why do i crave cock ?

[chriswhite]

for 14 years now i have had an attraction to shemales. at first it all happened by accident, i was on a dating site and a beautiful woman contacted me. at the time i knew very little about transsexual women. from the moment i slept with Najwa, that was it. at first i was always top and although many women asked to fuck me, i was reluctant. i would sleep with different woman several times a week and eventually whilst in Amsterdam i opened my hole to a beautiful woman. i could not resist her, and just wanted to give her pleasure and anything else she wanted. to cut a long story short, i have realised that there is nothing more fulfilling than a cock in the arse. when i was around 7 i used to have a playmate but we were separated due to school. after that other than being fucked by someone who i never saw, i had no further experiences. i used ask my girlfriend at time if she thought me gay and she would say no. however for me to have even asked signifies a deeper meaning. i am now in a state where i think i need help,

[Laphroaig]

for 14 years now i have had an attraction to shemales. at first it all happened by accident, i was on a dating site and a beautiful woman contacted me. at the time i knew very little about transsexual women. from the moment i slept with Najwa, that was it. at first i was always top and although many women asked to fuck me, i was reluctant. i would sleep with different woman several times a week and eventually whilst in Amsterdam i opened my hole to a beautiful woman. i could not resist her, and just wanted to give her pleasure and anything else she wanted. to cut a long story short, i have realised that there is nothing more fulfilling than a cock in the arse. when i was around 7 i used to have a playmate but we were separated due to school. after that other than being fucked by someone who i never saw, i had no further experiences. i used ask my girlfriend at time if she thought me gay and she would say no. however for me to have even asked signifies a deeper meaning. i am now in a state where i think i need help,

You got fucked by a playmate when you were 7. Fuck off trollboy...

[chi73inla]

Even your fantasies indicate you are 100% homosexual. Get out behind the computer, tell your Mom you'll be back in a few hours and go try the real thing.

[giovanni_hotel]

You got fucked by a playmate when you were 7. Fuck off trollboy...

I thought he meant he engaged in assplay as a kid.

That said, in regards to the OP, there's nothing wrong with being gay.
HAve you ever been with a regular dude as an adult???
I've noticed that some closeted guys use tgirls as a gateway to exploring their latent homosexuality.

[Laphroaig]

I thought he meant he engaged in assplay as a kid.

That said, in regards to the OP, there's nothing wrong with being gay.
HAve you ever been with a regular dude as an adult???
I've noticed that some closeted guys use tgirls as a gateway to exploring their latent homosexuality.

The OP's post isn't exactly coherent, but in any case, at best, it's bordering on extremely dodgy territory.

[Cereal Escapist]

you crave cock because you reduce a transwoman down the one organ because you find this lifestyle to be a taboo fetish allowing you to engage in latent homosexual deviance.

i'm not saying there is anything wrong with you but your reasoning is all an alibi for your ego. you like cock because you like getting fucked. no further explanation needed.

[chriswhite]

Not fucked you condescending clown.... further more if you have nothing positive to contribute, i'd say you need to simmer down. You so confident talking about trolls that you don't even have a facial profile pic. and who the fuck calls someone a troll boy? On the bright side I understand that CIRQUE DU SOLEIL are heading up your way soon and apparently they have a shortage of clowns. From what I understand from your all so elegant response to my moment of madness after about 2g, makes me think you will fit right in...

[chriswhite]

You got fucked by a playmate when you were 7. Fuck off trollboy...

Not fucked you condescending clown.... further more if you have nothing positive to contribute, i'd say you need to simmer down. You so confident talking about trolls that you don't even have a facial profile pic. and who the fuck calls someone a troll boy? On the bright side I understand that CIRQUE DU SOLEIL are heading up your way soon and apparently they have a shortage of clowns. From what I understand from your all so elegant response to my moment of madness after about 2g, makes me think you will fit right in...

[chriswhite]

Even your fantasies indicate you are 100% homosexual. Get out behind the computer, tell your Mom you'll be back in a few hours and go try the real thing.

far from 100%, I am more than aware of what I am doing when in a more lucid mind. I just like to explore the darker areas of the mind from time to time to expand my horizons and be less parochial and phobic about an existence which now I would consider innocuos and not to be demonised. PS.. I don't need help from anything other than rehab lol.... Funny thing is I came out from behind my computer a long time ago.

[chriswhite]

you crave cock because you reduce a transwoman down the one organ because you find this lifestyle to be a taboo fetish allowing you to engage in latent homosexual deviance.

i'm not saying there is anything wrong with you but your reasoning is all an alibi for your ego. you like cock because you like getting fucked. no further explanation needed.

I get it, although of late I notice that I no longer reduce arrogantly a "trans" - woman down to her extension. The situation is not related to ego I am conscious of who I am but also aware of the ramifications of destroying other lives and consider those other lives I consider as far more important than my own.. Of all the replies, your's is one of the better ones.. Thanks

[Jericho]

after that other than being fucked by someone who i never saw, i had no further experiences

I know Casper's supposed to be the 'friendly' ghost, but that's a bit *too* fucking friendly IMO!!!

[Laphroaig]

Not fucked you condescending clown.... further more if you have nothing positive to contribute, i'd say you need to simmer down. You so confident talking about trolls that you don't even have a facial profile pic. and who the fuck calls someone a troll boy? On the bright side I understand that CIRQUE DU SOLEIL are heading up your way soon and apparently they have a shortage of clowns. From what I understand from your all so elegant response to my moment of madness after about 2g, makes me think you will fit right in...

Why would I put a facial profile pic up, this isn't a dating site?...

[Lester316]

for 14 years now i have had an attraction to shemales. at first it all happened by accident, i was on a dating site and a beautiful woman contacted me. at the time i knew very little about transsexual women. from the moment i slept with Najwa, that was it. at first i was always top and although many women asked to fuck me, i was reluctant. i would sleep with different woman several times a week and eventually whilst in Amsterdam i opened my hole to a beautiful woman. i could not resist her, and just wanted to give her pleasure and anything else she wanted. to cut a long story short, i have realised that there is nothing more fulfilling than a cock in the arse. when i was around 7 i used to have a playmate but we were separated due to school. after that other than being fucked by someone who i never saw, i had no further experiences. i used ask my girlfriend at time if she thought me gay and she would say no. however for me to have even asked signifies a deeper meaning. i am now in a state where i think i need help,

So.... What did you mean when you said you had a "playmate" when you were around 7? Because just reading it in the context of what you have written it honestly sounds extremely odd or utter nonsense.

You went off at the guy who called you out on it but the whole thing reads weird so it's understandable people would find the statement questionable.