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09-25-2007, 01:31 AM
Belladonna Revokes Retirement Announcement
By Peter Warren
Posted: 3:41 PM PST Sep 24, 2007
CHATSWORTH, Calif. - It just was too hard a thing to give up, apparently. That is, having sex with other pros in front of the camera, something superstar performer Belladonna announced loudly less than one month ago she was swearing off forever.
But according to a new MySpace blog posted by Bella Sunday, she feels she jumped the gun with that declaration, and has decided to return to performing.
"The beauty of life is that at any given moment I can change my mind," Bella wrote in the blog. "Aiden [her husband] and I started shooting for our movies a couple of weeks ago. As I was shooting, I couldn't get away from this feeling of sadness. Watching two people together and not seeing myself as one of them was going to be so hard for me. I didn't honestly think it would be. I always thought it would be the easiest thing to just say, 'I'm done,' and walk away. I was wrong once again.
"Then came the feeling of disappointment in myself," she continued. "I had made such a huge deal out of all this. A part of me was saying, 'You can't go back on your word, that's not stable.' Then, Aiden sat me down and said, 'Michelle [her real name], this is no one's life but yours and if this is something that you want to do then you know what to do about it.' And he's completely right. This is my life and no matter what you all might think of my decisions or the way I choose to go about things, I am the one who I should think about first and foremost just like each and every other person in this world!
"I know a lot of people read my blogs and some of you are even in the same industry," she wrote further. "I'm positive that you'll all have your opinions on what kind of person I am, but I know who I am and I know that I'm a good person. I wear my heart on my sleeve ... and I like to be like that because I have nothing to hide from anyone. So judge me how you will, it's only human of you."
Bella went on to note that she'll have a line of toys debuting from Doc Johnson in 2008, and that she's scheduled for signings in New Zealand and at Australia's Sexpo convention in November, as well as at the Barcelona International Erotic Film Festival (FICEB) during the first week of Oct. More information will be made available at her website, www.enterbelladonna.com, and MySpace page, myspace.com/enterbelladonna.
By Peter Warren
Posted: 3:41 PM PST Sep 24, 2007
CHATSWORTH, Calif. - It just was too hard a thing to give up, apparently. That is, having sex with other pros in front of the camera, something superstar performer Belladonna announced loudly less than one month ago she was swearing off forever.
But according to a new MySpace blog posted by Bella Sunday, she feels she jumped the gun with that declaration, and has decided to return to performing.
"The beauty of life is that at any given moment I can change my mind," Bella wrote in the blog. "Aiden [her husband] and I started shooting for our movies a couple of weeks ago. As I was shooting, I couldn't get away from this feeling of sadness. Watching two people together and not seeing myself as one of them was going to be so hard for me. I didn't honestly think it would be. I always thought it would be the easiest thing to just say, 'I'm done,' and walk away. I was wrong once again.
"Then came the feeling of disappointment in myself," she continued. "I had made such a huge deal out of all this. A part of me was saying, 'You can't go back on your word, that's not stable.' Then, Aiden sat me down and said, 'Michelle [her real name], this is no one's life but yours and if this is something that you want to do then you know what to do about it.' And he's completely right. This is my life and no matter what you all might think of my decisions or the way I choose to go about things, I am the one who I should think about first and foremost just like each and every other person in this world!
"I know a lot of people read my blogs and some of you are even in the same industry," she wrote further. "I'm positive that you'll all have your opinions on what kind of person I am, but I know who I am and I know that I'm a good person. I wear my heart on my sleeve ... and I like to be like that because I have nothing to hide from anyone. So judge me how you will, it's only human of you."
Bella went on to note that she'll have a line of toys debuting from Doc Johnson in 2008, and that she's scheduled for signings in New Zealand and at Australia's Sexpo convention in November, as well as at the Barcelona International Erotic Film Festival (FICEB) during the first week of Oct. More information will be made available at her website, www.enterbelladonna.com, and MySpace page, myspace.com/enterbelladonna.