Why Do I Love Tgirls So Much?

[copperkitten]

Ok, it's easy to bash me, but consider your own feelings before spewing hate.

I grew up str8, hording copies of Playboy, and drooling over pussies and breasts. I've been a porn addict since my early teens. The first couple tgirls I noticed in porn didn't really grab me, but later two stood out. Velvet Magazine had a pictorial of a girl in jail. Her hot female jailer turned out to have a big cock. It was the hottest think I had ever seen, but I saw it as just an attraction to kink itself. But years later I came across a pictorial in Hustler in which to Roman slave girls are with a Roman soldier. One of the girls had a horse cock. Again, the hottest thing ever. After about 10-15 years of compulsive porn consumption, I started to notice I was looking at the big cocks as much as the tits & pussies.

So my obsessed porn progression has gone something like this over the years:

Playboy
Penthouse
Hustler
Players (Black women)
Anything Asian
D-Cup, Gent, Hustler Busty
Barely Legal
Leg Show
S&M/B&D stuff
Model Tgirls (gorgeous faces & breasts with a dick)
Hung tgirls (size of cock trumps breasts & face)

So I acknowledge I love cock. Not much way around that point. But my confused state is why was I so obsessed with pussy so long, and still love them?

Where will I be in ten years? My experience with tgirls has been mixed. Some great sex and some awful sex. Some are very sensual, some aren't. Like any other group, I guess. I tried being with a guy once because it's so easy to have a guy at your doorstep. But I had to stop after less than a minute. It didn't arouse me at all. We jacked off together watching Joey Silvero's Big Ass Shemales. But clearly the progression is away from breasts to big cocks. It's confusing because when I walk the city, I only look at the cute girls, I never find myself checking out men. But again, I find myself wishing the girls had cocks under their skirts.

So was I born with these feelings, and just repressed them? Did I create them with porn? I am I bisexual? Am I gay? Where do you expect my obsession to lead me?

[JeniferTS]

Hold on let me get Dr. Phil and Dr. Drew for you :roll:

How many threads like this are posted, on average, in one week???

U like what u like..stop analyzing so much.

[rockabilly]

Amen to that.

[flabbybody]

'AM I GAY ?'

there's been at least 500 threads since HA was created.
this one's pretty good, and I actually remember the Roman soldier thing in Hustler.

but the answer is always the same. u dig dick.. you're gay
Get on with your fucking life

[sheyum]

i disagree with everything said
and--though this topis has been discussed in various forms ad nauseum--this guy is clearly very sincere--seems young--and is concerned..so stop your quips and help the guy out...or dont answer at all..


Poster(i forget your name)---you raise very good questions....My life experience has been similar to yours--with the exception of the homosexual experience with the guy--which I never had only because I knew beforehand it wouldnt turn me on..but you were wise to have experimented--why not?


I dont believe with Flabby that you are necessarily gay.. I consider myself to be !00 percent str8 and I dont care if 1000 people on this board tell me otherwise..
the statement that you made--though it may seem to some ridiculous--that resonates with me the most--is asking whether your impulses were "created by porn"...I have often wondered thi exact same thing..
I love everything about women--nothing about men--except that that cock thing is alluring--and I too often fantasize about women I see or am with having them.
But sometime sit feels like the bombardment of images of cock ive seen in pornos--the, hard--being stroked--sucked by women--thrusting into sexy wet snatches--exploding in cum etc...have seeped into my brain and somehoe re-wired it...The images are so sexy--in relation to women though...gay porn is gross to me...
So I have this overwhelming lust for women--but the cock is sexy to me---in some separate way (cause i sure dont like it attatched to a man)
I truly believe that porn has had something to do with this way of thinking/feeling about sex..
Its a bit of a complex discussion to write about here...and theres more to it (for me at least)--but i think youre onto something with the porn thing...

dont let people convince you of your own sexuality--cause theyre insecure about their own...Not theres anything wrong with being gay or bi--of course.
but you should be who YOU are..
this stuff is very complex..and I agree with what Flabby said--which is to go on with your life--and acceot your inclinations--but youre right in thinking about them and exploring..

[flabbybody]

you can be 50 pounds overweight and not consider yourself obese.
you can be sexually aroused by the male organ and not consider yourself gay.
How you perceive yourself is totally your choice.

But society has its own labels and definitions of behavoir, and that's not going to ever change.
it is what it is

[sheyum]

sure flabby
what u say is true

but who gives a shit about what society says
society says alot of shot about alot pf things

socitey says gay people shouldt be allowed to marry because its not what God intended....but thats bullshit to me


i dont think the guy is asking about what society thinks--i think hers trying to figure himself out..

and while the obese comparison was interesting--im not sure its the same thing

im clearly not sure that finding yourself aroused by the sight of a male organ makes you gay--are you?
Do you REALLY think its that simple...

all this with due respect Falbby--i l agree with much of what you say on these boards...

[Suckalot1]

you like it because your a slut.

Anyway your just really bisexual and like all types of sex and other things. Maybe you watched too much porn with hot babes so went to a different porn for a new turn-on.

Who really cares, why ask questions you like what you like. I'm sure you'll be checking out guys soon enough,

[phobun]

But years later I came across a pictorial in Hustler in which to Roman slave girls are with a Roman soldier. One of the girls had a horse cock. Again, the hottest thing ever.

Not as hot as when she appeared like this:

http://www.hungangels.com/board/files/21036_shann_mark_02_123_129lo_129.jpg

[phobun]

sure flabby
what u say is true

but who gives a shit about what society says
society says alot of shot about alot pf things

It is possible to manifest your own reality.

[phobun]

So I acknowledge I love cock. Not much way around that point. But my confused state is why was I so obsessed with pussy so long, and still love them?

Where will I be in ten years?

Beware of where these things lead, because you probably don't want to end up as an old, fat cocksucker with a devoted cat: didn't Gore Vidal fantasize about a shemale named Myra Breckinridge before he totally embraced cock?

[gotchagood]

You're attracted to shemales because they for the most part are female. I've said this before, you can take a "man" and put him in some overall and a big hat, doused him in perfume and he's giving off female vibes/mannerisms, you "will" be interested and your body "will" react. But if you took a "woman" and put her in overalls and a big hat, and she's smoking a big cigar, wearing big boots etc. and walks like neanderthal, more than likely this person will get just a look. Hell, Bobby Trendy used to turn my crank, why? Because he acted like such a little girl.

Personally, I think that most of the guys on here are straight. Your body is geared to the female gender and "femininity." The ladies here represent that very well and "in my opinion" have surpassed gg's in this area of womanhood and I applaud them and their efforts of achievements.

So, be attracted, love it, and enjoy it, I guess if you start feeling like having the feel of a thick mustache on you upper lip while kissing and it's turning you on or you want "feel" another man's goatee, rippling muscles and want to smell old spice on your lover all night long, then I'd think more about the gay thing; and if you were gay? Who cares anyway. I don't.

Have a great day all!