intensity
12-07-2004, 08:25 PM
How in the world did I get caught up in this game? I had always been overly sexual growing up......Hell, by the time I was 7 years old I already had a couple of hustler mags hidden out in the bushes in the backyard. Have always loved women and especially those with outward femininity. Somewhere along the line, I remember noticing tiny pix of shemales in the backs of regular porn mags in the classified sections. My interest was piqued. I believe that most men who are attracted to tg's are attracted by their intense femininity. My therapist agrees. In addition, perhaps we are also attracted to the clandestine, naughty nature of the whole scene. I remember living on the UES of manhattan and calling this shemale out of the ny press......no pix back then......I must have called her a hundred times, but never worked up the guts to follow through......then I moved to Atlanta....Once in a while I would cruise down this street in ATL. and look at the shemales......one night, I worked up the balls (no pun intended) to talk to one.....she just jumped right in my car........nice and dark, long legs......I started driving......she reached over and massaged my dick......it was so hard already.......we pulled into some dark area and she pulled my cock out........it was hard and I have a beautiful dick........she really looked into it and sucked me off real good........I came right down her throat........I looked over at her and her big black cock (I'd have to estimate 9inches) was popping out of her mini.....she said, "lemme fuck that sweet pink ass baby"......of course, I was a novice, so I declined.......dropped her off and drove home........i remember thinking.......damnm, am I gay?????.......after that, I didn't have any more physical contact with shemales till about a year later when I returned to NYC and engaged in a 5 year long onn again/off again affair with a beautiful black tg.........but that's another story.......nowadays, it's just a compulsion..... I have lost interest in the sordid affairs and pay for play.......I would love to meet a beautiful TG for a real relationship.......if you are out there....contact me...