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I’m 53 straight and have been married for over 20 years. I can’t stop thinking about shemales, I look at shemale pics and porn more than girl porn. I fantasize about shemales and doing some shemale porn.
I go to backpages looking for them but never acted on any.
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You done got yourself a real conundrum there, boy...Quote:
Originally Posted by freddieboy
Once you cross the divide there is no going back.
I spent my 20s and 30s looking at Tgirl porn, and also tried to suppress those urges during those years by dating GGs and was downright miserable that whole time. It was not until I reached my late 30s to act on my desires and only in the past two years that I really became comfortable with where my interests lay sexually.Quote:
Originally Posted by freddieboy
These days, I cannot get enough of tgirls, and am actually looking to get into a LTR relationship with one.
You know what ? I am much happier than I had been...
My advice to you is to figure out what you want sooner rather than later....the fact that you are married does complicate things however.
Mate ....,I crossed the line a few years ago , im married with kids ,cant help myself .Keep it clean and cover every single one your tracks and dont get to involved . Its worth it believe me .
Gotta say though if the internet was around when i was younger i may have taken a different path in life . But it wasnt and i love my life as it is now .
I was in exactly the same boat. Married with kids etc and using porn to satisfy my ladyboy fantasies. Eventually my marriage broke up (through other reasons), the kids had grown up, and the one good thing which came out of it was my freedom to explore my fantasies. I can say the reality exceeded the fantasy so much so that I have now been in a 2-year relationship with a ladyboy from The Philippines, and although this has been based on three visits a year, a month at a time, I now feel we have progressed far enough that I will now be seeking visas, both for her and I so we can share our time between our respective countries. She has had one visit as a tourist to Australia and met some friends of mine who are none the wiser. She is very passable as she is petite (only 5'3" tall), and I find the Philippine ladyboys sound more feminine than their Thai counterparts. Life is good!
Daily I recieved at least 1 call minimum from somebody in your predicament...
They ask many questions AND luckily for them I like the sound of my own voice so am happy to speak to them... Although I have never crossed the line, I'm a straight female I can fully understand the fascination and why the attention is drawn!
My own first ever (in the flesh, nothing sexual) TS encounter was with Destiny, we were on a photoshoot, I recall she came bounding out of the bathroom in her underwear all full of life and laughter. I was generally blown away by her beauty.
Her body is flawless, from then I myself understood.
My advise to you which is what I give to all of my clients is to be 100% sure and if you can't be then there is nothing stopping you from turning away at her doorstep, you won't know until you get hat far!!
Before you meet ask any question that you feel you need answering. Do not be concerned with getting on her nerves because if she has not got time to spend talking through stuff with you before you meet then possibly she is not the right person for you.
I am highly respectful of guys who call me up for advice, first time clients often walk away and cancel bookings on the doorstep on their first attempt.
The girls that I alway suggest for first time clients are friendly and chatty and extremely feminine and on the small side.
If a first time client who wishes to be passive asks for Honey or Katherine, I will always ask if they are sure of their choice!
http://www.londonladyboys.com/gallery/ts-honey-/191
http://www.londonladyboys.com/gallery/ts-katherine-/86
In answering your question: Am I having a midlife crisis... I think not!...
x B
Thank You!!Quote:
Originally Posted by LondonLadyboys
Both are gorgeous, but neither really look massive in the downstairs department. Though I suppose for a first time, the smaller the better (really the thinner the better lol).Quote:
Originally Posted by LondonLadyboys