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wombat33
12-23-2007, 08:13 PM
LAST NIGHT I DUMPED ABOUT 4,000 PICS AND/OR CLIPS OF TS GIRLS OFF MY COMPUTER I HAD SAVED UP FOR THREE YEARS. ALL GONE.

I FEEL I AM WAY TOO INTO PORN THESE DAYS. IF I HAVE LAUNDRY TO DO I AM ON THE PC LOOKING AT H.A OR STRAIGHT GIRL PORN. IF I SHOULD BE DOING WORK, 50/50 I AM FUCKING AROUND LOOKING FOR PORN. I WANT TO DO THIS FOR GOD TO THANK HIM FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL LIFE AND MAKE MYSELF A BETTER PERSON, A STRONGER PERSON, AND A MORE PRODUCTIVE PERSON. I WANT TO DO IT FOR MY PARENTS WHO EXPECT MORE OUT OF ME. (THEY HAVE PASSED ON)

I DECIDED I DO NOT WANT TO COLLECT ANY MORE PORN. THE TIME I SPEND DOING THAT COULD BE WELL SPENT DOING CONSTRUCTIVE THINGS FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS AS WELL.

I MADE A CHANGE A LONG TIME BACK AND IT REALLY HEPLED (NOT POSTING AS MUCH HERE, NOT GETTING LURED INTO FIGHTS WITH OTHER POSTERS, NOT GETTING TIED UP IN THE THREADS.

THERE IS A PART OF ME WHAT WANTS THE PORN BACK. THERE IS ANOTHER PART OF ME THAT FEELS A CERTAIN FREEDOM. I EVEN DUMPED VIDEO AND PHOTO OF ABOUT 9 GIRLS I HAVE FILMED HAVING SEX, MASTURBATING, PEEING, FUCKING ME WITH A STRAP ON, SUCKING ME OFF ETC....

I THINK I LIKE THE FEELING. i THINK i FELT LIKE I WAS HOLDING A PART OF THEM CAPTURED (THE ONES i KNEW AND FILMED).

I GUESS IT IS LIKE QUITTING SMOKING, DRUGS, GAMBLING OR ANY OTHER ADDICTION.

I STILL FUNCTION FINE AND ACHIEVE MUCH (HOME AND WORK). BUT I FEEL IF I AM NO LONGER INTO PORN, THEN I HAVE AT LEAST AN HOUR A DAY BACK TO DO THINGS TO BETTER MYSELF.

I DO WISH TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR THE GREAT INCREDIBLE WONDERFUL PICS, ESPECIALLY SEANCHI WHO HAS BEEN SO GENEROUS OVER THE YEARS. BUT ALSO ALL OF YOU LIKE ME SHARING THE GOODS.

I WILL STILL ALWAYS CHECK IN AND SEE WHAT IS NEW. BUT FOR NOW, I NO LONGER WANT TO COLLECT PORN. I FEEL IT IS NOT GOOD FOR ME AND COULD LEAD TO BIGGER PROBLEMS.

I'LL STILL CHECK IN, SEE WHAT'S WHAT AND ENJOY LOOKING. JUST WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE.

PEACE.

Baron Of Hell
12-23-2007, 08:16 PM
your caps lock is stuck.

CORVETTEDUDE
12-23-2007, 08:31 PM
Good on you, Wombat. I wish you the best....I have been considering a similar type action, now you've really got me thinkin' about it.

:claps

Night Rider
12-23-2007, 08:33 PM
I can't see this going down well with the mods, good luck nonetheless!

MacShreach
12-23-2007, 08:40 PM
I'LL STILL CHECK IN, SEE WHAT'S WHAT AND ENJOY LOOKING. JUST WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE.

PEACE.

Hey, it's just porn. You're okay. If it's what you need to do....I know I come and go here just because sometimes I simply don't have the time and I know I'll get involved in some strange discussion, sometimes one that really makes me think, so when there's a lot on the calendar, I quietly piss off until things quieten.

As for porn, I understand. I gave up collecting hardcore a long time ago, though I still have it....it's all softcore, glamour, pretty girls in the street that interest me now. I never even open the "dick" threads on here, can't remember the last time I did.... But I do remember times when I was always on the lookout, and it's not a great idea....It can become obssessive.

Anyway, good luck!

