Transgender relationships

[Robert66]

What do other contributors here think about the Hung Angles board starting a new category which deals exclusively with relationships? I am sure there are many of the members here who are either (like myself) already in a serious relationship with a transgender, or who have seriously thought about, or even (like many start out, again such as myself) just fantasised about it. As many would know there is a lot to be considered when exploring this ‘different’ concept. What would be useful to many would be to have a board for interchange of information and ideas. How to deal with certain aspects of a transgender relationship, what to expect, how it differs from a hetero relationship (other than the obvious), family reactions, the development process of a transgender (such as does she wish to go to SRS, or is happy remaining in the ‘cross’ state etc). Even myself, with nearly five years of a relationship (three actually living together as husband and wife, although not legally married yet) still sometimes searches for other people’s viewpoints and experiences. The internet has made such relationships more prevalent, and possibly moreso than we imagine. I have three very close friends all in serious relationships, with two having already got married. I started just as many do, with a fantasy which led on to hiring TS prostitutes. It was a fascination but not an obsession. I married a genetic girl and had two children, did all the usual family type things. In fact I was an ‘ordinary’ person in an ‘ordinary’ life. Every year or so, I would get myself into a situation where I could satisfy my urges and hire a TS. Other than that, it was internet porn, but that was shared with hetero porn, so I was never ‘exclusively’ into transgenders. It was only when my marriage broke up that I started looking for an Asian girlfriend and visited a few Asian dating websites. That’s when I discovered how readily accessible were the abundance of ladyboys looking for anything between an hour of fun and a lifetime together. It was an exciting time for me, and I travelled to both Thailand and The Philippines, meeting an abundance of ladyboys, and for the first time truly discovering the pleasures of dating a TS. Over a period of about two years, I realised I wanted to remain in this lifestyle, that actually GGs were no longer doing it for me, so I committed myself to finding my future partner in the Ladyboy community.

I would love to hear from others and I do believe there are many who are curious, although most would probably stop at that, but there are others contemplating changing their lifestyle. If there are enough members interested I’m sure the Hung Angels decision makers would install a “relationships” forum.

Thoughts please!

[jh82]

So your current partner is from Thailand or the Philippines? If so, how hard was it to bring her to your country?

[Robert66]

So your current partner is from Thailand or the Philippines? If so, how hard was it to bring her to your country?

She is from The Philippines. After the initial obstacles of her coming to Australia, she visits on a tourist visa and can remain up to three months each visit. I now have a retirement visa for the Philippines, so me going there is a lot easier. To begin with I could remain only one month, and had to leave the country and re-enter to get another month, which is a nuisance. So yes, it was difficult to begin with but is now easier. Eventually, I hope she can get a settlement visa for Australia, but this is quite expensive.

[mrxx]

I travelled to both Thailand and The Philippines, meeting an abundance of ladyboys, and for the first time truly discovering the pleasures of dating a TS.
Thoughts please!

Wow, you traveled across those countries searching for them, so determined

I admire your will https://img.clipartfest.com/2b4ff35390dc41f5bd7f00110744e7a8_clapping-hands-animation-clapping-clipart-gif_200-200.gif




And you must have a lot of money too, that's powerful

[GroobySteven]

Wow, you traveled across those countries searching for them, so determined

I admire your will https://img.clipartfest.com/2b4ff35390dc41f5bd7f00110744e7a8_clapping-hands-animation-clapping-clipart-gif_200-200.gif




And you must have a lot of money too, that's powerful


... and now you are banned for life.

[nitron]

I think it's a good idea, but I think there numerous post about similar topics , I don't know for sure myself. Good luck.

[conan007]

a couple of weeks ago I took the plunge and joined a Trans dating site. In two weeks or so I've been talking to someone. And meeting her Thursday hopefully.

[Dudedude12345]

I been dating one from Philippines and planning on bringing her here later this year. I wanted to have a wedding here but decided to have it in Philippines

[dickten]

Good idea, but I tried getting a topic like this going as well and it did not get any traction. I think it would be a pretty helpful place if we could bounce thoughts and ideas off each other, but again everyone just wants to look at the pics. Maybe if we post pics of our significant crush, perhaps that would get things more interesting, not sure. I had been in an awesome relationship of 6 good years, then it ended and now I'm dating again and it's been crazy good and crazy bad. But count me in as a contributor if this topic thrives....

