ON the Road thoughts with Wendy.

[WendyWilliams]

Well its June 10th,2008 and Im in a hotel in Tallahassee around 1am and feeling kind of down. I just completed a few legs of my tour (Nashville, Tuscaloosa, New Orleans) and in the morning (4 hours to be exact) I head too Tampa and then Ft. Lauderdale to spend some time with my friend Sasha and debate on moving back there or heading too Vegas. Anyhow Ive noticed Ive allowed my depression to affect me again and Im gaining weight again. Its so hard being alone on the road, long drives alone, hotels, fast food, etcc. Ive always wished I had a special friend to travel with me or hell a bf who understood my business and accpeted it. Today I was feeling good so I went for a drive, stopped by two local adult stores off North Monroe of which 1 carred my dvd's and I did some promotion at the other.

Here is a true story as you an see why I and many tgirls have closeness or trust issues with men. I stop in the Albertsons to get some Grape Propel water (ive cut out soda till after July 25th). Anyhow as Im leaving I look over and this sexy bald headed Dominican guy is looking at me, I grin and leave. About half hour later I get a text saying "were you in Albertsons in Tallahassee", I reply yes and he then goes onto tell me he is a fan, blah blah...........Well Im bored so I tell him to call me and maybe we could grab a bite, go swimming, hell do something because I was bored. I tell him to call me after 6 and we could see whats up. Well about 7 he text me and says "what do you want to do" and I say "up to you" he then says "ive always wanted to fuck you",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,INSERT RECORD SCRATCH HERE........ummm whatever I didnt even reply as he kept texting me asking if he said something wrong. YES YOU DID FUCKER! I know I do porn and I am aware of my other activities but IM so fucking tired of guys assuming because of this or that Im a tgirl he automatically can use me for sex or an "experiement". I mean do guys talk this way to females? Maybe some do but I hardly get a true gentleman anymore. Im tired of hearing "can i suck your cock" "i want you to fuck me like you did this guy" etccccccccccc.................

When I get too Ft. Lauderdale Im going to see my old Dr. and talk about my weight issues, Im going to finally make my hairline/ brow bone shave surgery, Im going to get some more laser hair removal work while there. Im going to focus on my website and take a break from new video releases. I HAVE TO MAKE A CHANGE in my life............HAVE TOO!

Im not sure if what I need is a break away from the Industry, the boards, the people however I am pretty much the person who keeps my Company/website/ and image alive so taking a break isnt a possibility. I want to go too Hawaii so bad but I think for my own good Ill use that money on surgery and moving and then take a break after the surgery to recoop.........

I love the weather in Florida, I love the club life, my friend Sasha is there, Herman my old video/photographer so maybe its time for me to make that move back on the other hand I really love Vegas, its close too my work in L.A, and Pk Vegas is there and he is such a great guy! Who knows but spending 2 weeks there starting on the 12th will def. help!

I needed to vent just to clear my mind a bit so I could get some sort of sleep before my drive too Tampa!

Be safe and remember I am always grateful to my many fans and friends!

Love
Wendy

[stevenb43]

May I ask where are you going out in the Tampa area. I am also a fan and would love to meet you.

stevenb43@hotm.com

[WendyWilliams]

:::bangs head on keyboard:::

[stevenb43]

I know the original guy said the same but not all of us are like him..................thanks a lot.

[WendyWilliams]

lol I never said you was. If you seriously are interested then I suggest you either do 2 things especially with ladies in my field. However when traveling WHO knows what can and will happen LOL

1. Contact the girl/me via Eros, have a nice conversation, Introduce yourself and make an appt.

or

2. Send an email (not on a messageboard LOL) introducing yourself and go from there!

I will say that traveling girls really have very limited time for "dating" but you never know till you try.

[stevenb43]

Well that went wrong,,,,,,,I was just curious were you were going out to. Not to date just to buy a drink...

[TsVanessa69]

Well its June 10th,2008 and Im in a hotel in Tallahassee around 1am and feeling kind of down. I just completed a few legs of my tour (Nashville, Tuscaloosa, New Orleans) and in the morning (4 hours to be exact) I head too Tampa and then Ft. Lauderdale to spend some time with my friend Sasha and debate on moving back there or heading too Vegas. Anyhow Ive noticed Ive allowed my depression to affect me again and Im gaining weight again. Its so hard being alone on the road, long drives alone, hotels, fast food, etcc. Ive always wished I had a special friend to travel with me or hell a bf who understood my business and accpeted it. Today I was feeling good so I went for a drive, stopped by two local adult stores off North Monroe of which 1 carred my dvd's and I did some promotion at the other.