Oli
12-23-2007, 09:13 PM
Good luck Wombat...sometimes a purge is cleansing, whether it's clothes or porn...hope you keep posting though.


4000 files, holy shit was there any room on the HD for anything else?

partlycloudy
12-23-2007, 09:23 PM
you better not be running away from our bet.


:evil:

Night Rider
12-23-2007, 09:29 PM
you better not be running away from our bet.


:evil:

No, I have them up but after last time there's a possibility they'll be taken down again if people bitch.

I'll keep to the bet, this could be third time lucky with the mods!

partlycloudy
12-23-2007, 09:32 PM
you better not be running away from our bet.


:evil:

No, I have them up but after last time there's a possibility they'll be taken down again if people bitch.

I'll keep to the bet, this could be third time lucky with the mods!

i was talking to wombat33. i have an av bet with him on 12/29 pats vs giants.

Night Rider
12-23-2007, 09:37 PM
Oh.

That must be another factor in his decision!

Night Rider
12-23-2007, 10:25 PM
The Giants were losing to the Bills, when Wombat33 started this thread but now they just took the lead. So you don't have to run away just yet Wombat. :lol:

LMAO

I'm sure it was just a coincidence :lies

yodajazz
12-23-2007, 10:38 PM
LAST NIGHT I DUMPED ABOUT 4,000 PICS AND/OR CLIPS OF TS GIRLS OFF MY COMPUTER I HAD SAVED UP FOR THREE YEARS. ALL GONE.

I FEEL I AM WAY TOO INTO PORN THESE DAYS. IF I HAVE LAUNDRY TO DO I AM ON THE PC LOOKING AT H.A OR STRAIGHT GIRL PORN. IF I SHOULD BE DOING WORK, 50/50 I AM FUCKING AROUND LOOKING FOR PORN. I WANT TO DO THIS FOR GOD TO THANK HIM FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL LIFE AND MAKE MYSELF A BETTER PERSON, A STRONGER PERSON, AND A MORE PRODUCTIVE PERSON. I WANT TO DO IT FOR MY PARENTS WHO EXPECT MORE OUT OF ME. (THEY HAVE PASSED ON)

I DECIDED I DO NOT WANT TO COLLECT ANY MORE PORN. THE TIME I SPEND DOING THAT COULD BE WELL SPENT DOING CONSTRUCTIVE THINGS FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS AS WELL.

I MADE A CHANGE A LONG TIME BACK AND IT REALLY HEPLED (NOT POSTING AS MUCH HERE, NOT GETTING LURED INTO FIGHTS WITH OTHER POSTERS, NOT GETTING TIED UP IN THE THREADS.

THERE IS A PART OF ME WHAT WANTS THE PORN BACK. THERE IS ANOTHER PART OF ME THAT FEELS A CERTAIN FREEDOM. I EVEN DUMPED VIDEO AND PHOTO OF ABOUT 9 GIRLS I HAVE FILMED HAVING SEX, MASTURBATING, PEEING, FUCKING ME WITH A STRAP ON, SUCKING ME OFF ETC....

I THINK I LIKE THE FEELING. i THINK i FELT LIKE I WAS HOLDING A PART OF THEM CAPTURED (THE ONES i KNEW AND FILMED).

I GUESS IT IS LIKE QUITTING SMOKING, DRUGS, GAMBLING OR ANY OTHER DIRECTION.

I STILL FUNCTION FINE AND ACHIEVE MUCH (HOME AND WORK). BUT I FEEL IF I AM NO LONGER INTO PORN, THEN I HAVE AT LEAST AN HOUR A DAY BACK TO DO THINGS TO BETTER MYSELF.

I DO WISH TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR THE GREAT INCREDIBLE WONDERFUL PICS, ESPECIALLY SEANCHI WHO HAS BEEN SO GENEROUS OVER THE YEARS. BUT ALSO ALL OF YOU LIKE ME SHARING THE GOODS.

I WILL STILL ALWAYS CHECK IN AND SEE WHAT IS NEW. BUT FOR NOW, I NO LONGER WANT TO COLLECT PORN. I FEEL IT IS NOT GOOD FOR ME AND COULD LEAD TO BIGGER PROBLEMS.