[ohioguy13]

If I may ask which dating site have you found success with? Ive tried a couple but found they were not that successful.

[Robert66]

If I may ask which dating site have you found success with? Ive tried a couple but found they were not that successful.

It depends where you are. I live in Australia so SE Asia is not too far away and with Air Asia it is quite cheap to get there. The sites I've had success with are myladyboydate.com; pinalove.com for Phillipines and thaifriendly.com for Thailand

[conan007]

This morning had my first date with this girl I've been talking too. She was absolutely lovely and can't wait to see her again in an evening when things will go further. Things are looking good for a relationship with her

[conan007]

Next date not sure when that'll be she's rather busy at the moment but when it happens we'll go out for a meal and then to a hotel. ��

[Laphroaig]

This morning had my first date with this girl I've been talking too. She was absolutely lovely and can't wait to see her again in an evening when things will go further. Things are looking good for a relationship with her


Next date not sure when that'll be she's rather busy at the moment but when it happens we'll go out for a meal and then to a hotel. ��

You've been a fast mover since you started. Congratulations and hope things work out.:cheers:

[LongTom101]

... and now you are banned for life.

Why ?

Did he say/do something against forum rules ?

[conan007]

You've been a fast mover since you started. Congratulations and hope things work out.:cheers:

thanks. Might sort a quick meet for Friday? But in a relationship that hopefully goes further. So not looking at escorts. ��

[nysprod]

Tg relationships are a disaster that can only end badly. You'll either lose your mind, your money, or both.

[conan007]

Tg relationships are a disaster that can only end badly. You'll either lose your mind, your money, or both.

i have no fear of losing my money. She has a good job and is far better paid than me. I don't expect to lose my mind. I've met someone very special, time will tell if it works or not? I know she's right for me. I'm sure there will be hurdles to overcome. People's reactions, family friends. But I'm totally committed to this.

[Your Average Gymrat]

What do other contributors here think about the Hung Angles board starting a new category which deals exclusively with relationships? I am sure there are many of the members here who are either (like myself) already in a serious relationship with a transgender, or who have seriously thought about, or even (like many start out, again such as myself) just fantasised about it. As many would know there is a lot to be considered when exploring this ‘different’ concept. What would be useful to many would be to have a board for interchange of information and ideas. How to deal with certain aspects of a transgender relationship, what to expect, how it differs from a hetero relationship (other than the obvious), family reactions, the development process of a transgender (such as does she wish to go to SRS, or is happy remaining in the ‘cross’ state etc). Even myself, with nearly five years of a relationship (three actually living together as husband and wife, although not legally married yet) still sometimes searches for other people’s viewpoints and experiences. The internet has made such relationships more prevalent, and possibly moreso than we imagine. I have three very close friends all in serious relationships, with two having already got married. I started just as many do, with a fantasy which led on to hiring TS prostitutes. It was a fascination but not an obsession. I married a genetic girl and had two children, did all the usual family type things. In fact I was an ‘ordinary’ person in an ‘ordinary’ life. Every year or so, I would get myself into a situation where I could satisfy my urges and hire a TS. Other than that, it was internet porn, but that was shared with hetero porn, so I was never ‘exclusively’ into transgenders. It was only when my marriage broke up that I started looking for an Asian girlfriend and visited a few Asian dating websites. That’s when I discovered how readily accessible were the abundance of ladyboys looking for anything between an hour of fun and a lifetime together. It was an exciting time for me, and I travelled to both Thailand and The Philippines, meeting an abundance of ladyboys, and for the first time truly discovering the pleasures of dating a TS. Over a period of about two years, I realised I wanted to remain in this lifestyle, that actually GGs were no longer doing it for me, so I committed myself to finding my future partner in the Ladyboy community.

I would love to hear from others and I do believe there are many who are curious, although most would probably stop at that, but there are others contemplating changing their lifestyle. If there are enough members interested I’m sure the Hung Angels decision makers would install a “relationships” forum.

Thoughts please!
So you're gay...

[bad dog]

Tg relationships are a disaster that can only end badly. You'll either lose your mind, your money, or both.
I've never been able to hold onto one. Including the cutie pictured in my avatar, she was as close to insanity as insanity gets :(

[DeseosEscandulosos]

I've known people in a couple of relationships were one partner was trans. They've been together for years and are still going strong.

