Thank You:

[MrsKellyPierce]

I just wanted to say thank you to this board for a few reason. If you would like to read fine...if you don't thats okay too!

I would like to say I was using this board as a catalyst when Matt and I first broke up. I felt worthless, lost, and depressed and sorry for myself for the first time. I also had a lot of inner anger, and even though a lot of you were down right cruel or mean. It helped me in an ironic way. I knew if I posted here I could let my agressions out towards Matt, for being spineless and not standing by me. Vicki I thank the most, cause I argued with her the MOST.

That was some of the reasons for the countless threads, I became addicted to hung angels. Any thoughts that came in my mind I'd post, just to have someone reply. I was embarassed and and didn't feel worth anyones time. So I was basically ignoring my friends in real life. One cause all they would do is bad mouth Matt and say he is a loser thinking that would make me feel better or two they would be like awe you two were so cute together thats too bad. Which stung even more!!!!! I just hated that.

And eventhough this is more of a porn site than anything, a lot of the people on here have shown their personalities and I like a lot of them. The men also helped with some of the feeling like crap or feeling ugly after we broke up. Fake compliments or not it still helped. I just feel inner peace now and happy once again. I feel like my old self before I let him into my life. Matt was an energy drainer for quite a few reasons, but I need not go into it. I will just say I gave all myself to him and let myself be too available. I lied for him, I stood by his side after he hurt me and lied to me countless times, and most of all I denied myself from seeing the truth until a few weeks ago after moving to Nashville. I would also like to share that Matt messaged me on my gmail the other day with new pictures and saying we should go out for dinner sometime, but I deleted the email and ignored it. I refuse to be treated like second best anymore or a secret after someone finds out. Our relationship was fine until someone found out, and if he really cared about me he would of stood by my side through it.

Again I just want to thank you for being there for me in someway with out knowing it :P


Some People I'd Like to Personally Thank:

Jennifer Paris: For her compliments
Allanah Starr: For her caring and down to earth nature..most would think she would be a DIVA
Vicki: For Arguing with me and letting me get my anger out, and I think there is a caring side to Vicki that she doesn't show often. Also Hara and Arianna they also helped in getting agression and anger out towards Matt lol And so many of the nice girls on here Peggy and others.


All the guys for being more than complimentary on my looks which helped a lot! Some particular men Chefmike Hollywood buckstrap dregger ECSTATIC for being a real friend and loyal and always sweet
Kriss and Suckseed for always making me giggle
and a few other men that their online screennames escape me right now.

oh Stillies!! forgot him KISSES


I know this might sound corny but its a REAL thank you.

KISSES - KELLY

P.S. As you can see I've been on a lot less lately, making a lot less threads, etc. Thank you for putting a smile back on my face

:wink:

[MrsKellyPierce]

Oh And OttoRocket, Miss Brenda, JENNIFER ENGLISH a darling and a sweetheart, and NYCE :P

[whatsupwithat]

:)

[suckseed]

Aww!

[MrsKellyPierce]

:) I don't believe I know you lol BUT HI

[MrsKellyPierce]

Aww! :lol:

[Coroner]

:)

:lol:

[ottorocket]

so glad to hear it Kel...now time to have some fun! :)

[ukcuriousboy]

Super

[MrsKellyPierce]

so glad to hear it Kel...now time to have some fun! :) lol Otto what kind of fun?? :P

[ottorocket]

so glad to hear it Kel...now time to have some fun! :) lol Otto what kind of fun?? :P Something that doesn't require detailed instructions..lol

[suckseed]

You know Kelly...in your current avatar, you not only look different than your earlier pics....damned if you don't look more like those black and white shots many of us were so up in arms about months ago. You're a chameleon! I take back everything I had to say back then. :oops: :oops: :oops:
You're looking kind of like a Christmas present with that red and green. Cotton with silk though! Can you do that? :lol:

[peggygee]

Kelly, that post took a lot of courage, and shows a lot of class on
your part.

Knowing you somewhat from Tgirltalk, I am aware of how much Matt
meant to you.

That is why, then as now I encourage you to make good decisions. When
we are hurting, our emotional vision becomes blurry. After a break up we
may feel anger, bitterness, guilt and perhaps the one that you have
expressed here, a decrease in our self worth.

All of those feelings are perfectly normal. I was concerned that you were
seeking the adulation of some of the HA men to fill a void that had been
left by a love affair gone bad.

