tom-tom

[zorga]

Hey.
I won't say it's a massive problem, but basically there's a situation - in overall behavior I feel masculine - work, sports, conversation and other social things. Sexually - more or less pure woman [i said "more or less", couse not I, nor most of this forum, can't say this 100% also]. Actually, I find this as a big question for myself. And I am starting to think that it's the time for big decidions [if they have to take place - im 30].
Just rambling.
..shit, i provided zero info here... if someone have something t say - feel free. otherwise - let this thread die - i won't cry.

p.s. i actually searched for online consulting and I realize, that HA is not the best place to talk about it.

[innocentbychoice]

I don't get it. Do you feel like a girl? do you want to be a girl? What do you mean with "big decisions"? Please be more clear.

[zorga]

talk to me! say something :] send me couple houses further or smthn. Or without pics you can't move your fingers at all?!

[zorga]

I don't get it. Do you feel like a girl? do you want to be a girl? What do you mean with "big decisions"? Please be more clear.

SORRY, page wasn't refreshed or smth, so I didn't see your answer.

As an answer: that's why I seek for a people to talk to. Overall I feel, that I would be perfect like a girl who is rascal overall. I feel and love things, that men do. But sexually I want to be a woman. And I am 30. I have felt like that since I remember myself. Since... 14, 13... I don't know.].

I have difficulties to try to write long, couse it will take a while. maybe I should. but it would take JOWZA-number pages and, at least here, nobody will read it all.

[bridgetbbyxo]

my gps always gives me bad directions bc san antonio is always underconstruction
lol

[phobun]

Hey.
I won't say it's a massive problem, but basically there's a situation - in overall behavior I feel masculine - work, sports, conversation and other social things. Sexually - more or less pure woman [i said "more or less", couse not I, nor most of this forum, can't say this 100% also]. Actually, I find this as a big question for myself. And I am starting to think that it's the time for big decidions [if they have to take place - im 30].
Just rambling.
..shit, i provided zero info here... if someone have something t say - feel free. otherwise - let this thread die - i won't cry.

p.s. i actually searched for online consulting and I realize, that HA is not the best place to talk about it.


You should PM Solitary Brother. Solitary Brother can give you some insight into your feelings.

[zorga]

You should PM Solitary Brother. Solitary Brother can give you some insight into your feelings.

sounds like i will get one harsh monologue there, he. maybe he'll wonder here and just post his wisdom.

if you're serious - thank you. but, even i am a regular reader, i don't actually pay attention on forum names, so i have no idea, who is this.

[zorga]

my gps always gives me bad directions bc san antonio is always underconstruction
lol

i truly have no idea, about what your post is. joke, inside joke, hidden thought. just tolet you know - no offense :]

[innocentbychoice]

SORRY, page wasn't refreshed or smth, so I didn't see your answer.

As an answer: that's why I seek for a people to talk to. Overall I feel, that I would be perfect like a girl who is rascal overall. I feel and love things, that men do. But sexually I want to be a woman. And I am 30. I have felt like that since I remember myself. Since... 14, 13... I don't know.].

I have difficulties to try to write long, couse it will take a while. maybe I should. but it would take JOWZA-number pages and, at least here, nobody will read it all.

Hmm maybe crossdressing would do it for you? That way you could still be a man, but behaving and dressing like a woman in bed.

[zorga]

Hmm maybe crossdressing would do it for you? That way you could still be a man, but behaving and dressing like a woman in bed.

ye, sure, it is an option.

but there ain't inner peace. [been there, done that]

actually, I do not want to offend anyone, when I consider "trans-releated" people as third, separate gender, it makes all more easier to "eat". I would consider myself as one, if society would be ready [fairy tales]. Shit [pardon my expression], but exactly that drives my thought to search for a way to go now ["now" - it's not days or months, but...]. I am old for transition already, but not too old. But I don't see that as "wannabe beautiful brazilian girl" type of question. I need peace :/

[bridgetbbyxo]

i truly have no idea, about what your post is. joke, inside joke, hidden thought. just tolet you know - no offense :]

what?? were you born in like outer space? really?
just google tom-tom and you will what im talking about***rolling my eyes

[95racer]

I thought this was going to be about GPS's :shrug

[Merkurie]

No. HA is not the place to talk about it unless you are into abuse.
Try some of the androgyny and genderqueer boards. You are not alone and more people are coming out who feel similar to you.

[innocentbychoice]

ye, sure, it is an option.

but there ain't inner peace. [been there, done that]

actually, I do not want to offend anyone, when I consider "trans-releated" people as third, separate gender, it makes all more easier to "eat". I would consider myself as one, if society would be ready [fairy tales]. Shit [pardon my expression], but exactly that drives my thought to search for a way to go now ["now" - it's not days or months, but...]. I am old for transition already, but not too old. But I don't see that as "wannabe beautiful brazilian girl" type of question. I need peace :/

I'm guessing you feel you are transgendered. I'll recommend another site with a forum, that is safer that's not about porn and you'll find a lot of nice people who can give you advice there: http://www.lauras-playground.com/

[Helvis2012]

Put on dress and see how it feels. Go from there.
Good luck.

[sunairco]

No. HA is not the place to talk about it unless you are into abuse.
Try some of the androgyny and genderqueer boards. You are not alone and more people are coming out who feel similar to you.

Well said Merkurie. This is a crying shame that someone would have to come out and say the obvious. There's many here that have or are goning through this. I would suspect a significant number of the subscribers that have some degree of confusion with respect to their gender. It's probably the reason most are here, but the hostility is nothing more then an insecure reaction by those who may never come to terms with it or even attempt to. Merkurie is right though and no matter how hard you try, there will never be a forthright discussion of this topic here. Not from the guys and certainly not from most of the girls. Those of you that remember usenet of the early days and groups such as alt.transgendered remember the frank discussions within the safe space of anonymity. Inner conflict and attempt to rationalize feelings that one had a vauge understanding of within a male contextual reality were validated and (to some degree) understood by others that the average guy was clueless about. Reassurance that others understand and there are others as yourself was a wonderful aspect of the early days of the net. Anything more about this is a waste of breath or typing here.

[lisaparadise]

well this just reached H.A. top 3 dumbest threads ive ever read.:mad:

[Tepres]

I came into this thread thinking it was about GPS navigational devices.
Anyway, I think both Garmin and Magellan are better than Tom-Tom.

[zorga]

thank you for awesome answers.
sorry about the "tom-tom" confusion.
and merry christmas to "lisaparadise", i guess.