The GG I was briefly married to went on to make a series of men unhappy after we divorced. Also stole from them. The last time I heard about her was when a bunch of collection agencies mistakenly thought I could tell them how to get in touch with her.

On the other hand, the ex-streetwalker I dated for a few years was a wonderful person. Smart, kind, and level-headed.

From my point of view, the groups of people that other people like to disparage as crazy actually have a pretty good track record in relationships. But maybe we're all trying to generalize too much from personal experience.

[gaysian71]

I've known people in a couple of relationships were one partner was trans. They've been together for years and are still going strong.

The GG I was briefly married to went on to make a series of men unhappy after we divorced. Also stole from them. The last time I heard about her was when a bunch of collection agencies mistakenly thought I could tell them how to get in touch with her.

On the other hand, the ex-streetwalker I dated for a few years was a wonderful person. Smart, kind, and level-headed.

From my point of view, the groups of people that other people like to disparage as crazy actually have a pretty good track record in relationships. But maybe we're all trying to generalize too much from personal experience.

I don't think a dating section would work here. Most TG women would be offended after they see what goes on here. TG women looking for a boyfriend are just like genetic girls. But it's a nice fantasy thinking youight find a girlfriend or wife on a porn site.


Note: Opps sorry. I didn't mean to quote you.

[gaysian71]

So you're gay...

Dude. I already told you what to do. Put the bible down and go suck cock. Trust me, just do it.

[Robert66]

Tg relationships are a disaster that can only end badly. You'll either lose your mind, your money, or both.

You could well be right.....but I'm sure many men could attest to that also applying to hetero relationships!

[Robert66]

So you're gay...

I don't know if I'm "gay", I've never really worried about labels. I'm certainly not attracted to "men" as such, and I don't know if I identify transgenders as men who look and act like women, or women that have certain male characteristics. I realise that transgenders are biologically male, no matter how many changes they have made to their physical appearance, but many display all the emotional characteristics of females. Whilst I admit I was first attracted to my girlfriend by her physical appearance, which is very very feminine, my love for her grew from the life we have been leading outside of the bedroom, which to me is little different to a hetero relationship. I also admit that the taboo situation of having a tg girlfriend was very exciting to begin with, but now after all this time, I honestly do look on her as a genetic girl. Sure, in the bedroom things are very different, but I do think I could not return to having any hetero relationship again.

[Done With This]

I've known people in a couple of relationships were one partner was trans. They've been together for years and are still going strong.

The GG I was briefly married to went on to make a series of men unhappy after we divorced. Also stole from them. The last time I heard about her was when a bunch of collection agencies mistakenly thought I could tell them how to get in touch with her.

On the other hand, the ex-streetwalker I dated for a few years was a wonderful person. Smart, kind, and level-headed.

From my point of view, the groups of people that other people like to disparage as crazy actually have a pretty good track record in relationships. But maybe we're all trying to generalize too much from personal experience.
If you're having relationships with prostitutes then that is a huge red flag.

[Done With This]

I don't know if I'm "gay", I've never really worried about labels. I'm certainly not attracted to "men" as such, and I don't know if I identify transgenders as men who look and act like women, or women that have certain male characteristics. I realise that transgenders are biologically male, no matter how many changes they have made to their physical appearance, but many display all the emotional characteristics of females. Whilst I admit I was first attracted to my girlfriend by her physical appearance, which is very very feminine, my love for her grew from the life we have been leading outside of the bedroom, which to me is little different to a hetero relationship. I also admit that the taboo situation of having a tg girlfriend was very exciting to begin with, but now after all this time, I honestly do look on her as a genetic girl. Sure, in the bedroom things are very different, but I do think I could not return to having any hetero relationship again.
I disagree. Females do not share the emotions of a male stricken with transexualism/transvestism. You are dating a man. A man with some serious issues, but a man none the less.

[bad dog]

When I first noticed this https://www.okcupid.com/profile/scullyfan6969?cf=home_matches,profile_quickview tranny over at OK Cupid. I was attracted at first but after reading her profile, it was more than evident she's as close to a street walking ho as a street walking ho can get. That's a problem with so many trannies out there now. It's not really their fault since with all the social stigma they face now, there's only so many ways to earn $$$. Although I do know 2 who do hold down regular jobs.

