First TS Movie Ever Viewed

[Ian Nelson]

I have no idea if this thread has been started before so im just gonna give it a go

What was the very first TS movie you watched which kicked off your love for the genre

First Movie i ever watched was Bailey Jay masturbating on bed next to a huge teddy bear....

[RallyCola]

it has been 21 years that i have liked transwomen and trans-related porn. i can't remember the exact first video, but...i do remember the first dvd i ever bought: forbidden rio.

http://www.cduniverse.com/productinfo.asp?pid=1597194&style=ice&cart=1566450803

i'm 35 so i'm of the generation where the change really occured from vhs to dvd. i only had straight porn on vhs...never any transporn. that was all on dvd for various reasons.

[Ian Nelson]

First TS DVD bought from sex shop was Monster Cock She-Males 3 drove about 40 miles to different sex shop as so nervous about buying TS Dvd

[SheWantsTheD]

Caution - Wall of Text

For me it was a porno called Freaks of Nature or something like that.
I grew up strictly watching Ebony and Interracial. I used to buy the bootlegs from the Chinese vendors at the barbershop bi-annually. They'd sell 3 for 10 or 5 for 10 depending on the quality.

One day I was flicking through their merch when I noticed that odd title. I saw a black guy on the back cover with the hugest cock I'd ever seen. It looked like it was 20" at the least!

So I went ahead and purchased it and I remember seeing more strange things than just the giant cock guy. There was a man with two penises that really grossed me out. But then there was something else. There was a young white girl with both male and female genitalia. I was had conflicting feelings about this. I thought it was fake because the penis didn't look properly formed. But the black guy's penis wasn't the usual form either.
I didn't like the idea of a woman having a penis at first, it just seemed completely wrong and against nature. But she looked like she was getting so much pleasure from each one of her sexual parts being stimulated. I wondered how on earth she was able to sustain an erection and feel these feelings. I wondered if she was feeling the same pleasure as men do or if its a different type of feeling or more or less intense.

I was curious. I was still mostly grossed out by alot of it, but these were real people and I looked at them with pity like a disabled person in a wheelchair. I didn't see it as something to ridicule and I certainly felt terrible for masturbating to any of it.
So for that reason I rarely watched the DVD.

When I got the internet in 2005 for university I soon discovered that porn was readily accessible online.
As I was browsing I remembered that old DVD, which by now was long lost. I searched for woman with male and female genitalia and learned that what I had looked at back then was indeed a hermaphrodite. I then searched for some hermaphrodite porn and I managed to find some but I also found shemales, ladyboys and dragqueens.

I soon learned that what I thought were dragqueens were actually many other things.
They were crossdressers, transvestites, traps, femboys, hairy panty wearers and even androgynous boys and girls.

I was only turned on by the shemales and ladyboys and the rare extremely hot femboy .
None of these people seemed disable or anything but they seemed like a fantasy still as I knew nobody in real life that was like this. I began to question my sexuality. I began to wonder if I knew any girls that were hiding a secret under their skirt.
But I never found or saw any people like this in real life in London.

Years later, in 2011, I was broswing for shemale porn on ashemale tube and I decided to click on one of the advertisements for a change. I joined AdultFriendFinder and I was curious to see if there were any shemales in the UK.
To my surprise, there were thousands...
I set up my profile and within a week I had my first meet. This was at the time of the London Riots when the police killed Mark Duggan in Tottenham, North London.
I was with a Malaysian Pre-Op TS over in Hammersmith, West London at the time.
By Christmas I had been with another 4 TS and I had joined a few more sites for dating Shemales.

I quickly learned that 'Shemale' and 'ladyboy' was seen as an porn words and I learned that tgirl was the more appropriate term, however tgirls are all individuals and all have different ways of referring to themselves.
There were transsexuals / transgender, pre op and post op.

It was interesting to see that people's sexuality covered the whole spectrum. Things were not black and white anymore. I was getting really confused about gender, sexuality, ethics, religion and much more.
I was accidentally offending people left and right as I stumbled blindly trough this new world. I was being used and abused by ts who I thought wanted to get to know me but only wanted big black cock. I had never been fetishized before entering the ts scene. At least not on such a level.

I was a piece of meat.
I was once again conflicted.

I dipped in and out of the TG scene and I only felt at ease after speaking with a counselor about it all at Brooks' Sexual Health Clinic.

I went to one or two clubs and one or two tgirl parties. I noticed that the atmosphere in those places is way better than at straight clubs. Guys don't cockblock each other. The girls aren't all stuck up.

I know now that I will always be attracted to TS. I don't think I will ever marry a TS though no matter how convincing. I fall into that bracket of chasers who won't marry a TS on the grounds of one day wanting my own children. But I won't marry just any cis woman either and I'm in no hurry.

I would like to fall in love with a ts and live with her though. I'm still working towards that one but I cannot pursue this in my current line of work. There just isn't the time to make a commitment.

One day though. One day I will make it happen.