Apparently I'm a Meth Head Now...

[TsJizelle]

As some of you have noticed, I have been M.I.A the last few months. There have been numerous inquiries about my disappearance both publicly and privately and it's time to rest some of the rumours.

Have you retired from porn?

Simply, yes.

Why did you leave?

I left for personal and uncontrolled reasons. This will be addressed in my tell all book which is currently in negotiations with a publisher.


What happened with Grooby?

As Seanchai has disclosed, due to an unrealistic financial budget, the funds weren't there to continue on my position as Webmistress with Grooby.

Meth head?

The irony behind this claim is entertaining considering the source it came from. Anyone who knows me personally, is well aware that I did have a severe addiction issue as a teenager. I have been clean for nearly 6 years, in spite of the pressures by those who work professionally here in Canada. (if you're smart enough, you'll read between the lines). But as mentioned above, further details describing such events will be addressed in my book.

I do want to thank all those who showed concern over my well being. A few months ago I attempted suicide. I was in a very dark place and thankfully I have been able to come full circle.

any further questions, I'll happily address.

[TSMichelleAustin]

Take time to work on you! Dont let haters bring you down or put you on their level. As long as you are in a good place, and healthy thats all that matters. Sometimes guys have to see that porn isnt our whole lives and that some of us have to move on from porn! I wish u tons of success in your book and all you do! You will be missed in front of camera but I am sure working on your life right now is most important!!! Keep head up lady, we have all been in a very dark spot in our lives that we feel we need to take it! But most of us dont and crawl ourselves out! Looks like your doing just that!

[castor_troyuk]

Glad to see you are doing better now. I'll be sure to pick up the book. Keep smiling and hopefully in the light

[luger17]

I'm glad to hear you're doing better....Best wishes on on future endeavors.

[Wendy Summers]

How about the rumor you were secretly, madly & passionately in love with me?

In all seriousness - you time is good. I hope you find the life you want and its a happy one.

[WendyWilliams]

Tell all book? Curious is your popularity in Canada that big you could bring in a curious audience for such a task? Please don't take that as rude just curious as I know the Porn Industry in Canada as a whole is well very limited to the area. So curious as how any publisher would be able to justify unless self publishing which is realistic for your own therapy. Now I could see a book about your drug addiction, your moments in Porn etcc..

Sorry Just curious :)


And Congrats on your sobriety.

[TsJizelle]

Wendy Williams - my book isn't entirely based around my presence in the industry. it's been written in an autobiographical platform addressing issues of self discovery and to bring awareness to gender issues. so calling it a "tell all" book is misguiding the intentions of the book, however many unknown facts about my experiences in the industry both personally and professionally will be addressed.

and thank you to all the well wishes :) let the love be more influential than the hate

[youngblood61]

Glad to hear you are doing well Jizelle. You were and still are a favorite,and in my book 1st class all the way!:Bowdown::Bowdown:

[WendyWilliams]

I sincerely hope you don't think I was "hating" per your reference as I was just curious since you used the word "tell all".

[TsJizelle]

I didn't take it that way at all Wendy!! that last line is for those who have concern over what will be addressed in the book and what was said about me being a meth head. as most of us know, we're not a somebody because we have fans, we're a somebody because we have haters!

[NightmareX0666]

Good luck with everything and remember sometimes we have to be in a dark place to find our strengths and understand our weaknesses.

[baker]

The most beautiful girl in canada.

[Dino Velvet]

So great to hear from you, Jizelle. You look better than ever too. Not only very pretty but healthy and fit too. Keep it up.:Bowdown:

http://www.hungangels.com/vboard/customavatars/avatar64715_33.gif

[RyderMonroe]

I didn't take it that way at all Wendy!! that last line is for those who have concern over what will be addressed in the book and what was said about me being a meth head. as most of us know, we're not a somebody because we have fans, we're a somebody because we have haters!

So glad to hear you're doing well! Congrats on your book I cant wait to read it! :)

[Chaos]

I wish you nothing but the best of luck in whatever you do!
Sorry to hear of the lousy recent events...hope you're ok and stay that way.
(I've had similar experiences and know it isn't easy to deal with)
And I never listen to rumors....usually started by jealous hearts and empty heads. Won't lie....going to miss you.

[TsJizelle]

thank you again to all those that wished me well.

there has been a strong disservice done here in canada within the industry, and its about time people are well aware of it.

