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Jim Brown
02-18-2009, 06:23 AM
Anyone ever just get up and decide you are in the wrong business...Tgirls are not for you. Destroy all your tranny DVDs, erase all your tranny porn and go "What was i thinking pussy is awesome." But after 2-3 months later here you are, back banging trannies.

It happens to me a lot and I'm beginning to think that its something i cant get away from and I should go with it. And that I'm prolly going to marry a Tgirl....prolly Britney Boykins :twisted:

bte
02-18-2009, 09:40 AM
Do you go through the same thing with GG porn?

yodajazz
02-18-2009, 09:56 AM
From what I have seen purging rarely works. If you do decide to 'take a break' again, why not just put the stuff somewhere that is not immediately accessible? So if you really want it you can go get it. But just maybe, if you go six months, your desires will lessen. Though I doubt it, it can happen.

bte
02-18-2009, 10:01 AM
Why purposedly give up TS porn? I mean I don't hear guys saying "Yeah, I gave up watching GG porn because it just aint for me." Well unless they were gay then I could understand it. Most guys don't view TS porn as being gay, so why stop watching it if they don't see it as being gay?

arnie666
02-18-2009, 10:45 AM
Why purposedly give up TS porn? I mean I don't hear guys saying "Yeah, I gave up watching GG porn because it just aint for me." Well unless they were gay then I could understand it. Most guys don't view TS porn as being gay, so why stop watching it if they don't see it as being gay?

Actually dunno who you're friends are but ,watching TS porn is certainly fucking Gay to most guys even if the tranny is hot and getting bumfuked. Doesn't matter what they might think but damn they wouldn't admit to it.

Helvis2012
02-18-2009, 11:46 AM
Why don't you relax?

macjay18
02-18-2009, 02:02 PM
haha, I dont know if i would entirely give it up but i would likely not go looking for a particular girls porno work. For example a few months ago i thought kimber james was showtime but she injected her lips and has her boobs pumped up and i think i will forgo her work. Must be difficult because it is an ongoing process but...where do you stop and think 'man i look great'!

bellamy
02-18-2009, 07:40 PM
Anyone ever just get up and decide you are in the wrong business...Tgirls are not for you. Destroy all your tranny DVDs, erase all your tranny porn and go "What was i thinking pussy is awesome." But after 2-3 months later here you are, back banging trannies.

It happens to me a lot and I'm beginning to think that its something i cant get away from and I should go with it. And that I'm prolly going to marry a Tgirl....prolly Britney Boykins :twisted:


Does Mrs. Boykins know this?

bte
02-18-2009, 08:08 PM
Why purposedly give up TS porn? I mean I don't hear guys saying "Yeah, I gave up watching GG porn because it just aint for me." Well unless they were gay then I could understand it. Most guys don't view TS porn as being gay, so why stop watching it if they don't see it as being gay?

Actually dunno who you're friends are but ,watching TS porn is certainly fucking Gay to most guys even if the tranny is hot and getting bumfuked. Doesn't matter what they might think but damn they wouldn't admit to it.

Well a lot of my friends know that I am into TS porn. They don't say anything either because they accept it or they just don't care. I'm not going to change my preference in something just because some people don't like it. You like what you like and there is nothing wrong with that.

slinky
02-18-2009, 08:15 PM
It happens to me a lot and I'm beginning to think that its something i cant get away from and I should go with it

This is typical addict behaviour (doesn't matter what the "substance" is).

scorpion
02-18-2009, 08:17 PM
Yes..It has happend. T-girls can bee more complicated than guys soo. but i get never tired of them ..but ggirls :roll: no thanks

JonnyT
02-18-2009, 09:45 PM
i gave up TS quite a while ago. i only come here for the entertainment value. i had 1 TS experience in my life and it was my last. it was a prolonged experience that was so bad and so negative that i will never allow another to get near me. it was probably my fault for trusting this person and giving her the benefit of the doubt. little did i know i was dealing with the biggest con artist i have ever come across and i've known a few.

