Still got the ho in me

[peggygee]

Whenever I have casual sex I never kiss the guy. They may try to kiss
me but I will move my head and mouth, kissing is just too intimate.

I also don't get sprung by the dick.

The sex may be good as hell, but I don't start imagining what it would be
like if we were in a relationship.

My body may be there, but my heart and soul aren't.

Oh well, still waiting to exhale. :shrug

[yodajazz]

Whenever I have casual sex I never kiss the guy. They may try to kiss
me but I will move my head and mouth, kissing is just too intimate.

I also don't get sprung by the dick.

The sex may be good as hell, but I don't start imagining what it would be
like if we were in a relationship.

My body may be there, but my heart and soul aren't.

Oh well, still waiting to exhale. :shrug

I (we) still love you. You have a lot of beautiful things inside you. And a lady in the street, but a ho in the bedroom, if the preference of many men.

[NYTSJulie]

I know exactly what you mean. Being an escort makes it real hard to get into a guy that I meet in my personal life. I remember when I was young I would get butterflies when I met a guy I liked. I hope when I stop working one day it will go away.

[peggygee]

Whenever I have casual sex I never kiss the guy. They may try to kiss
me but I will move my head and mouth, kissing is just too intimate.

I also don't get sprung by the dick.

The sex may be good as hell, but I don't start imagining what it would be
like if we were in a relationship.

My body may be there, but my heart and soul aren't.

Oh well, still waiting to exhale. :shrug

I (we) still love you. You have a lot of beautiful things inside you. And a lady in the street, but a ho in the bedroom, if the preference of many men.

Thank you for the love, it couldn't have come at a better time. 8)

And no I wasn't really referring to the lady in the street and ho between
the sheets, cause like Christine Aquilera says "I'm still dirty". I will always
be a freaky girl, even though I am a lady.

I was referring to having a ho's hard heart which comes from being with
so many men over time.

[peggygee]

I know exactly what you mean. Being an escort makes it real hard to get into a guy that I meet in my personal life. I remember when I was young I would get butterflies when I met a guy I liked. I hope when I stop working one day it will go away.

Yeah like many girls say the money was cute, and I met alot
of interesting people, did alot of things and went alot of places.

And though the years have gone by, those experiences still linger,
and have forever changed the way I view men and relationships.

[bellamy]

That's realy hard to hear. I hope that all you ladies I admire so much don't face the same thing. Everyone deserves to feel that extra closeness when they're with that special someone.

[peggygee]

That's realy hard to hear. I hope that all you ladies I admire so much don't face the same thing. Everyone deserves to feel that extra closeness when they're with that special someone.

When I'm with someone I care about, and trust they I feel safe to be
open, and let down my defenses.

Intimacy and trust are issues that I have been working on, and doing
couch time around.

[qeuqheeg222]

i see a lot of this amongst "the girls"..the non-intimacy but sex for cash thing...i always wonder if this stems not only from the life on the streets as a ho but also earlier than that like high chool and adolescence..you learn relationship skills at some primordial level at this stage and how to deal with intimacy...i think being castigated gay boys or whatever durin this phase of life complicates things here.....the confusion takes precedence versus the "acting out" of desires.......once girls have been at it a long time i dont see them ever really gettin it..i see what i see ....

[peggygee]

i see a lot of this amongst "the girls"..the non-intimacy but sex for cash thing...i always wonder if this stems not only from the life on the streets as a ho but also earlier than that like high chool and adolescence..you learn relationship skills at some primordial level at this stage and how to deal with intimacy...i think being castigated gay boys or whatever durin this phase of life complicates things here.....the confusion takes precedence versus the "acting out" of desires.......once girls have been at it a long time i dont see them ever really gettin it..i see what i see ....

I'm retired, have been for many years. I've hung up my 'fuck me pumps'.
Made my money, and did like Superfly and got out of the biz.

I'm strictly a 9-5 corporate ho now. :D

I've also been in a number of LTR and medium range relationships, but
my years in the life have left vestiges.

[qeuqheeg222]

trust issues can be a bitch with the girls who are coming out of the "business" they know what they know of the married...or with girlfriend...once you get to a certain stage in life people might get to set in their thinking or actions to change for a relationship and intimacy...