[bluesoul]

Take time to work on you! Dont let haters bring you down or put you on their level. As long as you are in a good place, and healthy thats all that matters. Sometimes guys have to see that porn isnt our whole lives and that some of us have to move on from porn! I wish u tons of success in your book and all you do! You will be missed in front of camera but I am sure working on your life right now is most important!!! Keep head up lady, we have all been in a very dark spot in our lives that we feel we need to take it! But most of us dont and crawl ourselves out! Looks like your doing just that!

actually it looks more like a book promo


thank you again to all those that wished me well.

there has been a strong disservice done here in canada within the industry, and its about time people are well aware of it.

hopefully it will be in your book

[TsJizelle]

actually it wasn't a plug at all. it was to refute the drug accusation as legally this is enough to pursue a lawsuit for slander against the individual who made the claim.

but speaking of plugs, you can still find me live on cam during the week :)
right here of course http://tgirl-cams.com/live-sex-chat/shemale/Jizelle_Moore

[bluesoul]

awesome. thank you. and a message to the "drug accuser": it's not worth it (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WTD9yj3puA)

[TsJizelle]

since I know my ex husband is reading this thread now, let me make a statement to you about how you'll be able to dig me up again in 3 years for a shoot:

the only job you and i will ever share together again, is you pushing daisies from the ground below and me dancing on it's surface :)

[Chaos]

the only job you and i will ever share together again, is you pushing daisies from the ground below and me dancing on it's surface :)

Quoted for truth!
Haters think they look down on people....When the truth is they look up to you and it PAINS them to admit it!

[Odelay]

Hi Jizelle,

I wish you health, strength and happiness.

[TsJizelle]

thank you again for all the kind wishes and amazing pm's I got. don't think I haven't forgotten or missed my friends and fans in this portion of reality.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

Hahahahahaa hahahaha!
Your a fucking waste of breath you couldn't handle being away from the spotlight for so long.

You need money to work on cam to pay for your drugs?

I was informed about this thread by a fellow friend of mine on shemalecanada and I needed to have a good laugh and join the forum just for this thread.

Light a big joint and eat a big bag of popcorn.

Because this thread is garbage. I only love what Wendy wrote its the only thing that makes sense in this whole thread.

I love how this thread is all a poor me pitty party. Oh I am not a meth addict , I tried to commit suicide, I'm writing a book. And now I'm back on cam.

Everything you are saying in this thread is completely the opposite and I know first hand because I know you personally you waste of breath.

Someone who tries to commit suicide doesn't promote it and advertise it for the pitty party vote, and someone who is a meth user would be the first to say they aren't out of no where to make it look the opposite.


I remember the night that you went pyscho and you called me and talked to me for 3 hours on the phone being two face while you were outside the magic walk or Some shit and you openly admitted to me that you still have a drug problem and that this 6 year thing was bullshit.

Yes at the time I also did have a drug problem meth and coke not going to lie but I have been clean and I don't need to publisitice it because I don't give a fuck about this industry anymore since I'm out of it


But I'm posting my reply to put your ass in the place it belongs. If you want to be in the spotlight hunny then at least tell the truth because the only spotlight that is on you right now is a comedy show at just for laughs.

I can't wait to see what you write back ill go to the microwave and pop another bag tomorrow morning after I wake up and do my daily routine so I can laugh at how cracked out the next response will be.

Ciao darling remember you can get meth pipes for 5 dollars at the 24/7 store on sheer borne and bloor if you break yours when you read this from sketching out and shaking to think about what lies to respond to.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

since I know my ex husband is reading this thread now, let me make a statement to you about how you'll be able to dig me up again in 3 years for a shoot:

the only job you and i will ever share together again, is you pushing daisies from the ground below and me dancing on it's surface :)

What ex husband?
You were never married, nor had a ring to prove it. When married you live with your partner If I do recall you lived in a basement apartment with hardly any furniture because you couldn't afford anythingf because you spent everything on drugs.

I remember the day when you text me from someone else's phone to impersonate them asking for coke because you were too much of a pussy to just ask me yourself but my response was I'm sorry I don't have drug dealers numbers in my phone because I quit.

I love the constant lies and head games your a fucking loser Jizelle.


And as for you loosing all your weight you probably lost it from the drugs how I know is because yet again you lost all your breast mass and almost are flat chested again because of drugs!

You wanted those double d implants you said you had lots of money saved up for them where did they go? Oh wait up your nose or inhaled from a pipe!!!!!


