I get a e-mail from a private message from a good customer of mine that is close to my heart and then I see another private message I recently didn't open and ignored about this.
So I searched my name.
I think its funny. Yes I am a attention whore it's been proven many times. I made a thread to post my goodbyes yes big deal. It was my choice and I knew that I was going to get torn apart. But I have some close friends in the community/industry and people I have met and kept close to. I didn't want to just disappear and have people wonder what happened. Yes, it shouldn't bother me and I should have just left but the thing is I care and I didn't want to leave a unknown or have possible things said about me so I posted it.
Message boards are open topics and we all have points to prove and opinons to express but going and stating the obvious or sulking isn't cool.
Rally I don't like you nor care what you have to say. This thread wasn't even about me and you wanted to post my name just to start some shit.
Are you a man of colour? Because you act like a fucking nigger.
Yes I said it. I have my feelings towards types of people of colour don't get me wrong I have my racist tendancies we all do and if you don't well then good for you.
But from my understanding and experiences I just don't get along or agree with black men. Negative, always want to cuss you out, have the last word, and try to read you when it's not needed.
Maybe it's because I got raped at 15 in Montreal in a alley way by a group of thugs after a drag show I did. I don't know maybe that's why I'm negative towards black men or race in general. But what you do is wrong regardless of what colour you are.
What i'm just trying to say if I didn't word it right (since I don't want to revise this nor re-read this I want it over and done with) your acting like a stereotypical black man even if your not.
As I told the faggot who texted my cell phone today to leave me alone you should just drop it and move along with life same as I have , but I have to step back a couple minutes and school your ignorant ass because of your loud queeny mouth.
I'm finally speaking my mind because I don't give a fuck anymore. I am not in this industry I WAS had some great memories, met and interacted with many and made great friends that I will keep for life through this trade. But I met alot of idiots and assholes through this trade.
Many I shut my mouth and walked away and made myself look proper so I could look better then others and compete and make myself get that dollar or get that title. I don't care anymore.
You could think I'm satin I don't care I have my boyfriend who loves me. I have a family that has me close and both are leading me down the right path with helping me on guiding me in the right direction since I lead myself down the wrong path in the past MANY times.
It helped me and learned things but still..
Anyway yet again the attention whore has rambled on along more then needed but what I am trying to say is
Rally your a fucking faggot and need to shut your mouth. And thanks for putting this big smile on my face today.
I said I wasn't going to say anything and just ignore everything but you pissed me off enough that I had to.
Who hates me now I don't give a fuck. Go print a picture of me out and piss on it go enjoy your day. Forget about me like you forgot about many in the past. Don't continue to reopen topics to make yourself the attention source or to just be a shit disturber.
I maybe a attention whore Rally but are you any better?
I'm done I'm finished.
Enjoy tearing me apart, but I just wanted to say whats on my mind. All I know is if Rally was walking down the street and walked past me he wouldn't say anything because he would know I would end up in a jail cell at the end of the day and he would be in a different condition.
Fuck you and get a life. Others have and maybe you should follow in their pathes instead of using a hobby of lurking fetishes and porn on the internet to pass your time away.
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