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shelly1
11-29-2007, 10:13 PM
I was 19 when I had my first experience as a TV/CD with a man. I was sharing a two-bedroom apartment with a good friend named Karl. We had been friends through high school and a tight team, best friends you would say. We both dated a lot of girls back then, but I always liked being around him more for some reason. I would get jealous when he dated a lot and found myself attracted to him. I had been dressing up a lot by now (all in private) and was fascinated with the guys in the locker room. I would wait just at the right time to watch them shower and get dressed right next to me. I was attracted to the male penis and I didn't know why. The shape of it, the limpness, it just seemed right to place it into your mouth.

One day while at home, Karl walked out of the shower towards his room fully exposed to me as I sat on the sofa watching TV. "Oh my god" I thought to myself his was enormous. I prided myself with my tool but he was a Greek God. Guessing about limp, 10x2 cut soft white skin mapped out with lovely blue veins. The head was about halfway out of its cave, not much hair and two lovely hanging balls. Karl was a tall thin guy with a very hairy chest and a drool of hair that seemed to spill out of his navel and run down to his cock. White skin un-tan, blue guys, black hair, it's a no wonder why all the girls liked him. He was far more experienced with girls and sex then I, and he was horny all the time so it seemed.

Karl was dating this young girl and I would have to leave our apartment while he had sex with her because she was a screamer now I know why. I started to make it a point to try and catch him coming out of the shower as often as I could. I started dreaming about his cock, but I was not gay, for I never been with a guy and was happily dating girls. But there was something magical about the size of his penis. I was drawn to it, fascinated with it. We often left girly mages lying around the apartment and he had plenty of foldouts posted on our bathroom door. So I know he was cranking on that thing when his gal wasn't around.

One afternoon I heard him, so I walked in on him. Oh my, he was hard as a rock. Stroking his penis for all it was worth, I only got a glimpse of it. I quickly shut the door and excused myself. My mouth watered like a dog exposed to a steak and I have no idea where that came from. I was starting to struggle with my sexuality and often questioned myself with why I dreamed about being with him. I was becoming obsessed. We had planned a fishing trip the two of us guys in the mountains that coming weekend, sleeping in the bed of my truck. I had seen his penis about three times during the past six months and after hearing his girlfriend whaling in the next room for months, I was totally focused on him. I can't explain why, but I wanted to put that enormous organ into my mouth and lolly pop it for hours.

Now neither one of us ever suggested or hinted in that direction at all. We were best friends and had been for several years. I was scared to say anything as to ruin our friendship, but I was having such strong feelings for him and found myself very attracted to him.

For the trip I packed a few girly mages that I knew he liked. Then completely out of my wits, I went shopping. I purchased some women's 5 inch black heels, black fishnet nylons with laced garter belt. A corset that was purple and laced up in the rear and some bright red lip-gloss. I found a lovely blond wig that fit perfect and some nice lace gloves. From the first time I tried these things on in my bedroom and they fit perfect. I must say I did look rather sexy and cute. No facial hair and very young boyish skin. The clothes felt forging to my skin but I loved the way it made me feel inside. I walked like a girl, talked like a girl even danced like a girl, the moment I put them on, but the second they came off, that all went out the window. I guess I had this dream that I might wear these things at some point for him to see, even purchased some lube, crazy I know.

I continued to wear my new clothes around the apartment when Karl was at work. I became comfortable in all of them heels included. I never had anal sex but thought about it. After all it was as close to being a female one could be.

Being from a small town there were no sex shops of anything like that. So I drove 3 hours to a large city and for the first time entered a sex shop. I was fascinated with all the items I’ve never seen before. I purchased a small butt plug, a little vibrator and a magazine featuring she males.

I arrived home late and couldn’t keep my eyes out of that magazine. The women were so beautiful as they sported their large hairless penises from page to page; I wanted to be like them. So I shaved what little hair I had and practiced being a women. However when I attempted to insert the butt plug, it was just too big. I for the first time experienced the vibrator inside of me and even thought it was painful, I knew I would have to lean to relax and enjoy it if I were to ever completely satisfy my Karl.

