loves me. Guys, don't many of them love us? Anyway when she fucks its like she's a pre-Modona. Like she's god gift to this earth. When I lick those beautiful pussy lips of her, I'm in heaven but she insists of directing me. She's not a Dom so I don't get it? I've been with regular girls and most are into sex but once they get into it they change their attitudes and are so prudish about experiencing things. If I call my Y a bitch or want to fuck her ass,she accuses me of not caring for her. I can go and get a whore with better manners, but I have to pay for it. LOL
I Am talking about women who want to have sex for the benefit of experiencing mutual orgasm.Maybe I'm shallow but hey that's who I am.

I still she her but try not to get sexually attached to her. It's hard but less taxing on my brain. And at this point, If I would fuck her brains out, I would be thinking why she doesn't have a cock on.

To set the record straight I'm a heterosexual, maybe leaning Bi because I like cocks, but not on gay guys and could not see me being with another man. I am married. Many men who see Ts's are married. Lets not kid ourselves.
Been married for a while and not to jump ahead in my story, if i could be in relationship with a ts pre or post I would in a heart beat. But lets me not get ahead of myself.
I guess my marriage is a safety block. A secure notion that my life is secure under out societal norms. Unfortunately that is the truth in the world we live in now. Maybe it will change sooner than later. So I am like many leading a secret life. Do I have guilt? Oh yea. Probably will go to the bottoms of hell, if there is a place like that but I try not to think about it as much. We are all searching for something in out lives and sex is an important component in the psyche of people, especially men. I love my wife and family and wouldn't change where I am now but another time another life.
We heard it all before.

Back before CL and BP, I went to the Village Voice and started to look for escort services and shopped around. I always been nervous and to some extend still is in reaching out for an introduction/meet as you never know who on the other end maybe. Vice squad, thieves, you never know. However, you reach down and take a chance. Inadvertently I saw ads for TS services. I really didn't know what it was and at that time couldn't see the girls faces or anything detailed about them. I called up this Latin lady (Yes, I guess you realize I like Latins more.), in which I forgot her name, and when she answered the other end of the phone she explained that I would not be disappointed and would experience something special.

I had about an hour to get to her house that I guessed she was renting. Looking back, I was so naive, but weren't we all?
I used that time to reconsider my options but I was so horny at that moment, and thought that I has two options; First to either jerk my-self off and have a few minutes of pleasure or have enough balls to meet the lady in waiting.

As I got to her house, My heart was pounding so fast that I had to take long deep breathes to slow my rhythm. My cock was throbbing for the excitement of getting sucked off and tasting sweet pussy. I slowly went up the stairs, I knocked on the door and as it opened ever so slowely, I noticed a face of a women with a heavy accent telling me to come in quickly. The foyer was not lit bright but did notice that the lady was a bit older than I thought. She asked me what my name was and talked for a few minutes to see if i was legit. I asked her if she was the police and she said NO and showed me a bit of her titties. We talked a bit, gave her the required gift and told me to wait a minute in the so called living room. It was a new experience for me and my mind drifted away as to make my cock limp. She came back to me and escorted me to a room where upon opening it was a beautiful blonde, later to discover a Colombian treasure. She was in her mid 20's, even though she told me she was 19 y/o. Blonde with dark brown eyes and a nice body that showed a bit of her stomach. Lets call her Angelica, because she was like an angle and for the fact that I forgot her name. LOL

She made me sit down on the bed and asked me what I wanted to do? This was the first time so I Didn't know, so I said suck and fuck. Don't we all? Angelica started to laugh a bit and asked if this was my first time and I said yes. I couldn't help but notice that she had an unusual accent, I rougher but still sweet way of talking, but my mind was in a different place so I just burried it away. She told me to take off all my cloths and I did. She had a tight one piece red mini dress that naturally curved her petit body with her 34 C breasts. My cock started to stand erect and was throbbing. She took off her dress and was only in her panties. She looked like a goddess. She did not take her panties off but got on her her knees and stated to grab on my cock. She stroked it. Told me to lay on my back and started to lick and go down on my average 6 inch cock. (Wish it was bigger but that the prize I got). Her mouth was so warm and as she slid her mouth and gag on my cock as she was taking it all the way in, made me react by arching my back and mildly twisting in pleasure. I could feel her wet slavia dripping down my shaft, balls and in between my butt crack. I though I was in another world. After a few minutes that seems longer that I thought, she asked if she could play with my ass. I though wow,no other girl at that time ever asked to play with my ass. It was either a quick hand-job or blow job and fucking.
Like a young school boy asked a question by his teacher, I replied shyingly YES. Angelica was laughing and said great, I love to play with boys. I said to my self ok, whatever.
She told me to roll over on my stomach and I did. She then Took a bottle of something and slightly noticed that she also took off her panties, but could not really have a good look as she told me to relax and put my face down. I though I was going to get a back massage. Ok I though, part of what I paid for.
The next think I noticed was oil or lotion raining on my ass and crack area. It felt so intense that my cock was about to burst. Angelica then took her hands and started to rub my ass and reached for my asshole and starting to give me a rim job. I never experienced this in my life before. I was paralyzed to tell her to stop. But in actuality I was enjoying it so much that I didn't care. I could feel her fingers playing with my hole stretching it a bit. I was truly overcome. After a few minutes she then told me to get on my knees and kneel on all of my fours. Hmm ok. I was in another world where no other woman has ever treated me like this and touched me that I obeyed without hesitation.The next thing I remembered was her putting both of her hands on my lower back hip area and a pushing sensation overcame me against my ass. I couldn"t believe it this girl was about to fuck my ass and I was letting her. I had to tell her to slow down a bit as i was so tight. She told me not to worry, that after a bit of pain I would be going on a sexual journey. She put her cock, which I never yet seen, deep inside of me and started to push in and out, all along playing with her cock on my prostate. It felt like I was exploding in side. Has she was fucking me on a regular beat, I could her saying Yes Baby you have a nice ass, You feel sop good. As I was moaning and at times saying to slow down,Angelica only picked up the pace and pushed her cock deep inside me. During this fuck fest, I did have a minute of clear headed thought. Is she fucking me bareback? Oh my god What Have I done, or she has done to me. Only to realize in a minute or so Angelica moaning and ramming her cock into my shaft and slowing her rhythm. She has just ejaculated in my ass, but I was revealed that when she took her cock out, she had a condom on.
I just rolled over and layed on the bed all exhausted.
At that moment in my life I saw a women who had a beautiful figure, breasts, long hair and a cock and balls to match. I didn't care at all. I was taken back by the beauty and sexual diversity that she exhibited, that I truly found what I was missing. In actuality it would take me a bit longer to realize my attitudes and feelings about ts's,but let me say I was loving it.

Angelica then gave me a towel, got dressed up again and just sat on the side of the bed.

I was a bit upset because the time was shorter than I expected and I wanted to touch her and caress her, but that did not happen.

I got dressed and left like it was all a dream.
I was a bit upset but I guess it was because of my inexperience in this new arena and I had to take it slowly and learn.
Over the course of the next few years I experimented with a few other ts's and all had different approaches, which I will explain in part 2 of my adventures, but let me say that these women bring another level of sexuality that cannot be imagined by ordinary women.

Until part 2, be good and naughty.