I'LL STILL CHECK IN, SEE WHAT'S WHAT AND ENJOY LOOKING. JUST WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE.

PEACE.

I wish you the best. With some of my jobs I have attended AA and NA meetings. I do believe that most addictions have common approaches to solutions. And each person who decides to change comes to it individually. That fact that you backed off before, shows that you have seriously contemplated the effects of porn, or more generally sexual addiction have on your life. There are 12 step groups for people with sexual addictions also.

Still, I think it would be good for you to post here and let us know who you are doing. I think some of the discussions here have helped me to grow as a person.

MacShreach
12-24-2007, 01:50 AM
4000 files, holy shit was there any room on the HD for anything else?

Oh it's not that much.

GroobySteven
12-24-2007, 02:04 AM
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http://www.grooby.com/promo/140into.jpg
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:twisted: :wink:

Steve-Oh
12-24-2007, 02:17 AM
LAST NIGHT I DUMPED ABOUT 4,000 PICS AND/OR CLIPS OF TS GIRLS OFF MY COMPUTER

Good luck, Wombat keeping on track. I've done that a few times in the past. I've never recorded personal sessions however. That stuff is probably better to keep only in your mind, anyhow. Don;t forget to defrag! :roll:

P.S. LMAO @ Seanchai - "Buy more tranny porn..."

P.P.S. Also Night Riders new av cracks me up! That poor guy looks like he's really working!

Felicia Katt
12-24-2007, 02:29 AM
http://www.winundelete.com/?rid=google&kid=wu0801

Just in case :)

meow

FK

Night Rider
12-24-2007, 02:43 AM
Also Night Riders new av cracks me up

It's not so funny for me :sadcry

Steve-Oh
12-24-2007, 02:47 AM
Also Night Riders new av cracks me up

It's not so funny for me :sadcry

Hey, look on the bright side - at least ONE person isn't complaining about it. Besides, Whales need love too.

Night Rider
12-24-2007, 02:52 AM
Also Night Riders new av cracks me up

It's not so funny for me :sadcry

Hey, look on the bright side - at least ONE person isn't complaining about it. Besides, Whales need love too.

True.

It beats a fat guy with a cock in his face. I guess you're right in saying whales need love to, but there's no need to videotape it :shock:

Steve-Oh
12-24-2007, 02:56 AM
True.

It beats a fat guy with a cock in his face. I guess you're right in saying whales need love to, but there's no need to videotape it :shock:

Good Gawd, I hope I never get THAT drunk! :P

Night Rider
12-24-2007, 02:58 AM
LOL I think even the beer-goggles would detect that she's way off limits :P

ezed
12-24-2007, 07:17 AM
LOL I think even the beer-goggles would detect that she's way off limits :P

A few questions about the new avatar. (I know it's the bet) But do you think she knows she's being fucked? Or is she eating while this is happening? Or is she asleep?

Then again, judging by the size, is the guy actual penetrating or just poking flab? Facinating!

Night Rider
12-24-2007, 07:22 AM
LOL I think even the beer-goggles would detect that she's way off limits :P

A few questions about the new avatar. (I know it's the bet) But do you think she knows she's being fucked? Or is she eating while this is happening? Or is she asleep?

Then again, judging by the size, is the guy actual penetrating or just poking flab? Facinating!

LOL

I think he could well be fucking a crease in her leg but who knows! I would say she's probably getting the sensation of a small insect landing on her every time he thrusts.

johnnydepth
12-24-2007, 08:30 AM
i gave up porn for like 4 months over the summer and fall. never felt better.

at the time i did it because i met this wonderful girl and i wanted to make a change in my life.

now she's gone, but i still rarely look at porn. use to do it 3 or 4 times a week. now once ever month or so i break down and just start jerking to porn. like a relapse.

but ultimately i am happier with less porn in my life. i think it helps me to have more healthy relationship with my girlfriends.

hope it works out for you.

wombat33
12-24-2007, 11:34 PM
you better not be running away from our bet.


:evil:

LOL. What was our bet?

wombat33
12-24-2007, 11:36 PM
you better not be running away from our bet.


:evil:

No, I have them up but after last time there's a possibility they'll be taken down again if people bitch.

I'll keep to the bet, this could be third time lucky with the mods!

i was talking to wombat33. i have an av bet with him on 12/29 pats vs giants.

oh yeah!!!!!