About a month later Karl and I went fishing for the weekend. It was a Saturday morning when we arrived in the high desert area west of Bishop. There was no one for miles as I parked my truck. Our camp was all set up fire, tent etc. We fished that morning and by noon returned to the truck, as it was about 98 degrees in the high Sierra Mountains. We drank a few beers then I tossed him the girly mages. We both went through them pointing out which girl we would do. I then handed him a magazine that had this sexy looking girl in the foldout. I had purchased the same garments she did and when I dressed up, I looked almost just like her! I opened that foldout and asked Karl what would he do right this very moment with that girl. He said, " I would make her suck my cock until I was about to pop then do her."

I kept his beer can full. He drank about 7-8 beers and was feeling rather lose. I could see he was trying to sport a hard on inside his tight jeans. Once in awhile he would grab it and give it a little squeeze as he looked at that foldout. I taped that foldout on the shell of the truck so he had to look at it and kept supplying him with new mages. I didn't want him to think about anything else but having sex with that girl.

We smoked a joint, then he stood up and started shouting that there were no girls here and that he was hard as a rock. I followed along agreeing with him (as I often did) then we looked at each other for about 5 seconds as if to say, "Well lets try it". But I was so scared to even go down that road. Here I had dreamed about being with him for months, would even masturbate as I listen to him fuck his girlfriend in the next room pretending it was I. I had been dressing up for years and had just spent a far amount of money of some sexy perfect fitting clothes. Makeup, wig the works. I practiced applying the make up until it was perfect fully 100 % passable as they now call it. It seemed now was the time. After all I had just set up my best friend. Beer, porno mags, I had planned this from the start. I could careless about fishing; it was my entire plan to get him up there, just the tow of us for my moment of truth.

I was so nervous, just as nervous then as I am right now typing this. So, I walked over to him and told him I could leave if he wanted some privacy with the magazine. He was trying to explain to me the blue ball syndrome and asked for some ice from the cooler. I handed him a handful then he dropped his jeans to his knees, pulled down his boxers and out jumped this enormous thick vein covered penis.

He was about 10-11 inches long and very thick. His purple helmet was well defined and strong. His penis pointed straight up almost touching his belly button. His skin was stretched so tight there was no foreskin or slack just hard as a rock, vein soaked man meat. His balls were swollen up into a small area and he had a lot jet-black pokey curly pubic hair. I laughed out of nervousness and said he could use that as a fishing pole, but he found no humor in that. I was standing right next to him in the bright daylight in the middle of the desert mountains looking at his massive stiff penis, I could hardly talk.

He placed the ice onto his swollen sack and moaned. I have never had this happen so I can't relate to what his was going through but it looked painful. His foreskin was pulled back so tight there was nothing lose to stroke. He tried to stroke it a few times but without lube, it was hurtful. He poured some beer onto it and all that seem to do was numb the pain. He was just standing there holding onto his balls with ice as his penis pointed outwards then straight up touching his belly button. He moaned in pain as he walked around in a small circle. At that point he said, "Man I need a fucking a girl out her right now."

I handed him a few more porno mags, making sure my she male mag was second from the top and said, “this is all we got man.” He tossed the top one then looked at the second one and said, “What in the hell is this?” I acted like I didn’t know and pointed the finger at him as if he brought it. He said, “hell no, but if she were here right now (pointing to a stunning she male) I’d do her” we both laughed that off. Then I said, “You would, really” as he replied, “hell yeah, I’d do a cactus right now if I could find the whole.”

I mustered up all the bravery I had, and hoping not to destroy a friendship I walked over to him placed my right hand onto his penis looked at him and said, "I think I can help." I dropped to my knees and placed the large helmet size head of his penis into my mouth, closed my eyes and began sucking on it as hard as I could. He placed both is hands onto of my head and just moaned with relief. I had never placed a man's penis in my mouth before, but I seem to have known what to do. I licked his shaft just like I did in my dreams and worked the head with my tongue like a pro. I stopped after about a five minutes and told him to wait in the camper shell. I quickly changed in the tent into my girl clothes, put on the heels and lip-gloss, make-up, wig, and corset the works. I had even days before changed my diet in preparation and douched many times prior to leaving in hopes something might happen. I then walked right towards the camper's shell like I was walking down a fashion runway. I knocked on the door, opened it and said, "Did you call for a girl".

