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Originally Posted by seanbeag7
Danielle, do you mind me asking a question, i hope this doesn't sound completely crazy to you, but i really need to know, firstly, when you had the operation what feelings did you have and secondly, what kind of mixed reviews did you have since.
I love your new look, and your new pussy looks really beautiful, compared to some "hatchet" jobs i have seen done to some girls.
The feelings of fulfillment are indescribable however I do get a once a month hormone level serge. This causes me to be very emotional, not that I start out like that but if someone does something to piss me off I don't hold back - compared to when my hormones are leveled. So, after surgery girls seem to get a once a month "period".
Adjusting to that has been very tough. It is expensive and I am not doing very well financially, so yeah... it's a tough battle but I am a strong girl. But being emotional is the least bit of my concerns right now.
The backlash of fans was tough, I lost 90% of my clientele as far as escorting goes but I was ready to give all of that up to just be me. I gave up all of the money I was making escorting because I was ready to transition.
I made some big changes but I honestly believe I acted with my heart and mind, to be who I was born to be and how I deserved to be. I am content and I feel very proud of myself for being so strong and devoted to my beliefs.
I also changed emotionally as well. Before I was quick to jump on some drama or a cat fight, but now I try to stick to subjects that are close to my heart. Like getting rid of roommates that are not willing to work hard for what they have, tg issues and bettering my relationship with others.
Life is good. I am a bit lonely however. I hear girls talk about getting SRS and wanting to be treated like women, as opposed to being a TG with a dick. That is trully not what happens. Women who get SRS expecting men to change - CRAZY!
I find that I am more of a curiosity then I ever was. People seem to have this twisted idea about who I am, some crazy expectations and I am just a normal girl. I respect people ( till disrespected myself ), I contribute to good Karma, I better myself and reach out a hand where I can make a difference.
I am busting my non-existent balls to make ends meat but I feel very accomplished and fulfilled.
I have had 2 clients in the past 4 weeks LOL so that income is basically non-existent since eros asks for $140 for an add now... It's just not worth it to me, besides, I like to earn my money through hard work and not through being hard for a change.
Physically, I am way more prone to weight gain, my muscles have turned into fat basically. My ass has grown, my tits are at least a cup size bigger then when I first had them done, my skin is softer, my body hair grows very slow, my voice went up, my heart is fragile... Not sure what else to add.
With the new site I expect to just be me as always - horny and willing to do whatever to get someone off