Here is a true story as you an see why I and many tgirls have closeness or trust issues with men. I stop in the Albertsons to get some Grape Propel water (ive cut out soda till after July 25th). Anyhow as Im leaving I look over and this sexy bald headed Dominican guy is looking at me, I grin and leave. About half hour later I get a text saying "were you in Albertsons in Tallahassee", I reply yes and he then goes onto tell me he is a fan, blah blah...........Well Im bored so I tell him to call me and maybe we could grab a bite, go swimming, hell do something because I was bored. I tell him to call me after 6 and we could see whats up. Well about 7 he text me and says "what do you want to do" and I say "up to you" he then says "ive always wanted to fuck you",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,INSERT RECORD SCRATCH HERE........ummm whatever I didnt even reply as he kept texting me asking if he said something wrong. YES YOU DID FUCKER! I know I do porn and I am aware of my other activities but IM so fucking tired of guys assuming because of this or that Im a tgirl he automatically can use me for sex or an "experiement". I mean do guys talk this way to females? Maybe some do but I hardly get a true gentleman anymore. Im tired of hearing "can i suck your cock" "i want you to fuck me like you did this guy" etccccccccccc.................

When I get too Ft. Lauderdale Im going to see my old Dr. and talk about my weight issues, Im going to finally make my hairline/ brow bone shave surgery, Im going to get some more laser hair removal work while there. Im going to focus on my website and take a break from new video releases. I HAVE TO MAKE A CHANGE in my life............HAVE TOO!

Im not sure if what I need is a break away from the Industry, the boards, the people however I am pretty much the person who keeps my Company/website/ and image alive so taking a break isnt a possibility. I want to go too Hawaii so bad but I think for my own good Ill use that money on surgery and moving and then take a break after the surgery to recoop.........

I love the weather in Florida, I love the club life, my friend Sasha is there, Herman my old video/photographer so maybe its time for me to make that move back on the other hand I really love Vegas, its close too my work in L.A, and Pk Vegas is there and he is such a great guy! Who knows but spending 2 weeks there starting on the 12th will def. help!

I needed to vent just to clear my mind a bit so I could get some sort of sleep before my drive too Tampa!

Be safe and remember I am always grateful to my many fans and friends!

Love
Wendy
Girl I know how u feel! sometimes this shit gets to us. I get depression alot, first it caused weight loss cuz I din't eat, now it cased weight gaine cuz now all i do is eat. sometimes taking a break helps. A close friend and some alone time, away from clients, cameras and such. Which is why i posted the thread about my zoo trip. It was some of that alone time and i felt so refereshed. Glad to know I'm not the only one going through depression.

[WendyWilliams]

Steven nothing went wrong and sweetie I wont be going out as Im only there for 2 days but Ill take a rain check on the drink.

Vanessa you are so right, CALGON take me away, is what I need LOL

We all need to plan a tranny retreat somewhere, just the girls in an exotic location, NO ads, just sun, fun, and men.................

[T Oracle]

There's a number of personal stories floating round at the moment with the topic of interaction in the real world. Some going well :) others less fortunate. :roll:

I don't have any words to offer that will lift you at this time, but then, I don't think that was what you were looking for when you posted.

Hopefully you'll get things sorted out a bit in your mind and that will lead to feeling better.

[goldensamba]

Wendy, every once in a while I want to smack other men up around the head area until they get it. Growing up with 4 sisters I have seen the same frustrations in GG as you are experiencing.

Hope your travels go well and things look up for you!

[the_bo]

Miss Wendy,
All I can say is you have to take of you first!
If you have to take time off from your website and personal apperances so be it, if fans can't understand that then the are not real fans. after all if your not happy your work is going to show it, and your personal life will suffer for it too.
You seem like a wonderful and deserve goodthings and a good man in life!
But remember you have to come first not us fans !!!
Take care and i hope all goes well for you!

best wishes,
The Bo!

[Dinand]

I mean do guys talk this way to females?
I can't speak for all men of course but personally I think about sex a lot more than having a meaningful relationship. Of course that doesn't mean you have to be rude or too blunt about it.

[goldensamba]

I mean do guys talk this way to females?
I can't speak for all men of course but personally I think about sex a lot more than having a meaningful relationship. Of course that doesn't mean you have to be rude or too blunt about it.

You know, unfortunately a large number of men talk to any female this way be they GG or TG. These are the same guys who think it's OK to grab a woman's butt in a crowded club and other types of juvenile nonsense.

[NatassiaDreamsXXX]

Well its June 10th,2008 and Im in a hotel in Tallahassee around 1am and feeling kind of down. I just completed a few legs of my tour (Nashville, Tuscaloosa, New Orleans) and in the morning (4 hours to be exact) I head too Tampa and then Ft. Lauderdale to spend some time with my friend Sasha and debate on moving back there or heading too Vegas. Anyhow Ive noticed Ive allowed my depression to affect me again and Im gaining weight again. Its so hard being alone on the road, long drives alone, hotels, fast food, etcc. Ive always wished I had a special friend to travel with me or hell a bf who understood my business and accpeted it. Today I was feeling good so I went for a drive, stopped by two local adult stores off North Monroe of which 1 carred my dvd's and I did some promotion at the other.