LOL. IT will be Eli Manning's Finest hour. The one guy you would LEAST expect to come through will pick apart the pats defense with short ones.


hey........you never know (lotto)

wombat33
12-24-2007, 11:41 PM
LAST NIGHT I DUMPED ABOUT 4,000 PICS AND/OR CLIPS OF TS GIRLS OFF MY COMPUTER I HAD SAVED UP FOR THREE YEARS. ALL GONE.

I FEEL I AM WAY TOO INTO PORN THESE DAYS. IF I HAVE LAUNDRY TO DO I AM ON THE PC LOOKING AT H.A OR STRAIGHT GIRL PORN. IF I SHOULD BE DOING WORK, 50/50 I AM FUCKING AROUND LOOKING FOR PORN. I WANT TO DO THIS FOR GOD TO THANK HIM FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL LIFE AND MAKE MYSELF A BETTER PERSON, A STRONGER PERSON, AND A MORE PRODUCTIVE PERSON. I WANT TO DO IT FOR MY PARENTS WHO EXPECT MORE OUT OF ME. (THEY HAVE PASSED ON)

I DECIDED I DO NOT WANT TO COLLECT ANY MORE PORN. THE TIME I SPEND DOING THAT COULD BE WELL SPENT DOING CONSTRUCTIVE THINGS FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS AS WELL.

I MADE A CHANGE A LONG TIME BACK AND IT REALLY HEPLED (NOT POSTING AS MUCH HERE, NOT GETTING LURED INTO FIGHTS WITH OTHER POSTERS, NOT GETTING TIED UP IN THE THREADS.

THERE IS A PART OF ME WHAT WANTS THE PORN BACK. THERE IS ANOTHER PART OF ME THAT FEELS A CERTAIN FREEDOM. I EVEN DUMPED VIDEO AND PHOTO OF ABOUT 9 GIRLS I HAVE FILMED HAVING SEX, MASTURBATING, PEEING, FUCKING ME WITH A STRAP ON, SUCKING ME OFF ETC....

I THINK I LIKE THE FEELING. i THINK i FELT LIKE I WAS HOLDING A PART OF THEM CAPTURED (THE ONES i KNEW AND FILMED).

I GUESS IT IS LIKE QUITTING SMOKING, DRUGS, GAMBLING OR ANY OTHER DIRECTION.

I STILL FUNCTION FINE AND ACHIEVE MUCH (HOME AND WORK). BUT I FEEL IF I AM NO LONGER INTO PORN, THEN I HAVE AT LEAST AN HOUR A DAY BACK TO DO THINGS TO BETTER MYSELF.

I DO WISH TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR THE GREAT INCREDIBLE WONDERFUL PICS, ESPECIALLY SEANCHI WHO HAS BEEN SO GENEROUS OVER THE YEARS. BUT ALSO ALL OF YOU LIKE ME SHARING THE GOODS.

I WILL STILL ALWAYS CHECK IN AND SEE WHAT IS NEW. BUT FOR NOW, I NO LONGER WANT TO COLLECT PORN. I FEEL IT IS NOT GOOD FOR ME AND COULD LEAD TO BIGGER PROBLEMS.

I'LL STILL CHECK IN, SEE WHAT'S WHAT AND ENJOY LOOKING. JUST WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE.

PEACE.

I wish you the best. With some of my jobs I have attended AA and NA meetings. I do believe that most addictions have common approaches to solutions. And each person who decides to change comes to it individually. That fact that you backed off before, shows that you have seriously contemplated the effects of porn, or more generally sexual addiction have on your life. There are 12 step groups for people with sexual addictions also.

Still, I think it would be good for you to post here and let us know who you are doing. I think some of the discussions here have helped me to grow as a person.


As I mentioned I am not going away. I just want to stop collecting porn from here and other places. I was becomming obsessed with it. It was becoming the most important thing to me some days. That is not healthy. I would happily check back in. I just don't want porn to rule my days or how I spend them. And I'll say publicly that you are one of the coolest people on here and very respectful, smart, and open. You are a good man.

wombat33
12-24-2007, 11:45 PM
4000 files, holy shit was there any room on the HD for anything else?

Oh it's not that much.

