aShemalesboyfriend
05-19-2009, 05:34 PM
Hello boys and girls,
needed a place where I can speak about my situation to anybody.
(sorry for english)
After I had Relationship with a T-girl I have been chatting around on the web to some T-girls
I started to chat with the probably most stunning T-girl in Germany
I chatted to her private profile and didnīt know it was her famous name Iīve heard a few times.
So there I continued chatting and phoning.
and visited her at work...you know which work, right.......
So weīve been talking and she realized I am not there for having sex and paying, I was there for her
I visited her often in Germany when she was traveling, staying for night...........and on and on. Had sex a few time but it wasnīt real cause it just happend while sleeping not really a big thing
This was about 3/4 year ago
Still having contact with her visiting her often
Phoning nearly every day
She didnīt told me that she has a boyfriend at the beginning and it felt like I was her boyfriend in her "second life" at work
("Bf donīt know nothing bout work")
So I asked her cause she knows I love her what we have
A few times she told me about the situation she really likes me
But she canīt leave her bf and donīt want to
So I asked about the sexthing we had, then she told me she didnīt want that either for having guilty consience (at work she is only activ)
So after we spoke about that I stayed with her for 3 days just beeing friends without touching each other or kissing
after the weekend where she went home, she worked near my city so I visited her again.
Altough we spoke about it would be better for her beeing friends even she knows its a bit more than that, she kissed me on the mouth for saying hello.
She kissed me when I arrived an went away, layed in my arms at night (no sex)
We had a party (a white party) and she told me now she can be honest, that I am more than a friend but the situation is not made for it
So after that days I phoned her and she said we just should be friends and maybe one day she will be free
SOOOO
Beeing friends and she is good friend is worth alot
but I love her with every thing inside of me and canīt imagine having another girl than her
When we friends it hurts cause I donīt get that attention, when she kisses me like we WERE partners it hurts when she leaves to go home to her BF
I donīt want to lose her and still have hope one day we marry, but I donīt know if I can handle "just" beiing friends.
Stop contact or stay friends even know it hurts?
PS thanks for reading long story
needed a place where I can speak about my situation to anybody.
(sorry for english)
After I had Relationship with a T-girl I have been chatting around on the web to some T-girls
I started to chat with the probably most stunning T-girl in Germany
I chatted to her private profile and didnīt know it was her famous name Iīve heard a few times.
So there I continued chatting and phoning.
and visited her at work...you know which work, right.......
So weīve been talking and she realized I am not there for having sex and paying, I was there for her
I visited her often in Germany when she was traveling, staying for night...........and on and on. Had sex a few time but it wasnīt real cause it just happend while sleeping not really a big thing
This was about 3/4 year ago
Still having contact with her visiting her often
Phoning nearly every day
She didnīt told me that she has a boyfriend at the beginning and it felt like I was her boyfriend in her "second life" at work
("Bf donīt know nothing bout work")
So I asked her cause she knows I love her what we have
A few times she told me about the situation she really likes me
But she canīt leave her bf and donīt want to
So I asked about the sexthing we had, then she told me she didnīt want that either for having guilty consience (at work she is only activ)
So after we spoke about that I stayed with her for 3 days just beeing friends without touching each other or kissing
after the weekend where she went home, she worked near my city so I visited her again.
Altough we spoke about it would be better for her beeing friends even she knows its a bit more than that, she kissed me on the mouth for saying hello.
She kissed me when I arrived an went away, layed in my arms at night (no sex)
We had a party (a white party) and she told me now she can be honest, that I am more than a friend but the situation is not made for it
So after that days I phoned her and she said we just should be friends and maybe one day she will be free
SOOOO
Beeing friends and she is good friend is worth alot
but I love her with every thing inside of me and canīt imagine having another girl than her
When we friends it hurts cause I donīt get that attention, when she kisses me like we WERE partners it hurts when she leaves to go home to her BF
I donīt want to lose her and still have hope one day we marry, but I donīt know if I can handle "just" beiing friends.
Stop contact or stay friends even know it hurts?
PS thanks for reading long story