gay, straight, or in between
Old subject, new dialog......I questioned myself on whehter I was gay; as most of you have. I've come to the conclusion I AM NOT! Gay is a term reserved for those who like men implicitly. Bisexual for those who are analogous. I've listened to the rant and raves and all the tribulations about if you suck a dick you're gay. I almost believed it myself. Allow me to tell you why this isn't so. I recently watched "queer as folk" and I was disgusted at having to see 2 males kiss. In fact, it appalled me to see such a thing. So much so that I could see why people could be gay bashers....and yet, here I am wanting a shemale....a flaming gay boy with tits. The dilema. So I started thinking and my thoughts came to this....what turned me off the most wasn't the cock, but the male physique. Most people construe a male as being dominant...the one who penatrates...the one who needs to initiate...the one who needs to get aroused for any sexual activity to eventuate. From a totally hetero point of view one can interpolate a need to be dominated. I don't want so much as to be dominated as to have someone want me so much as to take control. My fascination, combined with the thought of penetration, is having both of each...hence my liking of shemales.
jlincoln@numail.org