Always and forever
Dita Dior

[broncofan]

Nice to see you again Dita. It's been awhile:)

[castor_troyuk]

Wow Dita, you are trash. So much for leaving

[TsJizelle]

Blah blah blah lol I'll send you a signed copy of my book once you stop motel hopping and can provide a sufficient mailing address, which wait? didn't you ask to use mine for your amazon wish list because you didn't have a permanent address?

that being said, enjoy the view of my body you so clearly have deeply analyzed. now either suck my dick or get the fuck off of it!

[Chaos]

Dear Dita...
You just can't stop,can you?
Little miss "I quit and I'm leaving" has NO room to talk...
For someone that left all this behind and moved on you're STILL HERE...
You have no room to criticize people for shedding light on their private lives.
NONE.
And considering the amount of contempt you showed for EVERYONE here last time,why ISN"T it beneath you to come back?
If anyone SANE felt half the hatred you expressed to this place and the people,not only would they remove themselves from this site,but probably the internet as a whole. Let me guess.....you can't stand the loss of all the attention. Miss all the smoke blown up your ass? Ego getting low on hot air?
:heartbroken:

[Chaos]

Long story short, I pity you.
As messed up and clusterfucked I EVER imagined my life was,I never once,turned back to the people I hated for attention...
I thought I was batshit crazy.....Damn bat didn't even CATCH me.
Guess I have to thank you, for that,at least.

[johnb]

This could go on for 100 pages

[Ditalovesjizelle]

Blah blah blah lol I'll send you a signed copy of my book once you stop motel hopping and can provide a sufficient mailing address, which wait? didn't you ask to use mine for your amazon wish list because you didn't have a permanent address?

that being said, enjoy the view of my body you so clearly have deeply analyzed. now either suck my dick or get the fuck off of it!

I'm not listening to the others because I'm only here to show your lies and put the truth out there.

Unlike you a quit the industry. I live at home with my mother and father. I have a boyfriend happily together with for 4 months.

Shows you have been gone for a while Jizelle since you don't know fuck all.


All I know is ill use the book to wipe my ass.

Deeply analyzed? I looked at your nasty display picture for two seconds that I have seen you have changed with in the past hour to make yourself look more healthy.

Your not fooling me and your not fooling many others.


I don't care what everyone else has to say as I said again since I'm out of this industry and living a real life. But I hate liars so I have no time for your bullshit and lies.

At least I can leave the industry and have a real life what are you doing for the third time Jizelle you are trying to reinvent yourself.

You did it with crag, you did it with Kevin who's the next poor victim on your list.

I can't wait to see. I hope how you fucked everyone over and got obsessed and then turned it out on them to make yourself look like the victim is in the book.

Xoxox
Your words don't phase me and I'm only speaking the truth because why would I have time to say otherwise out of no where about someone I don't give two fucks about.

I'm getting my degree, and your nothing but a stupid cam model changing your outfits and jerking your cock for drugs. C

I rest my case you say you were going to leave then you should have left and then you come back to lie about you exit and your hiatus well that's even worse.


At least when other people do things including myself I will speak my mind and tell the truth regardless of who the fuck it pisses off because in the end I know what I said was right and from my heart.

You on the other hand you lying meth bag go light another bowl and concockt another story up because your just digging yourself in a deeper hole.

[bluesoul]

Long story short, I pity you.
As messed up and clusterfucked I EVER imagined my life was,I never once,turned back to the people I hated for attention...
I thought I was batshit crazy.....Damn bat didn't even CATCH me.
Guess I have to thank you, for that,at least.

were you ever loved so, the way dita was once loved? NEIN!


I suspect this other thread will dry up and dye, without Dita.
I’m so glad we can admire and appreciate your beauty without any annoyances, Dita. As far as I’m concerned, you don’t just deserve a thread to yourself, but a temple, like any other goddess. I suspect you might make the sun rise, at times. I’ll tell you this much: you make mine rise every time I look at your pictures…


Dita, a simple look at you would convince anyone that you know what's good for yourself, but it seems to me you don’t improve perfection. I’m a little bit afraid something might happen to my mind if you get any more attractive…

wherever dan is tonight, i'm sure there is an escort getting an earful

[Ditalovesjizelle]

were you ever loved so, the way dita was once loved? NEIN!



wherever dan is tonight, i'm sure there is an escort getting an earful

Lol I don't care if I'm loved or not. I'm hated or loved for honesty. Jizelle is being loved from lies and her insecurities.

I'm hot I know it and I don't need "fans" to bask in my glory to make myself feel better for a pick me up.

