ukexpatinasia
02-26-2012, 11:03 AM
My first meeting with a TS was a strange one, I was at first disgusted at the thought of going to bed with one, then as her extremely vivid words slowly made an impact on me over the days that followed I became curious. This resulted in me seeing her again, but after her giving me a BJ was left feeling rather bad again. This was about 20 years ago, maybe more.
Since then I have moved from only having BJs from TS (which is how it was for a few years as I told myself there was nothing wrong with that as they are the best at BJs cos they know what they like), to sucking TS (very badly at first and rather temptaively, but I eventually realised if I was going to do it I might as well do it well), to having them fuck me (wow the first time hurt), cum on my face (this again took quite a while to get to) and in my mouth (depending on the gal - and even longer to get to) and more recently into role plays and BDSM such as domination, slapping, being tied down etc etc. I now also have TS friends who I see from time to time.
For me it definitely seems to be getting more hardcore as I get older, to such an extent that I now demand the TS I am with to slap me and talk dirty etc while she is fucking me. And if she does not have BDSM clothes I even consider buying her some.
One of my non-escort TS friends who likes to be a mistress has now even started asking me to dress up for her as a slave/rent boy but i also know she wants to try feminization etc. Now that is the latest thing that scares me. Just as it did when I first sucked a TS cock almost two decades ago cos I think a straight guy does not do that. But, at nearly 40 years of age I realise shit, just enjoy and get on with it. If you do not like it then do something else.
How has your love of TS evolved?
BTW - I am in no way a sissy. I love GGs as much as the next guy, and I am nearly always (99%) of the time with a full time TS rather than a TV - in fact being with a TV raises a whole load of other issues for me, but.....
Since then I have moved from only having BJs from TS (which is how it was for a few years as I told myself there was nothing wrong with that as they are the best at BJs cos they know what they like), to sucking TS (very badly at first and rather temptaively, but I eventually realised if I was going to do it I might as well do it well), to having them fuck me (wow the first time hurt), cum on my face (this again took quite a while to get to) and in my mouth (depending on the gal - and even longer to get to) and more recently into role plays and BDSM such as domination, slapping, being tied down etc etc. I now also have TS friends who I see from time to time.
For me it definitely seems to be getting more hardcore as I get older, to such an extent that I now demand the TS I am with to slap me and talk dirty etc while she is fucking me. And if she does not have BDSM clothes I even consider buying her some.
One of my non-escort TS friends who likes to be a mistress has now even started asking me to dress up for her as a slave/rent boy but i also know she wants to try feminization etc. Now that is the latest thing that scares me. Just as it did when I first sucked a TS cock almost two decades ago cos I think a straight guy does not do that. But, at nearly 40 years of age I realise shit, just enjoy and get on with it. If you do not like it then do something else.
How has your love of TS evolved?
BTW - I am in no way a sissy. I love GGs as much as the next guy, and I am nearly always (99%) of the time with a full time TS rather than a TV - in fact being with a TV raises a whole load of other issues for me, but.....