pghadmirer
04-15-2007, 09:15 PM
Hello all. This is my first post on here, although I have been coming to this site for 5 or 6 years now. Go figure.
Anyways, I'd like to know if there are other guys out there like me. I am sure this is probably so. I remember seeing my first TG on the internet during my freshman year of college (10 years ago). At first, I didn't know what to think, honestly. Then, as my curiousity about TGs got to me, I continued to keep "researching" on the net. Soon after, about 90% of the porn I would look at/watch on the 'net was TG.
At first, I questioned my sexuality b/c I have never seen gay porn or ever checked out a guy, but seeing a chick w/ a dick turns me on moreso than any other type of porn.
In between dating GG's in my early 20's, I began pursuing TGs. My thought was that I would like to date/have a relationship with a TG. I had the "pleasure" of meeting several in my area, thanks to the chat rooms. I took several out on dates, but, unfortunately, I noticed some similarities between the several I met.
Each had severe baggage, either mental, drug, or personality issues. Now, I am sure there are plenty of girls out there who are down-to-earth nice people, but I never had the pleasure of meeting any like that in person. My experiences got to me so bad that I even gave up coming to sites like this, let's just say, my fantasies and urges were squashed.
I eventually met my dream girl (a GG) and we fell madly in love and now I am married. I have a 100% happy marriage, but my urges and feeling in regards to what turns me on and my fantasies have gotten the best of me. Now, I have returned to sites like this.
Am I confused that I am not entirely happy with my life? By all means, no way. I have always wanted to get married and start a family. But, my fantasies are what they are, and I have learned to accept them. I haven't lost my fascination with TG's, even though my in-person experiences were unfortunately for me, negative.
Anyways, I'd like to know if there are other guys out there like me. I am sure this is probably so. I remember seeing my first TG on the internet during my freshman year of college (10 years ago). At first, I didn't know what to think, honestly. Then, as my curiousity about TGs got to me, I continued to keep "researching" on the net. Soon after, about 90% of the porn I would look at/watch on the 'net was TG.
At first, I questioned my sexuality b/c I have never seen gay porn or ever checked out a guy, but seeing a chick w/ a dick turns me on moreso than any other type of porn.
In between dating GG's in my early 20's, I began pursuing TGs. My thought was that I would like to date/have a relationship with a TG. I had the "pleasure" of meeting several in my area, thanks to the chat rooms. I took several out on dates, but, unfortunately, I noticed some similarities between the several I met.
Each had severe baggage, either mental, drug, or personality issues. Now, I am sure there are plenty of girls out there who are down-to-earth nice people, but I never had the pleasure of meeting any like that in person. My experiences got to me so bad that I even gave up coming to sites like this, let's just say, my fantasies and urges were squashed.
I eventually met my dream girl (a GG) and we fell madly in love and now I am married. I have a 100% happy marriage, but my urges and feeling in regards to what turns me on and my fantasies have gotten the best of me. Now, I have returned to sites like this.
Am I confused that I am not entirely happy with my life? By all means, no way. I have always wanted to get married and start a family. But, my fantasies are what they are, and I have learned to accept them. I haven't lost my fascination with TG's, even though my in-person experiences were unfortunately for me, negative.