Not so good first (second) experience

Sorry on my bad english :/

I was starting fantasize about TS girls about couple of months ago. Where i live there are not so many of them so to meet with them was not possible :(

After some time i see ad of one famous TS girl (porn star) coming to my town. At first i was not sure to go to see her, and after couple of days of thinking about it and looking at her website i decide to give her a call. On her web say that first timers are very welcom and she enjoy giving "leasons". So we arrange meet and later that day i come to her place, she open door and she was WOW :) i couldnt wait to start "playing". She just laid on bad, spread her legs and put out 21cm huge cock, and said SUCK ME!

At this moment i just jump on bad and in no time her huge cock was all over in my mouth. I just start working with my hands and mouth while her cock grow bigger and bigger :O. Days before meet i imagine how this would be and didnt think that it would be so good.

After couple of minutes she ask if i want to get fucked, and ofcourse i said yes. But then everthing goes down :/ as i said to her it was my first time she just lube her huge cook and put it in my ass in no time, i was in huge pain and ask her to go slower because it was my first time, she go slower and i start enjoying but then she again go hard until i didnt manage to take it anymore so i ask her to stop, after that she sucked me and i was gone.

When i was out in car i start thinking that this is not for me, i try it and i didnt like it :/ i was not happy that this not turn how i imagine it would, so i decide to trying anymore.

And after about 15 days i see that she again come to my town, so i think maybe that's how the first time needs to go so i should try again with her. I told her that i was there before and i want to try again.

When i come there we start everything like before and AGAIN it was so much painfull that i stoped.

But now after more than month i am still atractive to TS girls and fanatasize about them all the time, and i think that my two meets with this TS girl was only bad because she didnt behave with me like firsttimer.

Its not so erotic story, but just want to share my experience.

Now i am still thinking of meeting nice TS with whom i would spend my truly first erotic sex experience :)