And that could have been dangerous for you, for you may have found that
their desire for you would be fleeting and vapid as well. While it is nice to
be desired, it is much better to be desired for the right reasons.

People will often stroke our egos, or say the things we need to or want to
hear so that they can ingratiate themselves with us. And then kick us to
the curb, by the time the next tear drop falls.

I am glad to hear that you are on the mend, that you are feeling better.

But try to realize and remember, that what you needed to heal was within
you the whole time.

[suckseed]

Hey, ottorocket! Workout question time. Are you more inclined to do lots of reps with lower weights, or the reverse? How many hours a week? Is your low body fat more a result of being young or exercising a lot? Do you eat whatever you want, or no? Signed, Capt. Sparetire

[MrsKellyPierce]

so glad to hear it Kel...now time to have some fun! :) lol Otto what kind of fun?? :P Something that doesn't require detailed instructions..lol Is this a request from you :D or just saying :wink: :lol:

[MrsKellyPierce]

You know Kelly...in your current avatar, you not only look different than your earlier pics....damned if you don't look more like those black and white shots many of us were so up in arms about months ago. You're a chameleon! I take back everything I had to say back then. :oops: :oops: :oops:
You're looking kind of like a Christmas present with that red and green. Cotton with silk though! Can you do that? :lol: Awe well thank you I do change my look a lot. I think it's fun and photoshop I do use, however that pic is not altered. I want it to be altered though lol

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly, that post took a lot of courage, and shows a lot of class on
your part.

Knowing you somewhat from Tgirltalk, I am aware of how much Matt
meant to you.

That is why, then as now I encourage you to make good decisions. When
we are hurting, our emotional vision becomes blurry. After a break up we
may feel anger, bitterness, guilt and perhaps the one that you have
expressed here, a decrease in our self worth.

All of those feelings are perfectly normal. I was concerned that you were
seeking the adulation of some of the HA men to fill a void that had been
left by a love affair gone bad.

And that could have been dangerous for you, for you may have found that
their desire for you would be fleeting and vapid as well. While it is nice to
be desired, it is much better to be desired for the right reasons.

People will often stroke our egos, or say the things we need to or want to
hear so that they can ingratiate themselves with us. And then kick us to
the curb, by the time the next tear drop falls.

I am glad to hear that you are on the mend, that you are feeling better.

But try to realize and remember, that what you needed to heal was within
you the whole time. Thank you Peggy you are always intelligent and sweet. And yeah I know I shouldn't of utilized the board for this, but it did help me cope at that time in my life. I guess I am weak in that aspect, I have always utilized mens opinions of me to make me feel whole or I've always needed a man in my life to make me feel complete or happy. I blame that on my mother as bad as that sounds. But she was a southern belle through and through and would preach that to us girls through out our lives. And as much as I have tried to ignore those teachings, I find myself doing it over and over again. But I'm still maturing and growing. Hopefully I'll be okay with just being by myself for awhile.

[Phat]

glad you feel better. It seems like forums can be a good form of self-therapy when you need to vent things out.

[ottorocket]

Hey, ottorocket! Workout question time. Are you more inclined to do lots of reps with lower weights, or the reverse? How many hours a week? Is your low body fat more a result of being young or exercising a lot? Do you eat whatever you want, or no? Signed, Capt. Sparetire

Abs are made in the kitchen, not the gym. Old saying. Anyways...my personal workout? Well, its kinda an individual thing, so what works for me, might not work for you Suck...but i do alot of heavy bag MMA workouts, for cardio and upper body conditioning. I also use core stabilizing workouts on the inflatable ball, which means, doing alot of traditional lifting moves with dumbells on the ball ie.( military presses, curls, etc). I also concentrate on doing the exercise with strict form, and not worry about how much weight i can do. The big idea with my workouts is to minimize injury, increase flexibility, increase stamina, and keep from getting bored.

My diet? No..lol i can't eat whatever i want unfortunately i'm not 21 anymore. But i do allow for 1 day of the week to eat or drink what ever i want without guilt. That doesn't mean hitting Mcdonalds for breakfast, lunch, or dinner..but usually if i want a burger and fries for lunch that day, or drink a few beers, its insignificant to the overall picture. People get unfit, fat, because of daily poor choices and inactivity.