over a period of time she was able gain my trust at a level to where i would do just about anything for her and i did which cost me dearly. i finally started backing away when she began requesting large amounts of money to back her various ventures, none of which actually came to exist. when i refused things really went down hill and it became her goal to ruin my life on every level possible. she and her TS friends started contacting my employer, family, you name it , she tried it. i will spare you the gory details but you will be able to buy my book...lol

in the end everything came out ok. it turns out that i was not her final target. she had several. i was just a pawn in her game to trap the biggest dupe she could. i was being used to get her target to come out of the closet and commit to her. i was being used to make him jealous.

she got him big time. she's no longer my problem. thank God! but i will never be able to forgive her for what she did. i was at a vulnerable point in my life and she knew it. anyone that takes advantage of another's kindness and generosity when they are in a vulnerable state is the lowest form of human being.

i do know the end result cost her almost $20k and cost me $200. i'm sure her sugar daddy paid the bill and will continue paying for a long, long time.

anybody believe in karma?

:wink:

LBCDO
02-18-2009, 11:57 PM
Yea, i mean, i dont delete my shit, but I do say im not going to look at is as much. Put certain shit in certain folders so its not as easy to look at. But I did give up on the fucking tranny thing alltogether. I got a serious gf now, am a little older, my job, im around a lot of TSs, and don't want to be put in that circle situation anymore. Less headache. Every TS knows someone who knows someone who knows someone so its like you date on and then another one after that you're automatically this tranny chasing pervert. Rather fuck with GGs and leave the TSs as fantasy

ptyseminole
02-19-2009, 02:54 AM
being there, done that...I don't know why but it happens to me 2 or 3 times a year, but I always go back to shemale porn...

saifan
02-19-2009, 02:57 AM
I have way too good of a collection to ever give it up.

daleach
02-19-2009, 07:34 AM
I've gone through that too. Good to hear I'm not the only one.

Celeste
02-19-2009, 08:30 AM
your not alone... Ive heard this story from so many guys!

Jim Brown
02-19-2009, 11:29 PM
It happens to me a lot and I'm beginning to think that its something i cant get away from and I should go with it

This is typical addict behaviour (doesn't matter what the "substance" is).

Well good to know I'm not alone...maybe we can start a Tranny Anonymous. " Hi my name is Jim and I'm a trannyholic"


Yea, i mean, i dont delete my shit, but I do say im not going to look at is as much. Put certain shit in certain folders so its not as easy to look at. But I did give up on the fucking tranny thing alltogether. I got a serious gf now, am a little older, my job, im around a lot of TSs, and don't want to be put in that circle situation anymore. Less headache. Every TS knows someone who knows someone who knows someone so its like you date on and then another one after that you're automatically this tranny chasing pervert. Rather fuck with GGs and leave the TSs as fantasy

But how can you leave it has a fantasy when that fantasy is so easy to come true. Its just right at your finger tip. A fantasy thats just a fantasy would be me, Kate Moss and Jennifer Justice in a threesome.

dgs925
02-20-2009, 01:11 AM
It happens to me a lot and I'm beginning to think that its something i cant get away from and I should go with it

This is typical addict behaviour (doesn't matter what the "substance" is).

That's what I was thinking. Is it porn addiction or just sex addiction?

Also, when you go through and delete it all or throw it away you know it isn't for real. The guy who says "I'm quitting smoking right now" and throws his cigarette pack in the trash is not really quitting - he just likes dramatic gestures. The guy who keeps his last pack in the desk drawer but leaves it there (like I did two years ago) is really quitting.

On a related note - why collect porn? I always delete it after I've jerked to it a couple of times. Then when I get the urge again I just go to a torrent site and download another one.

brickcitybrother
02-21-2009, 09:40 PM
i gave up TS quite a while ago. i only come here for the entertainment value. i had 1 TS experience in my life and it was my last. it was a prolonged experience that was so bad and so negative that i will never allow another to get near me. it was probably my fault for trusting this person and giving her the benefit of the doubt. little did i know i was dealing with the biggest con artist i have ever come across and i've known a few.

over a period of time she was able gain my trust at a level to where i would do just about anything for her and i did which cost me dearly. i finally started backing away when she began requesting large amounts of money to back her various ventures, none of which actually came to exist. when i refused things really went down hill and it became her goal to ruin my life on every level possible. she and her TS friends started contacting my employer, family, you name it , she tried it. i will spare you the gory details but you will be able to buy my book...lol

in the end everything came out ok. it turns out that i was not her final target. she had several. i was just a pawn in her game to trap the biggest dupe she could. i was being used to get her target to come out of the closet and commit to her. i was being used to make him jealous.

she got him big time. she's no longer my problem. thank God! but i will never be able to forgive her for what she did. i was at a vulnerable point in my life and she knew it. anyone that takes advantage of another's kindness and generosity when they are in a vulnerable state is the lowest form of human being.

i do know the end result cost her almost $20k and cost me $200. i'm sure her sugar daddy paid the bill and will continue paying for a long, long time.

anybody believe in karma?