[Laphroaig]

Dude. I already told you what to do. Put the bible down and go suck cock. Trust me, just do it.

If his past posts are anything to go by he already has and like a few on here has an obsession with big dicks. Either he's had a recent religious conversion, or his account's being used by someone else now.


True, but she sometimes advertises with a friend who has an enormous cock. That's really who I am interested in.

[SXFX]

I've been fortunate to date three trans women in my life.
One while i was at university.
One right after my divorce, wonderful person sadly i was not in the right mental state....still pissed at myself for fucking that one up.
One about a year ago for about 5 months.
would i marry a TS women? YES! i don't want to have kids and well who cares! if you love someone you love someone.

But that said, i have no idea what or how come....but the best sleep i ever got was when i was spooning my TS GF's....the last one was during a very stressful part of the year and when we would cuddle on the couch to watch TV i would just wrap my arms around her and in 3 seconds be either rock hard or out like a light......maybe that says something....not sure what....

[gaysian71]

If his past posts are anything to go by he already has and like a few on here has an obsession with big dicks. Either he's had a recent religious conversion, or his account's being used by someone else now.

Lol, your probably right. And I think he probably has multiple accounts here as well.

[gaysian71]

If you're having relationships with prostitutes then that is a huge red flag.

I don't know if dating an escort is that much of a red flag. I dated an escort once and we really had a great relationship. I enjoyed our time together and she was super sweet.

[Robert66]

I don't know if dating an escort is that much of a red flag. I dated an escort once and we really had a great relationship. I enjoyed our time together and she was super sweet.

Although you would need to tread carefully where escorts are concerned, I don't think they can be ruled out completely when looking for a more serious relationship. I know in my early tg seeking days I went with many escorts, principally in Thailand and the Philippines, and whereas many were so obviously in it just for the money (and some were making big money, especially in Thailand), there were others that I felt were looking for a way out. One in particular in Manila after we'd had a hot night together, insisted she wanted to spend more time with me and did not want any extra payment, which was very unusual. We spent almost a week together and of course I did take very good care of her financially, but we did develop very strong feelings. At that point I hadn't decided on my new way of life and was still chasing GGs, so when she quit escorting and went back to working in her parents store saying she wanted to have a serious relationship with me, it came as a bit of a shock. Because I wasn't ready for it, it never went anywhere, and she got very angry with me. I guess my friendship with her was one of the early signs that this is what I wanted in my life. So possibly, although and escort, this may have worked out

[gaysian71]

Although you would need to tread carefully where escorts are concerned, I don't think they can be ruled out completely when looking for a more serious relationship. I know in my early tg seeking days I went with many escorts, principally in Thailand and the Philippines, and whereas many were so obviously in it just for the money (and some were making big money, especially in Thailand), there were others that I felt were looking for a way out. One in particular in Manila after we'd had a hot night together, insisted she wanted to spend more time with me and did not want any extra payment, which was very unusual. We spent almost a week together and of course I did take very good care of her financially, but we did develop very strong feelings. At that point I hadn't decided on my new way of life and was still chasing GGs, so when she quit escorting and went back to working in her parents store saying she wanted to have a serious relationship with me, it came as a bit of a shock. Because I wasn't ready for it, it never went anywhere, and she got very angry with me. I guess my friendship with her was one of the early signs that this is what I wanted in my life. So possibly, although and escort, this may have worked out

Interesting story. It sounds like you may have let a good one slip away.

[kmersh]

Personally speaking, I would never think about this site for dating purposes, it somehow seems inappropriate, though my sensibilities are probably different from many others.

This site to me is about pornography, escorts, and the like, not mainstream topics such as cars or travel or nature or what have you. The same could be said for sites devote to non-transgender porn (straight heterosexual male/female porn), any website (in my opinion) devoted to the sex industry is not a good place to find love.

With regards to a relationship with a person who is Transgender, I am married to a transgender female and it is honestly no different than any other relationship I have ever been in. We love each other, respect each other and we always have an amazing time together.

In my particular case, I was not looking for a transgender female, honestly even though I browse this site, I was always more taken with the transformations than their genitals and never thought I would ever meet another transgender female in real life (long long story and not sexual). I met a wonderful woman from a dating site and only after our first date did she tell me that she was Transgender and needed me to be cool with if we were to have another date.

