{"id":199,"date":"2006-10-15T01:41:27","date_gmt":"2006-10-15T07:41:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.hungangels.com\/blog\/?p=199"},"modified":"2006-10-15T01:41:27","modified_gmt":"2006-10-15T07:41:27","slug":"what-it-feels-like-for-a-girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.hungangels.com\/blog\/what-it-feels-like-for-a-girl\/","title":{"rendered":"What it feels like for a girl"},"content":{"rendered":"

What it feels like for a girl
\nwritten by HungAngels Member MystiquEvolution<\/em><\/p>\n

To whom it may concern,<\/p>\n

In light of all the drama that\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s been going on recently, I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve decided to compose those post for all. Other members of this site are allowed to freely speak their peace, knowing their loyal followers will chime in to agree. While others, are very much put on display for whatever comes to mind at the time. Many of the girls take quite a bit of heat, for numerous reasons. Some bring it upon themselves (myself included), but others are just used as examples. Whatever the case may be, at some point we are all \u201a\u00c4\u00faTargets.\u201a\u00c4\u00f9<\/p>\n

We\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve all heard the usual, I want a REAL, beautiful completely PASSABLE, TS girlfriend. Someone with this type of look, these types of wants and desires, someone respectable, intelligent, etc. There is nothing wrong with that at all. We all have preferences. However, you must realize, in the big picture there will always be a flaw. Many of the girls you all adore as either sex symbols or just flat out gorgeous, have probably paid the price. Of course I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m referring to ESCORTING. That seems to be a word many of you hate to hear. Still, it\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s a reality and we all know it. Escorting and pornography of some kind, allows many of these ladies, the means to create perfection. Just transitioning alone is a price to pay. We risk losing family, friends, love, jobs, education and our lives, all for the sake of just being able to be who we are. That\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s not said to make anyone feel sorry or more sympathetic for us. Be who you are and do what you do. We always will, which is why many choose the adult entertainment field. It\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s marketable and provides a way to make money to progress. You see all the pictures of the gorgeous women, but many didn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t start off that way. Allanah, Gia and Vicki for example, have gone on talkshows and have shown where they came from. They\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve run down the list of procedures and surgeries they\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve had. It\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s not easy and it\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s not cheap by any stretch of the imagination. In my experience, the most beautiful transsexual women, have always done some type of work in the adult industry. To sum this part up, if not for the adult industry, many of the women you see would still be working on the finished product.<\/p>\n

On the other side of the fence, we have the girls that choose NOT to escort. These are the women who usually transition extremely slowly, because let\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s face it\u201a\u00c4\u00b6money doesn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t fall from trees in the corporate world. I can speak better about this, because I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m not an escort and never have been. Which is why, 5 years into my transition, I haven\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t achieved a surgery yet. Not by choice of course. After working 40 hours a week and having your check butchered by taxes, insurance, etc\u201a\u00c4\u00b6that doesn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t leave much. Whatever is left must be rationed out to the necessities (cost of living, transportation, food, clothes). I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m sure all of you are used to that. Now add on laser electrolysis ($100-$500 per visit depending on the area for hair removal); hormones (I don\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t know about anyone else, but mine are $90 per month); and then surgery and other procedures ($500 and WAY UP!!!). Can you balance that budget? Chances are, probably not. As I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve said to many girls who are down about escorting, there isn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t much difference between what they do and what I do. We both have to dress up to cater to the scene. We both get paid by the hour. We both are probably in positions we\u201a\u00c4\u00f4d rather not be in. The advantage\u201a\u00c4\u00b6at least as an escort, you know you are getting fucked; you know who you are getting fucked by and when it\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s going to happen. The corporate world is more cutthroat than any gay scene. At a moments notice, you can be out of a job and judging by the current state of this country\u201a\u00c4\u00b6it\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s not going to get any better. I was laid off last year, due to a company buyout and location closure. Over a year later and I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m still looking for work. That\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s extremely depressing, especially since I know what I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve missed out on. It was either, get my implants and be flat broke\u201a\u00c4\u00b6or use that money to maintain until the next job comes along. Which did I choose? You can all complain about girls who escort and say that you want this and that in a TS girlfriend, but trust me\u201a\u00c4\u00b6you\u201a\u00c4\u00f4d more than likely gravitate towards the better looking, more \u201a\u00c4\u00faput together\u201a\u00c4\u00f9 girl.<\/p>\n