:wink:

Incredible story!

Deezie187
02-22-2009, 12:18 PM
I kno exactly wat your goin through

T-girl hound
02-24-2009, 12:30 AM
Already been there dont fight it you like tits and dicks attached to the same body. Just embrace and live

BigTSHunter
02-26-2009, 10:19 AM
your not alone... Ive heard this story from so many guys!

I go back and forth with my porn collection... TS Porn to GG Porn. I do delete after I am done, keeping just enough on my laptop for whenever I want to jerk it. I will tell you, I keep all my Celeste porn. Heh, i still have Shemale Strokers 6 on my laptop. I may need to make a viewing tonight.

Jim Brown
03-28-2009, 07:41 AM
someone stop me, I'm about to delete over 500 tranny clips...that over 200 gigs. Someone stop me plz.

LennyKoopa
03-28-2009, 07:53 AM
You should do it. I think that if I had the choice to not have ever gotten drawn into the addiction, I would pass on the whole ts thing. I would do a whole eternal sunshine thing if I could with the pron and relationship I had. It's just too hard meeting a quality girl, and it gets old having to hide your tracks of porn.

Steve-Oh
03-28-2009, 08:59 AM
Some days, I like steak.
Some days, I like lobster.
Some days, I like beer.
Some days, I like wine.
Some days, I like brunettes.
Some days, I like ..... you get the picture.

Life is diverse.

Celebrate diversity!!!! :lol:

Alyssa87
03-28-2009, 10:07 AM
Ya im starting to realize i know too many GG's that know TS and its got me thinking! I know that most GG's wont want anything to do with a guy involved with TS women, so im thinking of just sticking to the occasional porn

i wonder if that has more to do with disgust or jealousy.
although i'm sure its some mix of both.

but even tho a female wouldnt admit it, if a guy is into tgirls- thats something that she can never do to satisfy him- sexually. and thats gotta make her feel a little insecure.

anonymoussonny
03-29-2009, 08:11 AM
i wonder if that has more to do with disgust or jealousy.
although i'm sure its some mix of both.

but even tho a female wouldnt admit it, if a guy is into tgirls- thats something that she can never do to satisfy him- sexually. and thats gotta make her feel a little insecure.

Alyssa87 your comment reveals great insight, brains in such a beautiful package is so hard to find, my compliments. Thanks for sharing :wink:

After my third relapse I stopped keeping pics & mpgs and now just return to the sites I frequent (shot out to HA). I am by my definition a 'lurker'; someone in the shadows who appreciates the TG form in all its complexity.
...by the way this is my fifth relapse. LOL

Jim Brown
03-29-2009, 08:01 PM
Yeah I did it, 5 mins ago. I guess this is goodbye HA, its been great.

Kimber I'll always love you and Ciara from the ATL If your seeing this, I love you boo.

I leave you with this....


http://www.freakingnews.com/Women-Pictures--2346-0.asp

dan_drade
03-29-2009, 08:43 PM
Yeah I did it, 5 mins ago. I guess this is goodbye HA, its been great.

Kimber I'll always love you and Ciara from the ATL If your seeing this, I love you boo.

I leave you with this....


http://www.freakingnews.com/Women-Pictures--2346-0.asp

Goodbye Jim,

See ya when you come back with a different name!!!

dan_drade
03-29-2009, 08:47 PM
someone stop me, I'm about to delete over 500 tranny clips...that over 200 gigs. Someone stop me plz.