Honestly, I said I had to think about it, as even though I browse this site, (one would think if one browses a site like this than they would be cool with the topic) I was not totally sure that I was cool with the idea.

Obviously, I am cool with it as I married her and we are deeply in love. In my particular case I can honestly say our marriage is like any other marriage, having said that your experiences can and will vary.

Lastly, with regards to anatomy while it was visually jarring in my case or amazingly erotic in many of your cases, it does because normal and again at least in my case I don't even notice it anymore.

[nysprod]

Although you would need to tread carefully where escorts are concerned, I don't think they can be ruled out completely when looking for a more serious relationship.

Rule them out completely. Buy lottery tickets instead, the odds will be way more in your favor.

[Robert66]

Interesting story. It sounds like you may have let a good one slip away.

Certainly it would have been good to explore further but at the time I didn't know I was ready. The most enduring memory I have of her was the size of her cum shots. I've never before nor since known anyone with the power and volume. I remember the first time I was with her she was lying on her back and came over herself. I was amazed at the amount of cum in each ejaculation. She would have had 6-7 pumps which were huge, followed by another 4-5 when the cum finally ran out! She was totally drenched in her own cum. It was an amazing turn on for me, and she could back up within a few hours. Practicing safe sex back then, as I didn't really know her so well, but one of the fantasies I had for a long time after was her shooting in my mouth (which I partake in now with my regular girlfriend). I think I would have reached ultimate paradise to have my mouth completely filled!

[Robert66]

Rule them out completely. Buy lottery tickets instead, the odds will be way more in your favor.

A bit like regular hetero relationships then?

[conan007]

Should be on a date this Wednesday after work. And hotel room after. Hopefully all goes well and I'm able to say she's my girl friend and go on from there.

[nysprod]

Should be on a date this Wednesday after work. And hotel room after. Hopefully all goes well and I'm able to say she's my girl friend and go on from there.

Is this your first date with her?


A bit like regular hetero relationships then?

Yeah except amped up

[KelliBlueEyes]

Tg relationships are a disaster that can only end badly. You'll either lose your mind, your money, or both.

Not surprising this reply comes from a guy who routinely preys on transsexual women from craigslist, and then comes on here and brags about it

[nysprod]

Not surprising this reply comes from a guy who routinely preys on transsexual women from craigslist, and then comes on here and brags about it

That was just after something really good went really bad...hey, I'm in Queens, where are you lol

[KelliBlueEyes]

That was just after something really good went really bad...hey, I'm in Queens, where are you lol

I'm about 70 miles north of there near Middletown

[nysprod]

I'm about 70 miles north of there near Middletown

Yeah i saw...the hudson valley is great in the summer

[conan007]

Is this your first date with her?





no I saw her for about 3 hours one morning about 2 weeks ago. Sorting a further date out has been complicated as she's had to cancel 2 or 3 times.

[nysprod]

no I saw her for about 3 hours one morning about 2 weeks ago. Sorting a further date out has been complicated as she's had to cancel 2 or 3 times.

I don't care what she told you or what you think you know, but she has no interest in you. And you have no real interest in her either, aside from getting her into a hotel room.

[Chaos]

I have not had a relationship...with anyone in 4 or 5 years.Been that long since I had sex too.
I just haven't met anyone worth pursuing where I live.

I know,I know,everyone that knows me here probably thinks I'm still the same mess I was when I got here,but no.. I'm actually not.
Thanks to some GREAT friends, I am actually doing something about it,instead of my usual pitymyselfparties..lol
I put no stock in people saying that relationships with trans girls are impossible,throwing that out there right now.
ALL relationships are hard.. if it isn't something both parties want.
ANY relationship can succeed if both people want it and work for it.
If you're 100% open and honest there shouldn't be anything you can't work out if/when some random roadblock pops up.
I used to be the guy that whined how no one cared....now I realize I was the one that didn't care,and I didn't care if they did or not,I just wanted to be miserable.
ANYWAY.....Anything is possible it just takes effort and desire....on both sides.
LOL!! Being positive is weird...still not used to it...but I like it so far... :D

[conan007]

I don't care what she told you or what you think you know, but she has no interest in you. And you have no real interest in her either, aside from getting her into a hotel room.


Absolutely got it it so wrong. I want this so much. And I believe she has interest in me.