Here is a true story as you an see why I and many tgirls have closeness or trust issues with men. I stop in the Albertsons to get some Grape Propel water (ive cut out soda till after July 25th). Anyhow as Im leaving I look over and this sexy bald headed Dominican guy is looking at me, I grin and leave. About half hour later I get a text saying "were you in Albertsons in Tallahassee", I reply yes and he then goes onto tell me he is a fan, blah blah...........Well Im bored so I tell him to call me and maybe we could grab a bite, go swimming, hell do something because I was bored. I tell him to call me after 6 and we could see whats up. Well about 7 he text me and says "what do you want to do" and I say "up to you" he then says "ive always wanted to fuck you",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,INSERT RECORD SCRATCH HERE........ummm whatever I didnt even reply as he kept texting me asking if he said something wrong. YES YOU DID FUCKER! I know I do porn and I am aware of my other activities but IM so fucking tired of guys assuming because of this or that Im a tgirl he automatically can use me for sex or an "experiement". I mean do guys talk this way to females? Maybe some do but I hardly get a true gentleman anymore. Im tired of hearing "can i suck your cock" "i want you to fuck me like you did this guy" etccccccccccc.................

When I get too Ft. Lauderdale Im going to see my old Dr. and talk about my weight issues, Im going to finally make my hairline/ brow bone shave surgery, Im going to get some more laser hair removal work while there. Im going to focus on my website and take a break from new video releases. I HAVE TO MAKE A CHANGE in my life............HAVE TOO!

Im not sure if what I need is a break away from the Industry, the boards, the people however I am pretty much the person who keeps my Company/website/ and image alive so taking a break isnt a possibility. I want to go too Hawaii so bad but I think for my own good Ill use that money on surgery and moving and then take a break after the surgery to recoop.........

I love the weather in Florida, I love the club life, my friend Sasha is there, Herman my old video/photographer so maybe its time for me to make that move back on the other hand I really love Vegas, its close too my work in L.A, and Pk Vegas is there and he is such a great guy! Who knows but spending 2 weeks there starting on the 12th will def. help!

I needed to vent just to clear my mind a bit so I could get some sort of sleep before my drive too Tampa!

Be safe and remember I am always grateful to my many fans and friends!

Love
Wendy

Wendy i SOOOO agree with you girl, when are the guys gonna treat us like HUMAN BEINGS instead of their personal cock sucker and a place to lay their pipe when they feel the need be. Im starting to see why some T girls date other T girls because they can relate and understand each other more than any one else, Im not soo sure about dating other T girls but i have dated GG and to be honest i got treated a lot better than most men have treated me, and i dont mean a Butch Lesbian but a pretty fem girl thats like a sister and lover at the same time!! Im pondering on crossing over to the other side for good. Im sick of being used for sexual pleasure and being good enough to hang with between the sheets but not good enough to be taken in public and introduced to friends, family etc. Is that too much to ask?? The guys wonder why us girls escort but i mean COME ON.. if you are gonna treat us like whores MIGHT AS WELL GET PAID FOR IT!!! Because in the end you guys get a nut and we just get FUCKED!!

P.S I LOVE THE WAY YOU TELL THE STORY WENDY..THE RECORD SCRATCH WAS THE ICING ON THE CAKE LOL!

[Minutemouse9]

Well its June 10th,2008 and Im in a hotel in Tallahassee around 1am and feeling kind of down. I just completed a few legs of my tour (Nashville, Tuscaloosa, New Orleans) and in the morning (4 hours to be exact) I head too Tampa and then Ft. Lauderdale to spend some time with my friend Sasha and debate on moving back there or heading too Vegas. Anyhow Ive noticed Ive allowed my depression to affect me again and Im gaining weight again. Its so hard being alone on the road, long drives alone, hotels, fast food, etcc. Ive always wished I had a special friend to travel with me or hell a bf who understood my business and accpeted it. Today I was feeling good so I went for a drive, stopped by two local adult stores off North Monroe of which 1 carred my dvd's and I did some promotion at the other.