Yes,

Yes it was. Over 4000. (Pics and vids combined). This is what I mean. There wll always be another great chick to look at (t or gg). I want to give my love and lust to the girlfriend I have. SHe deserves it. SHe is the coolest girl you could ever ask to know. Understands my t-girl desires and SHARES them. She and I have watched more TG than GG porn. She loves it and always fantasizes about being with Yasmine Lee (First vid we saw together).

I never did a drug in my life, never smoked, very rarely ever drink. But anything I do I tend to over do even milk and cookies. Why eat just 5 cookies when you can nail half a pack down???

Same with porn. I was over doing it. It was making me lose my edge on other things.

wombat33
12-24-2007, 11:47 PM
http://www.grooby.com/promo/140look.jpg
http://www.grooby.com/promo/140into.jpg
http://www.grooby.com/promo/140my.jpg
http://www.grooby.com/promo/140eyes.jpg



Buy more tranny porn...
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:twisted: :wink:


LOL


that was good.

wombat33
12-24-2007, 11:48 PM
http://www.winundelete.com/?rid=google&kid=wu0801

Just in case :)

meow

FK


LOL,


thanks Goddess

wombat33
12-26-2007, 11:16 PM
checking in.

still missing the porn a little...........thinking of certain clips or photos and having a little regret, but the freedom out weighs that SO FAR.

I could be here with 5000 next year, but so far I am totally OK with my decision.

I challenge you all to do it. Dump it all. Give it up. Free yourself and see how you feel.

I am pretty sure if I never looked at porn, I would never have had any clue of transexuals or that they appeal to me. I think if I never got mixed up in porn, I never would have had the hots for trannies. Iknow for a fact I am not gay. Everything I like about trans gurls is the fem stuff. The cock is the kink I guess.

But seriously folks. Give it a try. I challenge all of you to dump your porn, stay off of here for a week and see how you feel.

happy new year to all.

NRT
12-26-2007, 11:44 PM
Yes I dumped all my images and clips and vuluntarily banned myself from HA for weeks at a time. I didnt have as many as you. One reason I kept them to show to my mates, let them drool over some cute sexy girl then shock them, when they realise its a TG with a dick! But I deleted them because sooner they will think Im into t girls, which to most guys means 'gay'.

realised how addictive porn and the internet can be. Sometimes the whol day goes with looking for porn and jacking off. Realised I had a problem and I could have used that time studying or working or better things. Strange if Im nodding off when studying on the computer, if I go looking for porn my mind refreshes itself and I dont fall asleep for the next 4 hours or more looking at porn.

So yes I would like to be someone whose life is not centred around porn, escorts etc. Its good to take up new hobbies

bezane
12-26-2007, 11:47 PM
Porn definitely desensitizes you. Stop it. Stop jerking off and the sex will get amazing. As far as stopping transsexuals......that one I don't get.

I was in love with one for five years. And I'm in serious like with two more. So that one will have to wait. This go around though, non-escorts to the front of the line. That goes for for GG's too. Sure enough I stumbled over a great GG here in Vegas....that happened to escort. It must be that after shave. The one that seems to attract escorts.

Good luck with it if it makes you happy.

I thought the guys here just came to chat. Didn't think they were wanking away too. LOL.

Night Rider
12-26-2007, 11:47 PM
But seriously folks. Give it a try. I challenge all of you to dump your porn, stay off of here for a week and see how you feel

I don't think you'll be on NYCe's xmas card list next year :smh

lust4ts
12-26-2007, 11:51 PM
Already have done it Wombat, I haven't watched any of my porn DVD's for over three months, I sincerely think I must have overdosed because I just never feel like watching them anymore! :?

Jericho
12-27-2007, 01:15 AM
But seriously folks. Give it a try. I challenge all of you to dump your porn.

Fuck *THAT*! :shock:
I love my porn and i'm keep it! :P

Night Rider
12-27-2007, 02:41 AM
I got rid of a lot of porn a few years ago in a moment of madness and regretted it.......quality fucking porn :x

If you haven't already done it, I'd advise you not to.

jayevil
12-27-2007, 08:28 PM
I won't go as far as deleting my porn. What I did was buy an external hard drive and moved it there. I realized I had too much when I noticed it exceeded 120 gigabytes. That included TG and GG porn. Now I have more room for pirated music and movies.

8)