Hence another reason why she's still here resting her lying ass here.

Jizelle my breasts are bigger then yours this is what a healthy body looks like not ribs and sucked incstomach to make yourself look more gaunt and chemo aids patient like.

Your body is starting to go backwards from feminized to homosexual teenage boy.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

were you ever loved so, the way dita was once loved? NEIN!



wherever dan is tonight, i'm sure there is an escort getting an earful


This could go on for 100 pages

Probably so Jizelle has alot of dope and lies to tell.

Hell she's writing a book about them might as well keep up the fake stories here too it would only seem fair and occurant

[TsJizelle]

Oh buckets... all they're really good for is a fill.

I've got a shovel for you to continue digging Dita. Since you are looking to educate yourself, which is kind of cute and I wish you all the best on that, then perhaps you need to refresh on your slander laws :)

[broncofan]

This is interesting. I wish there were a way to speed up the pace of the debate. Actually I know a way...nevermind bad joke. Let's keep it clean.

I'm learning new words too. Dita Dior, she puts the cock in concockt.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

Oh buckets... all they're really good for is a fill.

I've got a shovel for you to continue digging Dita. Since you are looking to educate yourself, which is kind of cute and I wish you all the best on that, then perhaps you need to refresh on your slander laws :)

Come charge me baby and ill be asking for drug test and also be putting you in the crazy unit of hospital after they diagnose you with whatever you got from all the drugs you do that fucked your brain up.

I hope your still seeing that therapist for your actions in the past because if not you need to go find a new one since that one didnt fucking help at all

[Ditalovesjizelle]

This is interesting. I wish there were a way to speed up the pace of the debate. Actually I know a way...nevermind bad joke. Let's keep it clean.

I'm learning new words too. Dita Dior, she puts the cock in concockt.

I'm on my iPhone big deal that I'm not looking over what I'm writing.

Nor would I care anyway Jizelle can make up all these lies I might as well invent a new word

[TsJizelle]

Since you suggested the offer........

[TsJizelle]

I really don't know why you have it out for me so hard when you're the one who admitted to me about fucking my ex while I was still with him...

I've only got one question then left for you Dita... how did I taste???

[bluesoul]

I really don't know why you have it out for me so hard when you're the one who admitted to me about fucking my ex while I was still with him...

I've only got one question then left for you Dita... how did I taste???

oh snap.. is that going to be in the book?

[broncofan]

oh snap.. is that going to be in the book?
You'll have to wait to buy it. Whatever you do don't borrow Dita's copy because she's out of toilet paper.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

I really don't know why you have it out for me so hard when you're the one who admitted to me about fucking my ex while I was still with him...

I've only got one question then left for you Dita... how did I taste???

Well there is the proof right there that you hacked a twitter account to get information out of me trying to incriminate me, when I didn't even fuck I just sucked a cock ;) get your story straight.

That's not your ex you didn't even know his real name until I said it to you.

And leave that man out of this you've done enough to him already.

I love how when it really starts to hurt you you throw the blame and spotlight on someone else to try to make yourself look better or have the spotlight off you.

So I don't know how you tasted Jizelle I put a condom on it and I didn't even know you existed at that time of my life.

And if I did I would have let him fuck the hole off me just so that you could cry even harder knowing he fucked someone prettier and younger then you.


More proof to how your a sociopath.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

I really don't know why you have it out for me so hard when you're the one who admitted to me about fucking my ex while I was still with him...

I've only got one question then left for you Dita... how did I taste???


oh snap.. is that going to be in the book?

Omg omg omg!! I hope I'm in the book! I want a chapter of me it's only fair since she has the rest of it about lies might as well put some truth in it.

Add some spice into it as well. You can even dedicate the book to me Jizelle.

"To Dita thank you for making me understand how fucked up I was and how I needed drugs to cope with my life so I wrote this book in inspiration from you knowing how I shouldn't have cried wolf and lied so much and listened to you"


Also as request in my chapter can I have pink pages and my face water marked on every corner of the bottom pages in my section :)

[zekemek]

Hi Jizzele,

I don't know if you remember, but we interacted a bit when you first came on the board. I kinda flirted, you kinda flirted back. I understand it's just a messageboard, but you were very sweet to me. I wasn't in such a good place then. While I wasn't directly considering suicide, I did put myself into dangerous situations not caring if I lived or died. Our interactions really lifted my spirits, gave me hope, and instilled some much needed confidence. All from flirting with a pretty girl.