Here is a true story as you an see why I and many tgirls have closeness or trust issues with men. I stop in the Albertsons to get some Grape Propel water (ive cut out soda till after July 25th). Anyhow as Im leaving I look over and this sexy bald headed Dominican guy is looking at me, I grin and leave. About half hour later I get a text saying "were you in Albertsons in Tallahassee", I reply yes and he then goes onto tell me he is a fan, blah blah...........Well Im bored so I tell him to call me and maybe we could grab a bite, go swimming, hell do something because I was bored. I tell him to call me after 6 and we could see whats up. Well about 7 he text me and says "what do you want to do" and I say "up to you" he then says "ive always wanted to fuck you",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,INSERT RECORD SCRATCH HERE........ummm whatever I didnt even reply as he kept texting me asking if he said something wrong. YES YOU DID FUCKER! I know I do porn and I am aware of my other activities but IM so fucking tired of guys assuming because of this or that Im a tgirl he automatically can use me for sex or an "experiement". I mean do guys talk this way to females? Maybe some do but I hardly get a true gentleman anymore. Im tired of hearing "can i suck your cock" "i want you to fuck me like you did this guy" etccccccccccc.................

When I get too Ft. Lauderdale Im going to see my old Dr. and talk about my weight issues, Im going to finally make my hairline/ brow bone shave surgery, Im going to get some more laser hair removal work while there. Im going to focus on my website and take a break from new video releases. I HAVE TO MAKE A CHANGE in my life............HAVE TOO!

Im not sure if what I need is a break away from the Industry, the boards, the people however I am pretty much the person who keeps my Company/website/ and image alive so taking a break isnt a possibility. I want to go too Hawaii so bad but I think for my own good Ill use that money on surgery and moving and then take a break after the surgery to recoop.........

I love the weather in Florida, I love the club life, my friend Sasha is there, Herman my old video/photographer so maybe its time for me to make that move back on the other hand I really love Vegas, its close too my work in L.A, and Pk Vegas is there and he is such a great guy! Who knows but spending 2 weeks there starting on the 12th will def. help!

I needed to vent just to clear my mind a bit so I could get some sort of sleep before my drive too Tampa!

Be safe and remember I am always grateful to my many fans and friends!

Love
Wendy

Wendy i SOOOO agree with you girl, when are the guys gonna treat us like HUMAN BEINGS instead of their personal cock sucker and a place to lay their pipe when they feel the need be. Im starting to see why some T girls date other T girls because they can relate and understand each other more than any one else, Im not soo sure about dating other T girls but i have dated GG and to be honest i got treated a lot better than most men have treated me, and i dont mean a Butch Lesbian but a pretty fem girl thats like a sister and lover at the same time!! Im pondering on crossing over to the other side for good. Im sick of being used for sexual pleasure and being good enough to hang with between the sheets but not good enough to be taken in public and introduced to friends, family etc. Is that too much to ask?? The guys wonder why us girls escort but i mean COME ON.. if you are gonna treat us like whores MIGHT AS WELL GET PAID FOR IT!!! Because in the end you guys get a nut and we just get FUCKED!!

P.S I LOVE THE WAY YOU TELL THE STORY WENDY..THE RECORD SCRATCH WAS THE ICING ON THE CAKE LOL!

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WOW! She's hot. Lucky you. Are you looking for a third? :wink: :wink:

[AllanahStarrNYC]

Don't make me come to FLorida and hogtie you and fuvk you Wendy!

Horrofic enough that it will cure anything!

:)

Feel better sister. We all go through it.
Part OF Life, Part Of TS Life, Part Of A Sex Workers Life

But look on the bright side-
There are always mood altering prescriton drugs (YUM YUM XANAX)
and PROMISES!!

LOL

Feel better!

[WendyWilliams]

I called Promises and they dont have a program for over eating pornstars LOL So Im coming to your house and play with your meds. Since you dont cook and your kitchen is a huge closet we can put me a blow up bed there and you can dress up as a nurse and give me diff. colored pills LOL

[AllanahStarrNYC]

I called Promises and they dont have a program for over eating pornstars LOL So Im coming to your house and play with your meds. Since you dont cook and your kitchen is a huge closet we can put me a blow up bed there and you can dress up as a nurse and give me diff. colored pills LOL

You com over here hunny and you'll be 50 pounds thinner in a month!

LOL, its called lock you in my office and closet and work away for amonth.
And your meals- consisting of the Master Cleanse- is all you get!

LOL and for entertianment Yehuda will come in in his underwear once a day to do body building poses follwed my my deag act.

That will sure cure ya!

[WendyWilliams]

oh lord that made my night. The thought of you as Joan C. dancing behind Yehuda and his posing is priceless, meanwhile Im starving, high on pills and a face full of botox.

LOL

[TsVanessa69]

Don't make me come to FLorida and hogtie you and fuvk you Wendy!

Horrofic enough that it will cure anything!

:)

Feel better sister. We all go through it.
Part OF Life, Part Of TS Life, Part Of A Sex Workers Life

But look on the bright side-
There are always mood altering prescriton drugs (YUM YUM XANAX)
and PROMISES!!

LOL

Feel better!
Do those pills really work? I read that sometimes they can make it worse, which in my case, is why I never saught any medical help for my depression