Usually my daily diet consists of a large breakfast of some whole grain bread, eggs, protein drink, multivitamins, and nuts. The fat and protein hold you over and your body is just coming out of a catabolic state from sleeping so it needs a jump start. Snacks are usually high protein/low carb. Lunch is balanced with veggies, chicken breast, proteing drink, and cottage cheese. I am eating 6 times a day, but not big meals, and i have cut out alot of refined foods, starches, and sugars. Natural sugars from fruit and veggies (like carrots) are fine... Dinner is usually all protein meal with some lentils or brown rice. I usually eat before bed too because you want to keep your body in an anabolic state for as long as possible, so i have some cottage cheese before bed. I also don't consume Milk, just Soy Milk, and eat only free range poultry, and Organic produce.

Fitness is not as simple as some say. I do believe genetics plays a large part in overall body shape, and how the body wants to age... We all tend to put on a few pounds each year as our metabolism slows...but behavior is the principal cause of overweight people. We as a culture just indulge too much, find too much emotional satisfaction in food, and just get lazy.

Workouts are work. Staying at a good body weight is work. Its not always fun, or always consistant. I go up in weight, down in weight. Usually winter time i allow myself to relax more and train differently, but come spring i know its time to lean up and get more serious. The key is first knowing what you are putting in your body when you take something off the shelf at the supermarket, and eliminating snacking, boredom eating, excessive drinking, etc. Just changing diet alone, and eating habits will cut pounds off your body. Throw in some exercise 3-4 days a week, like walking 1-2 miles...and you'd be surprised at the results.

I do very little ab workouts besides the core ones on the ball. Just getting down under %10 body fat which is not easy for most people, will start showing some really good abs. There is no spot training abs either. Abs are a function of overall body fat, and not doing one exercise, so those guys who say they do 1000 crunches in the gym are just wasting time.

Try just modifying your intake of foods...clean eating is more important than anything you do before you step foot in a gym. Without it you are really wasting alot of effort and time.

[houstonshemalefan]

Your posts keep me cumming back to this board! ;)

[MrsKellyPierce]

glad you feel better. It seems like forums can be a good form of self-therapy when you need to vent things out. Thanks Phat :)

[ottorocket]

so glad to hear it Kel...now time to have some fun! :) lol Otto what kind of fun?? :P Something that doesn't require detailed instructions..lol Is this a request from you :D or just saying :wink: :lol:

Just daydreaming really...

[MrsKellyPierce]

so glad to hear it Kel...now time to have some fun! :) lol Otto what kind of fun?? :P Something that doesn't require detailed instructions..lol Is this a request from you :D or just saying :wink: :lol:

Just daydreaming really... Darn and I wanted reality lol

[a2b2c3]

Kelly, I just want to thank you for being you :) I've always liked reading what you post on these boards. One of the reasons why I finally joined instead of just read i think ;)

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly, I just want to thank you for being you :) I've always liked reading what you post on these boards. One of the reasons why I finally joined instead of just read i think ;) Awe really, well I'm glad you joined sweety. In this small community.

[chefmike]

You're most welcome, sugarbritches. :wink:

[phxguy]

P.S. As you can see I've been on a lot less lately, making a lot less threads, etc. Thank you for putting a smile back on my face

:wink:

So Kelly, does this mean you'll be coming here less often or none at all? I hope not.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Hey Cheffy and no Phxguy lol I just wont be posting as much thats all :P

[TGL]

Hmm, I need to make you more aware of me Kelly, to earn your thanks next time you start a thread like this :P
Can you tell me what I need to do to earn your appreciation? Would it help to say that you are beautiful? :lol:
I got to say, that I honestly think you make this board a lot funnier. Each day I see all these weird topics, and I always consider if it's even worth looking at that topic, but when I see the author is KellyShore, I now it's guaranteed to be fun :P

[MrsKellyPierce]

lol sweety the thank you to everyone and a lot of the names escaped me on here.

[TGL]

Take it easy, I wasn't being that serious :) But since I was here anyway, I thought I might as well post here... That seems to be very common on this board ;)

[specialk]

You see KellyShore............. you really do have a wonderfull life!! :wink:

[BeardedOne]

As you can see I've been on a lot less lately, making a lot less threads, etc.

So, does this mean you'll take =six= months to get to your 5000th post?

:lol:

:wink:

Glad you worked through things OK, darlin'.

[MrsKellyPierce]

I wasn't being "serious" TGL?? So I have no clue what you are speaking of love lol

Awe thanks K

And Beardedone lol and thanks

[BlackAdder]

There is no spot training abs either. Abs are a function of overall body fat, and not doing one exercise, so those guys who say they do 1000 crunches in the gym are just wasting time


Very true, anyone else that says differently in misinformed.