He was shocked! My whole attitude, voice and demeanor suddenly changed the moment I changed into those clothes. I truly felt at ease with myself for the first time, peacefulness with confidence. It was just meant to be. I climbed into the camper as he lay on his back on top of the sleeping bags. I started loving on his tool for about 20 minutes. Sucking on it, smoothing it with my saliva as he rolled his eyes into the back of his head and just moaned. I didn't know what to do next. I licked his swollen balls but he would keep stuffing my mouth his cock telling me to suck on it. He just lay there with his blue boxers down around his knees, no shirt and arms behind his head. I would look up from time to time to see the sweat forming around his hairy nipples. I had purchased some lube and covered him with it as I stroked him up and down. I didn't want him to even think about cuming yet. My red lip-gloss covered his shaft from me kissing on it. He looked at me and said, "I need to fuck you."

Whoa, now that was not in the mix here. He was way too big for my first. My whole fantasy was about dressing up and sucking on that thing. Okay, I did think about it but after seeing his big hard cock, well there was no physical way we could even make this happen. I had been using a small vibrator but it's very small and not even the shape of a man's penis let alone a giant one! So I responded with an "I don't think so babe, your so big am not sure about all this." He said, " I'll take it real slow, I gotta have it." He then rolled me onto my back, spread my legs apart and noticed I too was very hard. But he never touched me there. He was not interested in my hard cock in the least.

On his knees he stood directly in front of me, he took the tube and squirted a large amount onto his fingers. Then he began rimming my shaved rose hole getting it all wet and sticky with one hand as he slowly stroked his massive cock with the other hand. I was extremely nervous and scared as I stared at his hard cock. He just keep chanting you can do this over and over again. Then he inserted his middle finger into me as I jumped backwards. Slowly he pushed his index finger in and out trying to loosen my spinkter muscle. However, at the moment it was gripped very tightly around his finger. Karl then started twisting it and inserted his middle finger, twisting them both in a corkscrew fashion. This felt nothing like my little plastic vibrator back home. I hand no control over this scene at all. Karl kept dumping the lube into my little whole, fingering me from side to side, in and out and trying as hard as he could to separate his middle and index fingers apart when they were in side.

I had never done this before. I was so scared, and said, " babe, am just to new to this, let me stroke you until you cum okay?” He was somewhat oblivious to anything I had to say or suggest. The beers and pot had all kicked in and with his blue balls doing the thinking for him; he was on a mission to just fuck me.

He placed a pillow under my head so I could watch him slowly stroking the full length of his large hard cock with his right hand as he finger banged me with his left two fingers. He then stuffed his two fingers into my mouth. All I could taste was the jelly lube. Then he produced some pre cum wiped it on his fingers then wiped it across my red glossy lips. I licked my lips tasting a man's cum for the first time. It was salty but had warmth to it. He poured more lube onto his fingers and cock. He positioned my legs far apart and planted my spike heels into the roof of the fiberglass camper shell. My knees were against my chest and my rear was hanging out fully exposed to him. Karl then moved forward pushed the head of his swollen penis into my rectum.

I madly grabbed his sweaty fore arms with my hands as I planted my heels deeper into the roof of the camper shell. I was pinned down in this sweaty camper with his heavy beer breath breathing down on me as the sweat rolled off the tip of his noise. He moved his hips forward as I felt his large cock penetrate my virgin rectum. I could feel my butt cheeks being spread apart from this very foreign object inside of me. I shouted, "I can't, please stop" as he stuffed a few more inches of that massive cock inside of me. Karl was half way inside me now as my spinkter muscle started twitching uncontrollably as it tried to push out this foreign object. I tried to remain as claim as I could because I didn't want to get hurt. He stopped as I moaned trying to get used to 6 inches by 2-inch thick man cock inside of my teenage ass.

I was lashing me head from side to side and up and down, yelling, “fuck” as the pain set in, begging him to stop saying okay that's enough. But I guess I had it coming. I made sure he had plenty to drink, brought the girl magazines to prime his pump then wore some very sexy sluttish clothes in the middle of no where and now I wanted to change the rules. He reached down and grabbed the base of his cock and squeezed it tightly. This only stiffened and firmed up his cock then he slid his hips forward stuffing my virgin ginger box with every inch of his penis.

The moment he nested that cock all the way inside me, he suddenly stopped. He then rested on his elbows on the truck’s bed, as we looked at each other face to face. My legs wrapped around his small waist as I grabbed his biceps. I was twisting and screaming in pain. Violently trying to kick him, hitting him with my fists on his back, and spitting at him, anything I could to stop the pain. My mouth was wide open as I gasped for air, panting like a dog. Thrashing my head up and down and from side to side as tears rolled from my eyes.

