problematique
08-18-2008, 04:01 PM
I have been with my girlfriend for a year now. I am crazy about her. She is everything to me, but...
I crave the sweet cock of a beautiful, curvy woman inside of me. I need her to leave my lips numb, throat sore, and little hole gaping for more.
I sometimes want to be a girl. Dressed up in slutty little clothed and all made up and hopefully enhance my odds of being filled with cock.
Now the problems:
The girl I love hates it all. I have to keep it a secret from her. She is utterly disgusted by any of it. I know it is more than a phase or anything, because I have been fighting it for years. I don't know what to do about it. Ignore it forever? Seek "help"? Tell her and pray for the best?... I couldn't live without her.
the other problem is that I am 6'3" with wide shoulders. Not easy to pass as a girl.
Any advice as to what I should do would be greatly appreciated. I am lost.
I crave the sweet cock of a beautiful, curvy woman inside of me. I need her to leave my lips numb, throat sore, and little hole gaping for more.
I sometimes want to be a girl. Dressed up in slutty little clothed and all made up and hopefully enhance my odds of being filled with cock.
Now the problems:
The girl I love hates it all. I have to keep it a secret from her. She is utterly disgusted by any of it. I know it is more than a phase or anything, because I have been fighting it for years. I don't know what to do about it. Ignore it forever? Seek "help"? Tell her and pray for the best?... I couldn't live without her.
the other problem is that I am 6'3" with wide shoulders. Not easy to pass as a girl.
Any advice as to what I should do would be greatly appreciated. I am lost.