Wicked Twister
01-10-2007, 03:15 AM
Hey guys and girls...
i've never really posted much on here, mostly just been a lurker to stay up to date on all the latest an greatest in the TS community. I guess im not sure what im trying to say and could really use some guidance from those that have "been" there or those that are compassionate enough to offer advice, thoughts.
im 25 years old and found out about 5 years ago i had an extreme TS fetish. Im now engaged to be married and this has left me wondering "what if" I have never been with a TS or a man for that matter, however I do have a guy friend who is gay that I have talked about this with on several occassions and has offered to well, let me "try" it out with him. I guess I havnt had the courage to do that yet either. Ive even gone as far as to set up a date with a local TS, but backed out at the last minute and told her something had come up. My biggest fear is that it wont be like what I thought it would be, which in turn would ruin my facisination all together. when i look at porn i dont even look at female porn anymore, and god forbid my fiance found out my idea of a good jerk-off session :(
my other huge concern is safety. i cant be bringing anything home, and i value my health and my life. this obstcale seems to be the hardest, i cant get over this fear and allow me to engage in a sexual encounter with a TS, though i so badly want to.
Ill elaborate more on this later, my fiance just got home from work......till then, if anyone wants to comment, id be glad to listen..
Wicked Twister
(if this is the wrong forum, please move to the correct one)
i've never really posted much on here, mostly just been a lurker to stay up to date on all the latest an greatest in the TS community. I guess im not sure what im trying to say and could really use some guidance from those that have "been" there or those that are compassionate enough to offer advice, thoughts.
im 25 years old and found out about 5 years ago i had an extreme TS fetish. Im now engaged to be married and this has left me wondering "what if" I have never been with a TS or a man for that matter, however I do have a guy friend who is gay that I have talked about this with on several occassions and has offered to well, let me "try" it out with him. I guess I havnt had the courage to do that yet either. Ive even gone as far as to set up a date with a local TS, but backed out at the last minute and told her something had come up. My biggest fear is that it wont be like what I thought it would be, which in turn would ruin my facisination all together. when i look at porn i dont even look at female porn anymore, and god forbid my fiance found out my idea of a good jerk-off session :(
my other huge concern is safety. i cant be bringing anything home, and i value my health and my life. this obstcale seems to be the hardest, i cant get over this fear and allow me to engage in a sexual encounter with a TS, though i so badly want to.
Ill elaborate more on this later, my fiance just got home from work......till then, if anyone wants to comment, id be glad to listen..
Wicked Twister
(if this is the wrong forum, please move to the correct one)