Karl had seen this before. He just kept coaching me through it saying, "relax and it will stop hurting in a few minutes" as he froze there with every inch of his worm now buried deep inside my rectum. I continued to thrash around for about 10 minutes yelling” get that fucking thing outta me dude” until I was totally exhausted. Karl just kept his frozen position, not moving allowing my rectum to slowly stretch around his large cock. I was out of breath, strength and could hardly open my eyes. Karl knew he had just broken me in like a wild horse. Karl had been down this road before with his many girlfriends; he knew what he was doing.

He then began pumping me slow and long at first. Pulling nasty, sticky glue worm almost all the way out then forcefully planting it back inside. With each and every thrust I moaned louder and louder. He started French kissing me, licking my lips and trying to see how far he could stick his tongue down my mouth. He spit into my mouth a few times just to be nasty. That's when I finally relaxed.

My spinkter was numbing swollen and sore, but I was taking him. I felt so much like a women at that moment. I kissed him back and told him to fuck me harder! He did so panting like a dog from being out of breath; it must have been 105 degrees inside that camper we were both covered in sweat. His hard cock was ramming me hard as he grabbed my ass cheeks and spread them apart. I could now feel his penis head hitting my insides. He would stop just the moment he had all of it inside and I could feel his heart beating through his cock onto the inner walls of my rectum. Then from someplace inside my mind I started saying things to him in a forceful tone, "Is this how your girls like it, fuck me like you fuck them with that big dick. Fuck your little slut Karl".

I guess I was holding some jealousy back but dressed as a woman made me feel and really believed I was a woman. He drove that tool into me for 20 minutes non-stop. My legs were cramping and I was numb from the waist down. He pulled his cock out and quickly crawled up onto my chest. His cock was red, totally covered with all kinds of sticky stuff, lube, pre cum and my own rose juices. Then he stuffed the head into my mouth and began stroking. More pre cum launched down my throat. Then he opened the camper door pulled me out and bent me over the open tailgate. My 5 inch spiked heels showed off my tan shaved legs and tight café muscles. He then took me this way but it didn't work. He opened up a sleeping bag onto the desert soft sand and pulled me down onto of it. Onto my knees I went as he dropped to his knees. The sun was bright, hot and there was no wind.

He grabbed both my wrists with his hands pulling me backwards. This cased my face to be firmly planted into the sleeping bag and my ass to be propped up into the air like a neon sign. He spit onto my rose a few times then he shoved that nastiness of a cock back inside my already worn out sore rectum.

He would lunge his hips hard forward at the same time pulling my arms backwards. This allowed him to plant that worm deeper into my hole. I moaned loud with each and every thrust. With my right face cheek firmly planted onto the sleeping bag, I looked back and watched Karl do his magic as he watched him lust his cock ramming into my virgin tight hairless rose. I had my own pre cum dripping all over my outfit and they were a large wet spot under me from his own pre cum, lube and his spit. Karl fucked me for 20 minutes all the time shouting, " You little fucking nasty whore, you wanna fuck a big dick, how does it feel, you nasty fucking slut." My demeanor by this time was full on slut. My cock was hard as hell and all I could do was yell was, "Fuck me with that big cock, fuck me like your little sluttish girlfriends." Then he flipped me onto my back, pinned my legs onto his shoulders, sank his cock deep into me and began these little deep thrusts. With each little thrust our lips touched as he said, " your pussy is so tight I wanna cum" then he French kissed me over and over. He was sweating profusely breathing like he had just run the 100-yard dash. His eyes were rolling back into his head as his cheek rested against my red lips. He was fucking me hard, full strokes and fast. Sweaty and smelly like gym socks I started to moan louder and louder. I knew then why his girlfriends all screamed. He like it! The louder I moaned the harder his cock got and the harder he shoved it into me. I yelled as loud as I could "your cock is so fucking big!" It must have echoed for miles down the canyon. With my legs pinned up on top of his shoulders and my knees pressing against my chest Karl was sweating in the hot summer sun fucking me faster and faster. I then reached up and grabbed his hair on both sides of his head just above his ears and pulled up yelling, "Cum for me baby, cum baby" I shouted at him "plant me baby, let it all out”.

