whatsupwithat
11-23-2006, 08:48 PM
There's this woman, late 60's, asian.
Through the nights, no matter what the weather, she walks the streets of my neighborhood feeding the stray cats, taking care of them in a myriad of ways. This is her self-proclaimed job or mission in life. She's a bit insane, but, to me, it's beautiful that someone cares so much for these animals to do this. Because of that, I have helped her to pay vet bills, buy food, and buy shelters for the cats.
Anyway, one of the "feeding" stations is right outside of my brownstone. And as I occasionally smoke and I do not smoke in my house, I sometimes run into her on the front stoop and we chat.
The other night she reminded me that I had mentioned I would buy another shelter for the cats. I apologized for forgetting and said I would take care of it. Well, out of the blue, she starts going on about how kind I've been and if I do this she will "reward" me. I stopped her there and said something along the lines of, "Excuse me...but reward me? Stop. You know I don't do things for people expecting rewards. Let's just leave it at that, ok?" She rambles on a bit more and it comes out that she is offering me sex.
If you could have a reaction that encompassed shock, revulsion, laughter, sadness, and compassion that would pretty much approximate mine. At that point, I made it very apparent to her that she had crossed a major boundary with me and hopefully she got that message.
Normally I would laugh this off, but what bothers me about this, and it's popped up a few times recently, is that people (men and women) I have helped, or been kind to, or have been there for have taken my actions to mean something more than they are. Granted many of the people I help are very lonely and many are very sick...but do I need to stop helping others?
I really don't want to. And I really don't think I will.
Anyone else ever run into this?
Through the nights, no matter what the weather, she walks the streets of my neighborhood feeding the stray cats, taking care of them in a myriad of ways. This is her self-proclaimed job or mission in life. She's a bit insane, but, to me, it's beautiful that someone cares so much for these animals to do this. Because of that, I have helped her to pay vet bills, buy food, and buy shelters for the cats.
Anyway, one of the "feeding" stations is right outside of my brownstone. And as I occasionally smoke and I do not smoke in my house, I sometimes run into her on the front stoop and we chat.
The other night she reminded me that I had mentioned I would buy another shelter for the cats. I apologized for forgetting and said I would take care of it. Well, out of the blue, she starts going on about how kind I've been and if I do this she will "reward" me. I stopped her there and said something along the lines of, "Excuse me...but reward me? Stop. You know I don't do things for people expecting rewards. Let's just leave it at that, ok?" She rambles on a bit more and it comes out that she is offering me sex.
If you could have a reaction that encompassed shock, revulsion, laughter, sadness, and compassion that would pretty much approximate mine. At that point, I made it very apparent to her that she had crossed a major boundary with me and hopefully she got that message.
Normally I would laugh this off, but what bothers me about this, and it's popped up a few times recently, is that people (men and women) I have helped, or been kind to, or have been there for have taken my actions to mean something more than they are. Granted many of the people I help are very lonely and many are very sick...but do I need to stop helping others?
I really don't want to. And I really don't think I will.
Anyone else ever run into this?