RangeHova
03-21-2007, 01:16 AM
I sincerely think I was born this way.
In my attraction to TS women I have gotten close to plenty of gay and transgendered people. In dissecting the many stories that I have heard regarding how these people feeling as if they were born to be gay, bi, or transgendered I have seen many similarities between my own history and my own story.
I have heard a lot of different stories about how other guys ‘discovered’ this attraction. Most times it seems like it was some hot porn layout or some hot girl that they came upon by chance or similar incident that sparked something within themselves.
For me it was always there it seems. Long before I was at the puberty stage, long before I was even at a stage of liking girls it seems like it was there inside of me. Any time that I saw any kind of pretty girl that was in anyway trans it would set off something in me. If I saw a feature on a pretty and real looking drag queens on a talk show, if a sitcom had a female character that used to be a male, if there was something in a newspaper, magazine article or book it grabbed my attention.
I remember around the age of 7 or 8 seeing a feature on the Miss Continental pageant or something similar on Real People and friggin swooning over the girls on the screen. I remember going to a Halloween party as a young kid and seeing some other kid dressed in drag, who looked convincingly like a female and being confused and attracted. It was worse when the big story among my parents and their friends was about one of their friends’ friends whose son, who was older than me, had become this beautiful girl. I was losing my mind trying to see her.
It ain’t about a girl having a dick either. Dicks can be cute, sexy, hot, and even more but a dick has never been my aim when dating a TS. I really learned that in dating 2 post op girls. I never missed it. However when I have dated genetic women, even in the best relationships, I have felt a pull to TS women. I love women with all that I have but when I have had serious relationships with transwomen I felt a satisfaction that that I didn’t feel when I dated genetic women.
We put much of this attraction in the realm of kink, and for most, I think it is that. Can there be some predisposition to a trans attraction? Even if science has yet to discovered it, I am strongly inclined to say that this condition does exist.
Feedback?
In my attraction to TS women I have gotten close to plenty of gay and transgendered people. In dissecting the many stories that I have heard regarding how these people feeling as if they were born to be gay, bi, or transgendered I have seen many similarities between my own history and my own story.
I have heard a lot of different stories about how other guys ‘discovered’ this attraction. Most times it seems like it was some hot porn layout or some hot girl that they came upon by chance or similar incident that sparked something within themselves.
For me it was always there it seems. Long before I was at the puberty stage, long before I was even at a stage of liking girls it seems like it was there inside of me. Any time that I saw any kind of pretty girl that was in anyway trans it would set off something in me. If I saw a feature on a pretty and real looking drag queens on a talk show, if a sitcom had a female character that used to be a male, if there was something in a newspaper, magazine article or book it grabbed my attention.
I remember around the age of 7 or 8 seeing a feature on the Miss Continental pageant or something similar on Real People and friggin swooning over the girls on the screen. I remember going to a Halloween party as a young kid and seeing some other kid dressed in drag, who looked convincingly like a female and being confused and attracted. It was worse when the big story among my parents and their friends was about one of their friends’ friends whose son, who was older than me, had become this beautiful girl. I was losing my mind trying to see her.
It ain’t about a girl having a dick either. Dicks can be cute, sexy, hot, and even more but a dick has never been my aim when dating a TS. I really learned that in dating 2 post op girls. I never missed it. However when I have dated genetic women, even in the best relationships, I have felt a pull to TS women. I love women with all that I have but when I have had serious relationships with transwomen I felt a satisfaction that that I didn’t feel when I dated genetic women.
We put much of this attraction in the realm of kink, and for most, I think it is that. Can there be some predisposition to a trans attraction? Even if science has yet to discovered it, I am strongly inclined to say that this condition does exist.
Feedback?