He then planted both his hands onto the ground lifting his torso off my body. A few more pumps then he quickly removed his nasty, sticky, juicy salt cock from my rose, grabbed my hair with one hand as he wildly stroked his wet hard cock with the other. My little sore rose remand open and I could feel the warm desert air rushing inside my open cavity.

I knew he world have a monster load, so I closed my mouth. He pushed me back so my head was against the desert sand, pried open my mouth wide with his two fingers then announced he was about to cum. I looked up at his shinning hairy chest covered in sweat. His blue eyes, we were both on the hot desert sand floor now, sliding off the sleeping bag, but we didn't care. The desert sky over head as his balls bounced off my red glossy lips. The smell of a man’s sweat was like the worse locker room you ever smelt. His cock was about three inches away from my mouth. I could see the large slit in his cock head, moist and ready, as I moaned no. He said, "your gunna milk me like a real whore now bitch," then he cranked a large amount for creamy white sticky glue cum into my mouth. A second stroke produced even more white cum onto my tongue. A third and fourth stroke produced the same about. I could feel about 5 tablespoons of his warm salty glue liquid seeding onto my tongue.

I was not allowed to spit. Then he stroked the remaining cum onto my lips as he went partly limp. Sticking his cock into my cum covered mouth, paint stroking his wet sticky cock against my face as if it were a canvas. Partly limp, still about 8 inches of limp meat. I could feel the warm massive amount of cum starting to trickle down my throat. I thought he was going to let me spit then he stuck his limp worm into my cumed soaked mouth and began plunging all his young man cum down my throat. He would pull his cock out only to see several strings of cum dangle from my lips leading to my mouth, and then back into my mouth he went. I could feel his cock head sliding past my tonsils and his load slowly traveled down my throat. After about 10 minutes I had milked Karl bone dry!

My cock remained hard and stiff, I wanted to cum so bad. He pulled me up as I leaned against the truck dizzy as hell. "You little bitch you want to cum?" he said to me. "I don't know am so dizzy right now, I think I really need to lie down before I fall down" I replied. He removed his pants belt and tied my hands together behind my back. "Your gunna cum like a good little whore" he said to me. "Your full of cum and you need more" he remarked. Then he began stroking me with one hand as he shoved his middle finger into my open rectum and began massaging my inner gland. I felt a dingle inside and a total feel of helplessness. He grabbed my hard cock very hard, like he was angry at it as he stroked it forward while he stroked my gland with his finger. Faster and faster in rhythm he continued both these maneuvers. I was hard but my rose was so sore and I couldn't close was spinkter muscle. It just lashed there open about 1 1/2 inches. Then I looked at him as he stopped stroking my cock and began stroking his. Oh my gosh, he was hard again. "Please Karl, no " I pleaded with him. But now in his drunken stoned stage, he was wanting more. He pushed me back into the camper and to my sudden surprises 69 us. He stuffed his hard cock down my throat as he grabbed to base of my hard cock and started sucking on it very hard.

I tried to push his cock out of my mouth but being on top of me him just kept pushing it back in. He grabbed the base of my cock very tightly as he sucked on the head as hard as he could. I was moaning in pain. "Is this how you do it you little fucking whore, huh, is this how you suck a cock" he yelled as he kept sucking then popping the head out of his mouth making a loud popping sound. I pushed his cock out of my mouth and yelled, "No you're hurting me". He then turned me onto my side, shoved his two fingers into my rose and began milking my gland from inside as his sucked very hard. His cock went limp as I moaned and kept saying no. With my hands tired behind my back I was at his mercy. I felt totally out of control, and then I knew I was going to cum. I yelled, " Am cuming" as he cupped his hand and milked 4 tablespoons of my own love cream into his hand. Then he covered his cock with my love cream and stuffed his limp 8 inches back into my numb mouth making me take all my owe cum until he was dry.

We both climbed into the camper and passed out for a few hours. When we woke up it was dark outside about 900pm. The desert cold had set in. I was still wearing my tight fitting girl clothes, heels and makeup, and Karl was still naked. We climbed into one sleeping bag and he spooned me. He of course like any young teenage stud got hard and slowly stuffed my numb rectum with his cock. Planted firming inside, we both fell asleep.