[nysprod]

Absolutely got it it so wrong. I want this so much. And I believe she has interest in me.

If you do want it why aren't you going back to your place instead of a hotel?

[Chaos]

If you do want it why aren't you going back to your place instead of a hotel?

Plus she's cancelled 3 times in the 2 weeks since he saw her...Once I can see,bad timing,bad day,you know...but 3? That screams avoidance...I hope I'm wrong,I wish him luck,but that just screams red flag to me....

[conan007]

Plus she's cancelled 3 times in the 2 weeks since he saw her...Once I can see,bad timing,bad day,you know...but 3? That screams avoidance...I hope I'm wrong,I wish him luck,but that just screams red flag to me....


looks like you were all right tonight she cancelled for good. The going to a hotel over going to my place was down to me living in shared accomafation with complete ********s as house mates. And she was paying for the hotel. But she has a job that takes her all over the world and now she's going to be based somewhere in Europe. And she doesn't want yo get into anything serious before going next week. If she'd gone ahead with the date and then at the date broke hat news I'd fel a hell if a lot better about it.

If if I wasn't low on money until payday I'd see an escort this weekend. But instead I'll wait to payday and see someone then. I'd rather find a relationship than keep seeing escorts. But at the moment that's my only chance of seeing Trans Girls so that's where I'll go.

[KelliBlueEyes]

looks like you were all right tonight she cancelled for good. The going to a hotel over going to my place was down to me living in shared accomafation with complete ********s as house mates. And she was paying for the hotel. But she has a job that takes her all over the world and now she's going to be based somewhere in Europe. And she doesn't want yo get into anything serious before going next week. If she'd gone ahead with the date and then at the date broke hat news I'd fel a hell if a lot better about it.

If if I wasn't low on money until payday I'd see an escort this weekend. But instead I'll wait to payday and see someone then. I'd rather find a relationship than keep seeing escorts. But at the moment that's my only chance of seeing Trans Girls so that's where I'll go.


Are you using any of the Trans specific dating websites?

[Chaos]

But she has a job that takes her all over the world and now she's going to be based somewhere in Europe. And she doesn't want yo get into anything serious before going next week.
Sorry man..but I hate to tell you that I don't think she was ever interested....Going to Europe for work isn't usually something that you find out about a mere week before you go...At least not in MOST cases. Hate to say it but it sounds like you were just a piece of ass until it was time to go and she didn't want to tell you. I mean I hope I'm wrong cause it sucks....but....well...It's an awful lot of coincidences at once...Again,sorry..

[nysprod]

Are you using any of the Trans specific dating websites?

He's better off reading the thread I started called The Art of Chasing. Here's a quote:

All chasing is based on deception. Hence, when we are horny we must seem not to be; when using our force to seduce a tg, we must appear inactive; when we are near, we must make the tg believe we are far away; when far away, we must make her believe we are near.

[conan007]

Are you using any of the Trans specific dating websites?

Yeah one I can't quote here. Quoted it before and it got deleted apparently they encourage illegal activities.

[conan007]

Sorry man..but I hate to tell you that I don't think she was ever interested....Going to Europe for work isn't usually something that you find out about a mere week before you go...At least not in MOST cases. Hate to say it but it sounds like you were just a piece of ass until it was time to go and she didn't want to tell you. I mean I hope I'm wrong cause it sucks....but....well...It's an awful lot of coincidences at once...Again,sorry..


I only know what she told me so yeah can't know how true it is. Thanks

[DeseosEscandulosos]

Tg relationships are a disaster that can only end badly. You'll either lose your mind, your money, or both.


He's better off reading the thread I started called The Art of Chasing. Here's a quote:

All chasing is based on deception. Hence, when we are horny we must seem not to be; when using our force to seduce a tg, we must appear inactive; when we are near, we must make the tg believe we are far away; when far away, we must make her believe we are near.

This all sounded familiar, but I couldn't figure out where I'd heard it before. This isn't about chasing, it's about being a gypsy in a French opera.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2snTkaD64U

The first quote is the plot to the opera, and the second is pretty close to Carmen's description of how she seduces men.

[Buzz]

I discovered this YouTube channel. It seems to have a lot of serious advice applicable to this topic. Produced by a real British-Thai couple.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9NbP_qKrZXrtlaqZOHr9gA/videos

Good luck in your quest!