It pains me to hear that you attempted, and I'm very happy it didn't take. I think that you are a wonderful person on top of being a beautiful woman. You have a lot to offer the world and you probably saved my life. It's amazing what a little kindness can do. Thank you.

For what it's worth, I hope you grow old and wrinkly. I think you'll age very well ;).

[Ditalovesjizelle]

You'll have to wait to buy it. Whatever you do don't borrow Dita's copy because she's out of toilet paper.

I wouldn't actually wipe my ass with that book because one there won't be a book so I won't have anything to wipe my ass with since this whole book bullshit is all imaginary.

[TsJizelle]

Let me respond to that with something you don't know the definition for, and that's class. The only word you know in class is ass. So stop continuing to make yourself look like one.

There will be plenty of details in the book. For now, Dita is doing a good job at bringing
hype to everything that will be refuted.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

Hi Jizzele,

I don't know if you remember, but we interacted a bit when you first came on the board. I kinda flirted, you kinda flirted back. I understand it's just a messageboard, but you were very sweet to me. I wasn't in such a good place then. While I wasn't directly considering suicide, I did put myself into dangerous situations not caring if I lived or died. Our interactions really lifted my spirits, gave me hope, and instilled some much needed confidence. All from flirting with a pretty girl.

It pains me to hear that you attempted, and I'm very happy it didn't take. I think that you are a wonderful person on top of being a beautiful woman. You have a lot to offer the world and you probably saved my life. It's amazing what a little kindness can do. Thank you.

For what it's worth, I hope you grow old and wrinkly. I think you'll age very well ;).

Age well how? Meth rots your teeth and cocaine wrinkles you and ages you faster and incorrectly.

Also produces alot of testosterone through out your blood. I understand why she looks more like a boy now her estrogen levels are decreasing .

[Ditalovesjizelle]

Let me respond to that with something you don't know the definition for, and that's class. The only word you know in class is ass. So stop continuing to make yourself look like one.

There will be plenty of details in the book. For now, Dita is doing a good job at bringing
hype to everything that will be refuted.

Lol an ass. Well I can be as ass hunny at least I'm a ass and I don't actually look like a ass from all the lines and hoots you have taken your nose has made you have a donkey face not that feminine.

He he haw he he has he he haw.

I hope you understand the he part.

[TsJizelle]

always challenging the gender position of others... why you gotta sink so low love?

[Ditalovesjizelle]

always challenging the gender position of others... why you gotta sink so low love?

You have no surgeries , you wear a extensions , you lost all your breast tissue and your body is defeminizing.

Your a boy Jizelle. No wonder you extensions because your living half and half I get it. Maybe that's how you will find acceptance.


I'm off to bed since on the east coast it's 3:58 also past my will to care about this anymore just remember when you do drugs hormones don't work :)

And I see your ribs and your bloating and your face is gaunting.


You look like you've been doing to much Tina. I hope your at least getting a good price on it and getting crystal shards and not the powder shit because if your gonna ruin your life you might as well docitbthe right way hunny.

[Ditalovesjizelle]

I do love how I'm only get 1 thumbs down and not more on my posts I'm glad your taking it upon yourself to tell me that it's not a good response to your thread lol.


Isn't it everyone else's desison to opinionate if I'm right or not.

Not you because you can't be trusted your a liar, and a drug addict and a attention whore.

Oops sorry I'm a hypocrite since I'm attention whore too but at least when I want the spotlight I speak the truth and not out of my ass to get sympathy.

[broncofan]

If Jizelle gives you a thumbs down, that will be two:)

Don't ask me how I know that

[TsJizelle]

My issue and target isn't even with you Dita. I don't know where all this bullshit you are spilling out is stemmed from. How it was instigated in the first place and where you lead off that you have validation to declare it as truth. Now move along and go play with the other kids in the sandbox, no one wants your services here.

[TsJizelle]

also for the record, I've only disliked 2 of your posts.

[mikejones]

Wish you the best Jizelle. You look hot in all of your pics, and you look hot in your avatar. Your husband really fucked up losing you. Best of luck babe.

[Prospero]

Good to hear you're well and, it seems, thriving Jizelle. God speed you.

[Prospero]

I assume Ditalovesjizelle is that lady Dita who cannot, it seems, stay away from this forum.

[GroobySteven]

Ok, I was on a plane coming back from LA when all this shit was going down - I'm going to lock this thread.
Dita - you said you were leaving, so I'll help you on your way.