One more thing.
You are gonna be really pissed off when you find yourself scrambling to download all of that TS porn all over again. It's gonna take you days, if not weeks to download all that stuff again.
What a waste huh.

tsdvdman
03-29-2009, 10:01 PM
Hell Yeah. I just had the worst experiences in Boston. Out 400 bucks. it's crazy. I have no problems with Gg's, I just like to have some fun with tsgirls on occassions and don't mind spending the money to play,,,but it's getting ridiculous. They have serious attitudes. They don't do what they say they will do. Once you hand them your money,,they don't care what happens after that.
There are two ts in Boston I'll tell you all to saty away from,,,one is Gabby,,,a spanish chick who is on eros and the other is a black one named Tiffany. She busted a nut jerking off,,,didn't suck wouldn't fuck,,and soon as she came she basically told me to get out. I think I was in there 15-20 minutes. Oh,,,and she had some other gorilla looking gg in the room who only went into the bathroom after I threatened to leave. hell,,,I should've left then. Fuck this Ts shit,,somebody has been telling them wrong. They have crazy attitudes, unprofessional,,the pics and postings on sights are deceptive and much better than the actual experience with them. They are making a killing (which I'm all for because I'm getting mine by working),,,but they are totally representative of the whole ts industry. No attention to quality or customer satisfaction, it's robbery anyway you can get it,,and as fast as you can get it.

Jim Brown
03-30-2009, 05:29 AM
someone stop me, I'm about to delete over 500 tranny clips...that over 200 gigs. Someone stop me plz.

One more thing.
You are gonna be really pissed off when you find yourself scrambling to download all of that TS porn all over again. It's gonna take you days, if not weeks to download all that stuff again.
What a waste huh.

I think I'll be good, there's one collection I will never ever delete and that's belladonna's lesbian cinematic masterpieces. I'll keep those forever, I'll pass it down to my grandkids; its gonna be a family heirloom.

pnwguy24
03-30-2009, 10:27 AM
Jesus guys you realize these are REAL people you are talking about right? Maybe if you could get past something just being a "fetish" you wouldn't have to go through this constantly. I like TG's and GG's I accepted it a while ago. Some of the people in my life know, and some don't, but it does not matter. I am very open about the fact that I do not define my sexuality and I remain open to all things. My current GF is a GG, she does not know that I specifically like TG's but she is pretty open minded about that sort of thing. We have had a number of conversations where I mentioned that I would have no problem dating someone who was transgendered. I have dated TG women in the past and had no problem going out and about because I cared about the person I was with. Sure she turned me on as well, but that is not the only thing that matters. Far from it, we had a connection, and in my mind that is most important. I have heard HORROR stories from TG women about guys that hid them from everyone they knew, and were uncomfortable in public. That is just plain wrong. Not everyone needs to know your business, but you have no right to act ashamed of a person your with. I realize this thread is about porn, but I think the larger issue here is moving beyond the idea of something just being a "fetish" or "fantasy" because frankly its unfair to the TG women you will encounter along the way and you will end up torturing yourself. All in all, be yourself, and give other people regardless of their gender identity the RESPECT they deserve.

bte
03-30-2009, 08:49 PM
Jesus guys you realize these are REAL people you are talking about right? Maybe if you could get past something just being a "fetish" you wouldn't have to go through this constantly. I like TG's and GG's I accepted it a while ago. Some of the people in my life know, and some don't, but it does not matter. I am very open about the fact that I do not define my sexuality and I remain open to all things. My current GF is a GG, she does not know that I specifically like TG's but she is pretty open minded about that sort of thing. We have had a number of conversations where I mentioned that I would have no problem dating someone who was transgendered. I have dated TG women in the past and had no problem going out and about because I cared about the person I was with. Sure she turned me on as well, but that is not the only thing that matters. Far from it, we had a connection, and in my mind that is most important. I have heard HORROR stories from TG women about guys that hid them from everyone they knew, and were uncomfortable in public. That is just plain wrong. Not everyone needs to know your business, but you have no right to act ashamed of a person your with. I realize this thread is about porn, but I think the larger issue here is moving beyond the idea of something just being a "fetish" or "fantasy" because frankly its unfair to the TG women you will encounter along the way and you will end up torturing yourself. All in all, be yourself, and give other people regardless of their gender identity the RESPECT they deserve.

I agree, some guys just view TS as a fetish.