Im glad your feeling better Kelly;)

[MrsKellyPierce]

There is no spot training abs either. Abs are a function of overall body fat, and not doing one exercise, so those guys who say they do 1000 crunches in the gym are just wasting time


Very true, anyone else that says differently in misinformed.

Im glad your feeling better Kelly;) Thanks sexy

[hwbs]

thx Kelly...it is a porn site but it is also our little community...I think it is how our board separates us from others...we don't act like we are better or more relevant than anyone else...we will always have our problems in here but we always weather the storm...so with that said I hope you are able to move on with your life and turn the page.....im sure you will... :lol:

[Somedude21]

Glad that you revealed that to us, Kelly. I know that it helps to write out your troubles sometimes--hell, I've done it here before--and I can see that it must have helped you. Anyway, like Peggy said it takes a lot of balls (no pun intended) to post something like that.

Good job. ^_^

[LTR_Seeker]

What a A**hole to hurt you i guess he didnt wnat to have a wonderful lady like you in his life other than for sex as a man i say he was pretty shallow.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Hollywood so very true

Somedude yeah it was sort of like a Diary for me that spoke back lol

LTR I'm sure he had his reasons, for whatever reasons he decided I'll just have to deal with and let go. Which I am doing.

[Hara_Juku Tgirl]

You're welcome! I knew right off the bat that there was something wrong with you when you started posting here on HA. The ex bf thing, the hatred off TGTalk from specific people (I might not post there as I once used to but I do read threads when I have a chance). The best advise one girl could give another is this: If you are broken hearted it's the best time to channel and use that anger, frustration and God knows whatelse into doing some BDSM sessions. LOL It has worked for me wonderfully and you make some cash on the side! LOL Seriously tho, if you think about it..It's not a totally bad idea! :P You can stop anytime..when you're feeling better. ;)

~Kisses.

HTG

[MrsKellyPierce]

You're welcome! I knew right off the bat that there was something wrong with you when you started posting here on HA. The ex bf thing, the hatred off TGTalk from specific people (I might not post there as I once used to but I do read threads when I have a chance). The best advise one girl could give another is this: If you are broken hearted it's the best time to channel and use that anger, frustration and God knows whatelse into doing some BDSM sessions. LOL It has worked for me wonderfully and you make some cash on the side! LOL Seriously tho, if you think about it..It's not a totally bad idea! :P You can stop anytime..when you're feeling better. ;)

~Kisses.

HTG ha ha I was asked to do that the other day but I don't know if I could be that mean to someone on purpose.

[Kriss]

I just wanted to say thank you to this board for a few reason.

:claps

REALLY, NO CYNICISM OR PISSTAKING , WELL SAID KELLY , I'M ACTUALLY QUITE SHOCKED AT HOW ELOQUENT AND REVEALING YOUR POST WAS. I FIND Hung Angels to be a GREAT PLACE TO LET OFF STEAM SO I DON'T totally PISS OFF MY REAL LIFE FREINDS(get it all out of my syTsem here), and KELLY, just think how much you have saved in over-priced psychiatrist sessions by just talking it all over here on H.A. !!!


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[blckhaze]

glad to know we sick bastards helped. :P

[Kabuki]

I feel like it's time for a group hug...or is that too gay....lol. Well, I'm glad we were able to help you some Miss. Kelly. Despite the porn aspect of this forum, you'll always have some sincere support here.

[Pajj]

Hey Kelly, you're purty... <3, It's a fool who'd let you down.

EDIT: And I'll go for that group hug...

[Hara_Juku Tgirl]

ha ha I was asked to do that the other day but I don't know if I could be that mean to someone on purpose.

Well money talks and bullshit walks! LOL I'd say, It's alot better than screwing every guy you don't even know from anywhere, muchless care for that comes to see you! Then again, escorts make more $ to that I'll admit. ;)

~Kisses.

HTG

[MrsKellyPierce]

I'm going down the line with this so HOLD ON to your Computer CHAIRS!!


Kriss: Thank you I wasn't trying to be eloquent I was trying to be real and share a "REAL" part of me. Rather than being funny and a bimbo. And I used to have my mom as my psychologist but after her death I really don't have that rock to talk to.

BlckHze: ha ha you did suprisingly

Kabuki: Awe Group HUG and NO TOUCHING I know about your DIRTY SIDE NOW!!

Paji: Thank you for that but I just wasn't the one lol

Hara: TRUE TRUE lol

[stillies77]

anytime you need me...just call your friendly neighborhood stillies!