With that out of the way, we all still have issues to do with. When we are just starting transition, we have to deal with a lot of scrutiny. People saying \u201a\u00c4\u00faYou\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ll never make it as a girl.\u201a\u00c4\u00f9 \u201a\u00c4\u00faYou\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ll never be pretty, passable or even cute.\u201a\u00c4\u00f9, \u201a\u00c4\u00faI just don\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t see it for you.\u201a\u00c4\u00f9 That\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s usually from the other girls and the gay men of \u201a\u00c4\u00fathe scene.\u201a\u00c4\u00f9 From straight society, they look at you like you are the biggest abomination ever created. All of course, speaking from my personal experiences, but I know others who have gone through the same. As we progress, the evil looks, turn to curiosity as you start looking more like the woman you\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve always known you could be. Once everything is finally completely years later, you become this fabulous girl that some people fantasize over. It\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s still never good enough because there are always critics. I recall someone making reference to Allanah going on Maury, not setting a good example. She doesn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t have to set an example for anyone, except herself and the same goes for all girls. Just because one woman progresses from before to Goddess, it doesn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t mean she the automatic spokeswoman for us all. She\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s worked hard for what she has. We all have. She, like some others have learned how to turn herself into a business. Parties, videos, websites, talkshows, etc\u201a\u00c4\u00b6she\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s all over and she always sports a smile (at least from what I see). Any girl would who has achieved so much. Don\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t hate, congratulate!<\/p>\n

The last thing I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ll touch on is, perception. It\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s the general perception that all transsexual women date men. That is definitely not the case. As someone here loves to say \u201a\u00c4\u00famost transsexuals are into men.\u201a\u00c4\u00f9 That\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s probably true, but then again, not every girl puts herself out in the open like that. It\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s a common assumption and nothing more. There are transsexuals who are straight, bisexual and lesbian (AHEM!!! ME!!!) There are A LOT of women who are into transsexuals also. The common reason why it\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s never brought up: Most women think that all transsexuals are strictly into men. I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m glad I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve been able to change that point of view for many men, women and transsexuals. A lot of people will frown up their face in confusion over anything other than what\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s \u201a\u00c4\u00fanormal\u201a\u00c4\u00f9 to them. Just remember, if you don\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t like boy-on-boy, girl-on-girl, ts-on-ts, etc\u201a\u00c4\u00b6just remember there are many people in the world who still don\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t agree with transsexual as even being people. We are perceived as sex objects also. That\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s not the case with everyone. We are no different than the rest of the world and we have a lot more depth than many give us credit for. We are professionals, entertainers, mothers, daughters, sisters\u201a\u00c4\u00b6we are everywhere. Even if you can\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t tell. Whether we work 9a-5p or 5p-9a\u201a\u00c4\u00b6we all still want love the same as any other human being. Regardless of what we do to get to where we want to be\u201a\u00c4\u00b6we know where we started from and where we are going. The big question for a lot of us is\u201a\u00c4\u00b6will we have someone to share this life with or not.<\/p>\n

So there you have it. You didn\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t ask for it, but I gave it to you directly as always. There\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s a lot more that could be said, about a wide array of things. What\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s the fun in boring you with all of that though? Take from this what you want. Some of you have mentioned, that you wish the girls had thicker skin or more backbone to stick up for ourselves\u201a\u00c4\u00b6or at least stick around. If nothing else, you ALL know I have no problem standing my ground. I do it because I want to, not because I have to. None of us do\u201a\u00c4\u00b6which is why a lot of the girls leave. True, many of the girls come back eventually, but I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m one girl you won\u201a\u00c4\u00f4t have to worry about on here. Much of what I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ve said will probably be met with negativity and that\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s fine. We all are entitled to say, do and feel whatever we damn well deem necessary. Hopefully, some positives are taken from this.<\/p>\n

Good luck to all in your future endeavors. Who knows, maybe I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4ll see some of you at Allanah\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s parties one day. Best wishes to all I was cool with. For those who I had issues with or had issues with me, let\u201a\u00c4\u00f4s face it\u201a\u00c4\u00b6I\u201a\u00c4\u00f4m a bitch, but such a fuckin\u201a\u00c4\u00f4 lady! *LOL*<\/p>\n

Peace, blessings, much love and respect!<\/p>\n

*Smooches*
\nMystique<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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